Ernestine Under Quarantine, Week 6!!! Chat.

Hello, friends! 

My weekly check-in. 

It was my first attempt at a simultaneous Instagram livestream, so there were momentary confusions. Apologies. I will have my shit together better next week!  

This week, a deep dive into where I am with this project. My body and soul are working through a lot of stuff! Especially with this extremely strange joblessness.  

I had an excellent chat with my flatmates last night about the often toxic, hierarchical relationship between dance teachers and students (or choreographers and performers, etc.). With this project, I am working through the internalization of all that negative messaging, and I feel like I'm actually getting somewhere with my own internal sense of safety in my body and mind. Ballet needs to change. I'm happy to be sparking this conversation.  

Things I forgot to say while spilling my guts!!! 

Announcements! 

1. You can help me do this project in a healthy way by checking out my Amazon wishlist, which now includes the things I need to train in my room as best as possible and to dance safely: 

https://www.amazon.de/hz/wishlist/ls/MJCACIS6VZML?ref_=wl_share  

2. I'm sure that several of you will be delighted to hear that I have just launched an OnlyFans page! There, I post my "post-burlesques"--what happens after I take off my bra and am mostly naked...and then keep going in a way that is not You Tube, Patreon, or Instagram acceptable! Also, there will be all sorts of other lurid and gorgeous video and photo content. I have several subscribers already, and I am having so much fun chatting with them and hearing about what they want to see! There are 2 discounted subscriptions left! 

www.onlyfans.com/sirenernestine  

Dance is my rock. The show must go on. 

All my love to you, in whatever situation you are in right now. I hope my videos can make even the smallest bit of difference as we wait for our sense of safety to be gradually restored.  

Fondly, 

Ernestine