~I think it's finally time i admit to myself--i'm burnt out. Alot of the days the past few months or so i just been powering thru it. I'd power thru the burnout most days and get art done, where i don't even think about the burn out, but other days, i'd really feel it. The past 2-3 weeks have been rough. Now's it's to the point where i dread drawing. like, "ugh, i gotta draw that." or "eugh, i still gotta finish this." A shame because i love drawing and right now it's kind of become a chore i dislike. little interest in drawing right now. Also, taking on writing short stories has taken a toll as well. i don't regret that though, heh. I'm also gonna take the time to think about things. y'know, i barely have any supporters here on substar anymore. i think mostly due to substar not letting anyone subscribe anymore, they never got back to me. I reopened Fanbox and that hardly seems worth it anymore either. So cause of those it's got me thinking of just walking away...walking away from the NSFW scene. it seems my characters n' i have become a footnote in the NSFW community. That's not to say i dont' appreciate the support, especially from the very select few...i'm eternally grateful i don't wanna say it's not fun drawing lewd things anymore, cause when i'm in the zone i still very much do enjoying drawing the lewd things. I still love consuming it, heh. So right now i'll be stepping away for a break. i'll be back. just don't know when. two weeks at the most maybe--or maybe more. I'll see. Oh! sorry i didn't finish this latest piece i was working on, with Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell. i'm having a hard time working on that one cause, well, i just don't feel like working on it. So, since i won't be posting for a while, i'd understand if you guys unsubscribe. Again, i will be back. so take care till then. I'll talk to ya guys later! OH, and thanks so much for the continued or otherwise support. ^_^
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