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Chap 17 Early Pages - PG08

Unexpected tears~

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Thanks so much for the thoughtful comments! ๐Ÿ’–

Chap 17 Early Pages - PG08

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I'm feeling all the feelings.

Debra R.B.

Aaaawwwww, poor Sulvain is too overwhelmed... It's OK bb, let it out, I'm sure Raz will let his (impressive, learned-the-hard-way) self-control slip a bit and join you soon enough ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Mangsney

Oh man, Sulvain is so overcome. The emotions in these pages - just overwhelming.

Justmoi

Let the bridge weaving commence! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

Keru

AWWW, Sulvain, I'm crying too๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’œ

Kaiotee

I love them so much ๐Ÿ’ž

Zeth

AAHHH no don't cry ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธ

seriesxiii

Awwww, poor Sully ๐Ÿฅบ

Meliz Art

His face ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Katie

SNUMGLE

Emily Rochester

Who left this bowl of onions here??

Hedgehoggoulash

Golden tears and green eyes! Such a pretty picture

Taylor

It's like a sigh of relief and having a tight chest all at the same time..! ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿฅน

Hi-D

ahhh,๐Ÿซ ,I noticed it too, but then thought it's because he doesn't want for Raz to see his golden tears

Iselin

๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚ your feelings and inner thoughts are beautiful. I hope you feel safe to share more with us. I'm serious, the way you express yourself....I was wide eyed and so touched reading it. ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿฅฐ

Missiek43

Oh, Missiek- Iโ€™m not a writer. I just feel so inspired by this story, and by this community who loves Novae, that I feel safe enough to pour my feelings and most inner thoughts out, without fear of judgment. I think that, in a way, Iโ€™ve found my tribe in this spaceโ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธ

polialeks

I hope they are both gentle with one another. I have a feeling they will be, but it's not going to be easy.

Missiek43

Are you a writer? Because you should be. They way you express yourself.....it's beautiful. I love the way you described yourself barely able to peek, trying to look but trying not to intrude.... beautiful

Missiek43

He almost looks a little shameful when he turns his head away to wipe his tears.

Missiek43

He still has his hand on his back. I can only imagine how overwhelming this must be for the both of them. Maybe he's just overwhelmed and can't bring himself to snuggle into him the way they used to....it's been a long time. ๐Ÿ˜”

Missiek43

Itโ€™s probably not a very comfortable position for Raz to stay in, hunched over Sulvain while being awkwardly clung to. Better to hug once theyโ€™re both sitting down. ๐Ÿ˜Œ

saltandcookies

Gosh, that moment of reunion where you canโ€™t quite decide if you want to hold your love at armโ€™s length just to look at them and see their realness or if you want to just burrow your whole face in their shoulder and cling on for dear life โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉนโค๏ธ๐Ÿฅบ

S Mcnamara

Razz keeep hugging himmmmm๐Ÿ˜ญ

Sule Bera

His tear stains either look like yellow glitter or piss and I am hoping his shirt sparkles LMAO

Lee

Am I the only one that noticed that Raz pulled away? I hope thatโ€™s just my paranoia โ€ฆ

Nicole Jones

I love that Rizziol has become a meme in this community ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™Œ

Lee

Man. This is so good

Lain

Seriously, this makes me think of the panel in the 1881 sequence when Sulvain is just standing to one side and his eyes are red...

Juliette Wade

Sulvain clinging to him! The tears! Awww my heart!! ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’–

Neko-san

"I can look at spicy scenes, but this? This is too intimate ๐Ÿ˜ณ" same

Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)

๐Ÿ˜ญ sweet old man boy

Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)

My heart~๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ–ค

Luca

Poor beans ๐Ÿฅบ They've had to go without each other so long, not knowing if they would ever meet again. But there's your star nerd, Sulvain! ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Roedii

Awwww emotions are understandably running high. ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ

Alyssa

Those golden tears ๐Ÿฅบ

fancyface

It may be my anxiety but I wonder if heโ€™s tearing up that Raz wasnโ€™t returning the hug and was pulling away ๐Ÿ˜ญ, canโ€™t wait for more pages (as always โค๏ธ)

BT

I feel a sort of reverence seeing this moment - I want to see it, of course, as a Novae enthusiast, but at the same time, it almost feels like Iโ€™m intruding. Itโ€™s such an intimate moment between them that I feel like I shouldnโ€™t be looking. I am, though- but to appease myself emotionally, i imagine myself - as a reader who is completely immersed and embedded in the story- glancing, from a distance, from the corner of my eye, in complete silence- as to not disturb the sanctity of the moment- probably blushing and crying too, almost holding my breath, rooting for both of the protagonists, while, once again, another Coldplay song plays in the background: ๐ŸŽถ That green eyes๐ŸŽถ You're the one that I wanted to find๐ŸŽถ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ

polialeks

Oh, my heart. Maybe Sulvain spent this blur of a run thinking "maybe I did pass out and this is one of the weirder dreams I've had but I'm going to enjoy it while I can" and the sound of Raziol's voice has immediately brought him to tears with the realization that he really is still awake. And the brief fear/startle of 'waking' up from the snuggle. Oh sweetheart don't hide your feelings from him. Trust that he's still your Starboy, even if he has matured a bit.

Bethany BH

Me too, Sulvain, me too!! ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Weens

PLEASEEEEEE HJST ONE MORE PAGE

Ares

sulvain clinging even though heโ€™s been set down my heart i cannot

Jocasta

๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบim crying too sulvain

Kass

MY HEART ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Eira

looking into each other's eyes such a vulnerable moment โค๏ธ, Raz please be gentle.

Iselin

It's been so long

Livi

Sulvain's golden tears!!! TwT ๐Ÿ’™ I can't get over how much emotion is in this reunion!!! If it could last forever I'd enjoy it just as much as all the past and future moments they have together TwT They both have teared up and clung to rach other after finding one another and still can't believe it's real!!! I hope that Raziol can Sign now so that he can share even more with Sulvain ๐ŸŒŒ๐ŸŽ‡๐Ÿ’™ they should just stare into each other's eyes for a while and hold each other โ€” no talking, actually, just anything as long as it's together!!! TwT ๐Ÿซฐ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿผ๐ŸŒŒ๐ŸŽ‡๐Ÿ’™

PantherLion

I figured there would be tears, but Iโ€™m glad Raziol brought him somewhere out of sight before they started. Crying golden tears outside the library would probably draw unwanted attention. ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’–

saltandcookies

My heart can not take this! ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Jay Parker

Oh my god, they're just SO sweet! Hearing his own name is too much!

Alys

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh my baby is crying ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

homebody_adventurer

Heโ€™s so overwhelmed, I need Raz to comfort Sul in this moment. ๐Ÿ˜ญ pleasseee

OdacioChoco

His gold tears are always so beautiful but so sad ๐Ÿ’”

Marceline

This is so amazing and I'm continually impressed by your emotional sensitivity and POV work, KaiJu. It's definitely a shock from Raziol's POV, because he never really had an explanation of the hints Sulvain gave him that he was un-aging. However, from Sulvain's? He's spent literal centuries being the only one who lasts. He's already lost one of the loves of his life, as Brooke said. And Luc told him there was no way to survive the bite. Even though we saw Raziol afterward, there is no way for Sulvain to have known that it wouldn't kill him later. I think that's why Sulvain struggled so much when he thought he was seeing Raziol (glimpses someone he knows in his heart is dead/dies a little himself). Tears are absolutely what I'd expect in this situation!

Juliette Wade

WHY MUST YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS?! (Please donโ€™t stop, I'm absolutely ready for the angst) โค๏ธ

Sang Steppenwolf

I think he was not expecting them poor sweet old man boy

Em

These bois are too sweet for this world ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฉท

Nekochan

Also what do you mean "unexpected", unless it's sarcasm because I'm surprised he didn't start a few pages ago (honestly on the 2nd one)

Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)

The way he looks at himโ€“ Iโ€™m fINE!

thedistortedeye

Awwwwee baby boo

Elsi

Anyone else notice the kind of freeze/fear when Raziol is looking at Sulvain in the second panel? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Conner

Omg Sulvain is crying, Iโ€™m crying, we are all crying, if Rizziol is probably gonna follow suit cause my god ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ my heart (ahem I mean Raziol)

Brenna Cook

Oh Sulvain, let it out!! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Missiek43

Baby ๐Ÿ˜ญ he is so overwhelmed but who am I to judge!!๐Ÿ˜ญ If Raziol didn't know how to start that those are good conversation starter, because babe you are crying gold ๐Ÿ˜ญ whaaaa baby it's okay to cry

Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)

HOLD YOUR MANS ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Kitty13247

oh, thank you so much!! it's inspired by a song (artist: yumi zouma) I've been listening to a lot while reading novae for the first time!

astral projection

sulvain is peak big beautiful sad eyes white boy rn

ajayburd

Golden tears ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ

Dwam

I LOVE YOUR PFP AND NAME !!! this is so cool !!!

๐ŸŒ˜Blake!

I started crying too AUGHHHHHH THIS IS SO BITTERSWEET GOD

๐ŸŒ˜Blake!

AWWWW ๐Ÿ˜ญ

cha0ticneutral

oh my oh my oh my...

astral projection

those tears feel brand new, like he hasnโ€™t cried in centuries and has surprised himself by it. It makes me want to cry out of relief for them

Lee

I'm so happy to see them reunited, you have no idea

Judefruit

Poor sulvain, it's okay to cry.

Karly leavitt

Raziol would have been the second love of his life that he would have lost. Heโ€™s seeing him again after thinking he was dead. My heart!!! ๐Ÿ’ž

Brooke

Yโ€™all got me crying in a work bathroom ๐Ÿ˜ญ

simquall


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