monthly blog post: december ❄️
Added 2025-01-10 22:11:47 +0000 UTCdecember favorites
book: ..... i uh... only read 3 books in december and its the series This Woven Kingdom by Tahereh Mafi so i guess thats my fav HAHA
skincare product: i've been really enjoying using the BIODANCE Bio-Collagen Real Deep Mask. you apply all of your skincare then sleep with this facemask on. its a little sticky tho until it dries
body care: bc of my allergies, ive had to find safe things to use and just want to shoutout my new shampoo - Yuzu and Pomelo Glossing Shampoo by 100% Pure
makeup product: the Heimish Moringa Ceramide BB Cream SPF30 PA++!!!!!!!!!!! OBSESSSSEDDDDDDD. ive been doing more light makeup in general lately and i love this + a little concealer for my scars. just makes my makeup regimen really easy
snack: you already know... the Walker Shortbread Fingers LOOOLLL
song: your blood by Aurora <3
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december thoughts:
DECEMBER WAS GOOD BUT WEIRD FOR ME like i started december in korea for otv, flew home, streamed as many hours as i could, flew home for the holidays, then flew back to cali right before new years. it was all a blur honestly LOL
these blogs have made me realize that i overall feel not great about my day to day that is a little scary. like i am inclined to say oh yeah december wasnt great for x, y, and z. but i do think a lot of my general feelings stem from living in LA and my work life balance that i think is always something we are working on hahaha
i really just feel like i want to STREAM!! i have never seen my calendar so clear and it has brought me such peace of mind. john and i were comparing our calendars to earlier months and being like wtf how did we even get through this. i think its really hard for me to balance otv and my own personal work (as you guys know) but i want to make it work so badly that i keep trying and pushing!!!
i am excited for this new availability that comes with the early months of the year to just grind stream :') i have been debating truly doing the valorant content grind but.. the stream delay kills me a little.. PAIN
HONESTLY I THINK WE ARE JUST TAKING LIFE TOO SERIOUSLY
WHO CARES
DO WHAT YOU WANT
DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
DECEMBER WAS GOOD
i think i need to start up writing in my gratitude journal bc my mind is constantly reinforcing the negatives lately which is weird? i feel WEIRD
but i simultaneously ... feel great............................. llooolll
i think i tie a lot of my feelings to success and productivity which is a TERRIBLE state to be in but im not sure how to even.. escape that? any advice?!
well, see you next month :) and sorry for not being as active this month </3
Comments
My bestie and I are on our own personal journeys to deconstruct achievement/productivity based self value. It’s hard. Even being aware of it is a huge step 🩶 What helped for me was reflecting on my accomplishments and how they made me feel. And then identifying why those feelings are important to me and exploring how non-work things can produce those same feelings. It might sound corny to do, but I’ve started a few new hobbies/activities while brainstorming how to remove work out of the equation. It also weirdly made work easier because I’m not DESPERATE for the achievement high?? I also agree with the other comments, I love the monthly highlights - they’re both inspiring and relatable. I could also probably benefit from noticing more often when I’m happy. Thanks and cheers to everyone to another year of living this life 🥂
Jesscuh
2025-01-12 07:30:42 +0000 UTCye, balancing the "solution-oriented mindset" from your parentz iz a great goal! my dad literally worked himself to death (lül), so after muchhh thought, iFeel children are meant to refine the lessons of our parentz for the fütürë it'z alwayz good to change the scenery && smell the flowerz a bit yanno wii lüv weird (o_O)♥︎
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2025-01-11 15:40:39 +0000 UTC
