Petty Looks Good on Me - F4A - Slice of Life - I Can Do This (Because You Said I Could)

I should be asleep. I should be calm. I got the job, didn’t I? I survived the nightmare of that last place, I made it through two impossible interviews, I got everything I wanted. So why does it feel like I’m one breath away from crumbling? I didn't mean to wake you. I just needed a moment. Just someone to listen. Someone to remind me I can do this. And as usual, you’re here, stubborn and sweet and annoying, refusing to let me fall apart alone. I hate how much I need that. I hate how much I need you. And I love you for staying.

🧑‍🎤 Speaker Teaser
I’m not scared, I’m just... awake. Talking. Panicking a bit. Maybe cuddling you like a coward, but if you tell anyone I’ll deny it.

🎧 Listener Teaser
You’re the reason I applied, the reason I went, the reason I stayed. I hate how much I need you, and I love that you never leave.

✧ Filed Under: This Is What You’re In For ✧

[F4A] Petty Looks Good on Me [Romance][Slice of Life][Girlfriend Roleplay][Impostor Syndrome][This Is a Rant, Not a Conversation][I Love You and I Hate That][I Got the Job. Now I Want to Faint][Fine, I’m Sexy and Adorable][Yes, You Win. Again][Do Not Watch Me Sleep, You Absolute Creep][Your Puppy Eyes Are Emotional Blackmail][I Quit and It Was Glorious][Why Are You Always Right?][Please Let Me Self-Sabotage in Peace][You’re Annoying, Which Means I Love You][It’s Not Petty, It’s Poetic Justice][I Quit That Job and Took My Dignity with Me][Anxious][Tender][Frustrated][Insecure][Flustered] Tired][Overwhelmed] Hey Said I’d Never Find Better and I Proved Them Wrong][Appreciation][Cuddlesome][Don’t Say I’m Adorable, I’m Trying to Have a Breakdown][I Know I Can Do It, but What If I Can’t and You’re the Only One Who Knows How Much That Terrifies Me?]

⚠︎ Read Me Before You Regret It ⚠︎

Trigger Warnings: insomnia, anxiety, impostor syndrome, self-doubt, toxic workplace trauma, emotional vulnerability

✧ Just One Question... ✧

Apparently, I said I’m sexy and adorable. Apparently, I said it more than once. Apparently, someone is now giving me “that” look. So.

What am I really? Be nice. Or be annoying. Like you always are.

🔥 Sexy
🧸 Adorable
🐙 Both. Obviously.
👻 Neither, but somehow it works
🛑 Stop talking and go to sleep (rude)