I’M ALIVE!!!! Sorry for making you wait!

Hello friends, looooooooong time no see. I swear I miss you all so much! And more importantly,

I SURVIVED MY SURGERY!!! XDDD


There are so many things I want to say but I seriously don’t know what to type and how to write them. You can skip this whole story if it doesn’t interest you.

So for anyone who missed all of my previous posts or just didn’t read it, I had a serious problem with some of my internal organs since few months ago which kept getting worse each months. So we had some check ups at the hospital and began its treatments. Eventually because of how bad it is, they asked me to have a surgery to fix them.

The surgery process was decided to start at May 30 last month. When the day arrived, turns out the surgery itself didn’t start right away that day but the whole day was used to prepare the surgery which then actually performed at May 31. The horror which I got at the surgery day was that they said my problems were actually bigger than they told me back then. It means that the processes will be more complicated and the surgery might take longer than the usual. I was like, oh F… But I trusted the team and believed they will perform great. I was put unconscious through it all, then wake up at some time the next day.

I woke up… that means, hey I survived! Was what on my mind.


Thankfully all went well and the problems were healed.

But not too long after that, then this what bothered me a lot. The pain! All the pain from after surgery finally kicking. I only ever had like 2 minor surgeries before and because of how minor the areas were so it wasn’t hurt much. But this time since it was major surgery involving some of my insides, it hurts so bad, seriously so much bad lol. I thought, well this was not on my expectations. I just learned so this is what it feels after having a major surgery.

Had been taking daily pain injections to reduce the pain, still hurts so bad for the first whole week. I was like oh F… I thought it would only last for 2-3 days lol, but yeah of course it’s understandable considering what were operated and even the cuts are longer than I thought they would be.

Before surgery I thought, oh well I can take time playing my phone or something to kill time and to entertain me while I’m recovering, you know, on the hospital bed holding phone watching stuff or playing games. In reality, I could barely do anything because of how painful my body was lol.


And the pain hasn’t yet gone until the time I’m writing this, literally. But of course it is now so much less painful than it was on the first few days. Now I’m taking meds rather than injections.

So I’m sorry I was just able to give you Friends updates now, I didn’t expect it will go that way. I couldn’t do much activities because of the pain. Even when writing this, it was started pre-writing on a note yesterday and had to write it little by little while keeping up with the pain.


So I’m really really sorry for all the inconveniences these past couple months. These have been rough months for me with all the preparations, the treatments and post surgery recovery. I’m really really thankful for you Friends who keep supporting me through all these. It was thanks to you that everything went well and now I’m still here writing these. I saw some of you sending me wholesome messages hoping for my recovery, I do read your messages Friends I do, and thank you so much. Sorry I couldn’t reply to any of you because I wasn’t logged in and was getting your messages from mail notifications. Thank you so much for the wishes.


Now onto Patreon rewards topic that maybe some of you only interested in this one and skipped the parts above.

I apologize that because of all these processes your rewards are getting delayed than our usual delivery time. Not all of May rewards arts have done yet, the base arts are all done but the variations didn’t make it in time again as the surgery date reach it first.

Right now I’m still on hospital bed and will be discharged at June 15. Take a note that I’m also still not fully recovered yet so it may take few more days since discharged to be able to finish them all. At the very least I will send the very first art that gets fully finished right away as soon as possible. I think it will be likely Yelan first since both Yor’s variations are handful to do. So it will be likely you are going to get Yelan first and then Yor 1 and 2 will be updated on the same download link later.

I’m really really sorry for these.


Then so as reminder to everyone that all rewards starting from 2022 April rewards, 2022 May rewards, and even this month 2022 June rewards will be EXCLUSIVE to those who are supporting on each respective months. They will never be available again in the future or in my Gumroad Store at all forever. This decision was made as my expression of gratitude to all of you who are staying with me through all the hard times with this sickness and treatments. I want to give all you Friends who stayed on these an exclusive benefits, that if you own these rewards (through LEGAL way of course, not pirating from some sites) it means you are one of those exclusive people. So thank you very much for keep being here with me, really really thank you so much. If I can make even extra arts I would really love to, some more extra arts that only you know it and they will be not even posted anywhere. Maybe I should do that and add it on the rewards download link? Well no I think I can’t promise things I might not able to fulfill. Just these much is all I can do.


So that’s all I can say for now.

And again thank you, thank you so much for those who keep supporting me either by Patreon or wishing for my surgery to go well. It was all thanks to you that I’m still here typing these, recovering, and soon I will be back to a full health free from all those sickness.

I really apologize for all the inconveniences and all the delays that can’t be helped but had to happen due to all these. For May rewards I will send it as very soon as I finish them, I will send the very first set that gets finished which likely be Yelan. For June arts, we will see how it’s going to be around these too.


I hope I will never ever have to go through any of these surgeries ever again in the future, because it hurts so bad after lol. And the costs of all these lol, oh God I’m bankrupt after this… And I will be more careful to my own health starting now into the future.


Thank you so much Friends.

Oh how much I missed you all and missed making arts so much. :’)