god's love

I was walking down the street today. And there was a woman on a loud speaker screaming at everyone to repent. Angrily screaming “repent or you will burn in hell.”

I don’t think she is being effective. I don’t think screaming at people will bring them closer to God. It’s the same with the “God hates “crowd

When the truth is God loves us all. The truth is no one knows unrequited love like God. T

he people screaming on loud speakers, screaming about damnation, they only serve to push people away. No matter how pure there motives. It’s a terrible advertisement. Imagine a commercial that was just angry screaming. I don’t think you would go out and buy the product.

And it’s everywhere I go where I live. There’s a man who comes to the pier almost everyday just screaming on a loud speaker. As if the sea doesn’t speak itself. If he was only quiet maybe the people could hear God speak himself. In the whispers of the ocean waves.

I thought for a long time that God didn’t love me. Maybe even that God hated me, because he had sent me so much pain. Only now do I see the gift he gave me, how he was preparing me every step of the way.

So I made this field so you too could feel God's love. For God so his love for you is no longer unrequited. And for you, because what comes through will be personal to you. Gods love for you. So you can see just how much that is. If the word God is triggering please forgive me.

I want to use the word God in a different way than the woman screaming on the street. For so long it was people like that who defined God for me. And I ran. I rejected him. (Again excuse the gender for me He works because its the only positive male role model I’ve had in my life. Feel free to use an alternative gender description here) When I embraced God into my heart my whole life changed. As corny as that may sound. It is 100% the truth. I would do anything for him.

Side note: You over there about to chastise me. I already know because this comes up every time I use forbidden words like Angels and God. Because the internet. The question you are about to ask about Yahweh and archons, and demiurges etc…it’s probably best answered by listening with your heart and not your mind. God is love. That is my definition. Limitless and all encompassing. And legitimately the only one who has ever supported me in any meaningful way. So I have a great love, and loyalty beyond the all knowing wisdom of Tiktok and duck duck go. But if you still feel the need…

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