lerra

Slowly getting back into action...

Added 2021-08-12 13:16:59 +0000 UTC

So... my father didn't make it and the past two weeks were the hardest weeks I have ever experienced. We lived under the same roof which not only made us father and son but he was also my best friend. He supported me in everything (including creating an account like this and trying to turn this hobby into a fultime job). Now that he's gone there is an awkward silence not only in this house but also in my heart. I can't describe it but the past few days I've been trying to get back into drawing and its just difficult...

Concentration is at an all time low and there is a lot that reminds me of him. I've done some sketches and yesterday I was close to finishing a piece when I just stopped caring about it, turned my computer off and went downstairs to find distraction elsewhere.

I'm trying to get back into my groove but I already know this is going to take a lot more time. To all my pixiv fans, thank you for sticking around even though there is little to enjoy... The money is very welcome now that everything has taken a turn. Also a big thank you to everyone who bought packs from gumroad, Those sales also help out a lot!

I will start posting in the upcoming days again. I will also upload new dropbox folders for the people here on fanbox. I still have a couple of images and half written stories from before all of this which will finally be added to the dropbox folders.

Thank you all for your support and kind messages. Its a warm welcome seeing how many people enjoy whatever I create and also share their feelings with me about the loss of my father. Thank you.