it's time for an update

Well, I don't write here much but I will try to put my thoughts together and make a post. If you're following me on Instagram you probably have seen some story shares that I made about my wedding. I smile in the photo but a couple of hours before it, I was crying... Thanks to my friends who came to get ready with me and they managed to take off a lot of stress off me and cheer me up. 

This year was full of challenges and I don't know what is yet to come :) But I hope it will go smoothly. Well, I have never been the girl who has been crazy about weddings, who knew what to wear, how to organize or had an image of a wedding in her head... and I thought I am so weird in comparison to others because organising a wedding was veryyyyyy stressfull for me. I can't even count how many times I have cried and stressed because of it. Unfortunately all the organisation was on me and it was hard for me to do it all. And I would hear a lot about other girls enjoying wedding organisation and I was not among these girls... I felt guilty and weird at the same time, since it didn't give me the joy I would see others have with it. 

 The thing that makes me happy is how people enjoyed it and are still getting back to me saying how much they enjoyed and that it was the best wedding they have attended and that it was so well organised :) It warms uup my heart and also the fact that I gathered all my family and met people I have never met. 

i will probably make a video about this and tell you all about it :)! See you very soon and excuse me for my break. I think it's very painful for me that I had to take such a break from the channel, patreon and even Instagram to organise this during the last month. Just to let you know I found my dress 3 weeks before the wedding 😄  Kudos to Armenian companies who are ok with people like me, doing most of things a month before or even a week before a wedding.