March Rundown

Personal Health:

Sorry for the delay, I can’t say I’m in the best of spirits physically at the moment, My back is all fucked up but thanks to the power of modern medicine I can ignore that pain for a brief moment.

Not sure how long this is gonna last but as long as I'm not dead I'll be back up to speed soon.
Mentally I’ve been doing better too.  Generally speaking, though, there is this sense of pressure I’ve been feeling. I know why, it’s no secret my ambitiousions for boxrush are becoming more and more dainting and after talking to friends about it…ya.
Crunching myself into dust just to take weeks at a time to recover isn’t the best idea.

Duke suggested if this is a sign of my growth it should be an end-of-the-year celebration, Which helps out the planning phase. Also gives me time to write up a comprehensive script for others to review.
I tend to spawn these concepts spontaneously and just work them out from there. But given the bar I’ve set for myself, I feel like it’s gonna take longer to meet those standards.

Which segues into my new plans…

Plans:

Boxrush7 will be starting development now, however, I still have some side projects that need finishing and starting for that matter. For one I wanna do more with my new Typhlosion, finish his images and make a few comic shorts with him.
And also Reworking the Tori2 pages. Thinking about it, doing something grand for a fling shouldn’t be a priority, plus I kinda wrote myself into a corner with that last page.
Revisions will be made, so I can get to the fun part.

As for the other projects:

Tori 2: pages [3/13]

Honkers image set: [3/7]

Dulce image set: [0/7]

Tabby v.s. Jazzy? [2\?]

SketchStream:

Sketch streams are gonna be on hold for the next 2 months.
The next one will start in May. In that time I’ll be working on what sketches we have left and thinking up Poll options for it that you might be down for.
Ruby made a suggestion for sporty and Yeah I’m here for it.
If you have any suggestions yourself let me know in the comment below!

Conclusion:

I need to talk to my friends more, I get too stuck in my head at times and feel my only way of dealing with a situation is to bulldoze through it…alone. I don’t consider having people in my head with me cause it’s a combination of “it’s my problem, I gotta deal with it” and “No way am I gonna get in the way with someone’s downtime to talk about some depressing shit.”. I feel like I’m being self-centered when talking about stuff like this.
And get the feeling like the people around me don’t wanna deal with it right now.
Not Like I don’t get it, a lotta the people in my life are reserved and have their own problems, but If I don’t see them as people I can share these feelings with do I really see them as friends?

I’m thinking way too hard about this, I’ll see y'all in May.