rei39

Update on Health

Added 2018-11-19 06:02:56 +0000 UTC

As of late, all I've been able to manage is drawing non-colored doodles like the one above.

I'm sorry for the big radio silence lately.

Even though I've talked about it several times, I still don't like to talk about it but I have crippling depression and, now, I have been recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

For the past few months, I've been barely able to get out of bed let alone draw anything, not just adult works. I've been on different kinds of medication this year--one ended up giving me a long-lasting tic which is annoying to sit through-- and I've gone through numerous appointments and doctors. While I am getting better, and working my way back up to drawing full illustrations regularly, it's been very rough. There's several stressful things going on in my life that's made it harder, but I'm slowly trying to pick myself back up.

I don't know when I'll go back to livestreaming, my internet connection hasn't been very stable and I've been very self-conscious lately with drawing in general, so the idea of having people watch me has been nerve-wracking.

I'm trying to rebuild my confidence while taking things slow, but I'm going to try and provide more content in the near future. I really want to, I have so many projects I want to share, but I have to take care of myself first.

I hope you understand, and again, I'm very sorry for how long it's taken for me to say anything.

-rei