Hi hi my loves!
Added 2022-10-18 11:55:10 +0000 UTCSooo todays update is MEH- I think I might take a few days distancing myself from the interwebz.. Ima still pop on here and check in to add y’all to the drive and stuffs but I need a few days away from the majority of internet. My bpd brain is really against me- I’m struggling to know when it’s valid for me to feel the things I feel or when it is me being overly sensitive (I mean, I think all feelings are valid but I have to be realistic with my reactions to things.) either way! I’m not sure what I need in this moment! Like part of me really wants to be able to talk about it and the other part of me is like— dont Say anything cuz it’s annoying and There’s always a “problem“ with me- I feel like some of y’all can relate 😔 sorry for the gloomy baby. i just wanna feel happy and this week hasn’t been it for me (I also get seasonal depression and switching medications on top of all this has got me feeling like pudding lol whatever that means xD) ANYWAY- probably the only place I’ll pop in for the next like two-3 days is here cuz..this is kinda the only platform that feels “safe” at the moment BUT in case ima little less interactive - dis is why!
