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True Love Never Dies

An addition to the ANGSTAGEDDON on Reddit/GoodOmensAfterDark

Enjoy (THE TEARS)!

The opening scene, the beginning Aziraphale’s sin of creation and the original betrayal, Lucifer claims his Starmaker.

Edit: MORE UPDATES, grab the tissues.

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Comments

But you’re here now!

Gleafer

I love it, I love it so much! Why did it take me so long to get your patreon 🤦‍♀️

blackthorn_roses

Gleafer!! Ugh I can’t sleep and my heart has been ripped out at 4 in the morning!! It’s the same reason why I had to stop reading the TSATO series by our amazing writers. I can’t handle my heart being crushed in my escape fantasies, life sucks too much as it is. Imma go color some of your fluffier coloring pages and try to sleep 💜😭

JaadaMae

Thank you!

Gleafer

Thank you!

Gleafer

This is AMAZING. What an emotional ride! And the thought of Aziraphale hiding and protecting Crowley in hell… wow.

StrangersTellMeStuff

Why is this the first time i’m seeing this?? Oh lord i love it. You are brilliant

golden

Ok, that made me emotional. Sincerely.

Jess Romeo

Ouch

Grey

Holy fuuuck

CirusTheDivider

Over a year later, this still makes me weep...

Marie Curious

My heart

Sspooksart 😜

Yeah…I didn’t need my heart anyways 😭💔 This was absolutely gorgeous ❤️

fuzzycheetah

T-T

ShellyJ

this was beautiful, it let me with some pain in my chest 😭💕

Cyn

Glad you’re here and enjoying the soup!

Gleafer

Signed up for the smut, stayed for the incredible storytelling🥲

Ash

Thank you!❤️❤️❤️

Gleafer

Holy heck. I was not prepared for all this from an unsuspecting post on a Friday night. You are AMAZING

Bonnie Bergmann

I’m just doing research to make sure I can print and sell. Hopefully yes!

Gleafer

Thank you!

Gleafer

So much pain! The snake as Aziraphale's mark is such an interesting turn, I love it <3

WildeThyme

Please please let me know if/where you have prints for sale. Crossed fingers you will release a collection.

Logan LaCapria

Sometimes the hurt is even better than the smut!

Lolalu16

Oh my goodness!!! What a lovely compliment!

Gleafer

Hey, I know this comics is quite an "old" one, but let me be clear, I LOVE IT and it's my favorite ever among all your comics. The Starmaker is gorgeous and adorable and his sacrifice still makes me cry each time i read this story. Aziraphale is kind and gentle and smart but OW he is so cool and powerful and so brave when he has to help and protect the Starmaker. Lucifer is a beautiful bastard and I only like him because he is why a so beautiful and canon-acurate story exists. So, thank you so much for this piece of art. I can't imagine their backstory in a other way now, your version is perfect.

Elenthya

Ooooo why am I like this, clutching my heart and crying to drown myself 🥹

NFC

I knoooooow!!! Fucking LUCIFER. Jerk.

Gleafer

The opening scene!! Little creator angel, AUGH, MY SOUL!! 😭💜😭💜

KaeRaeSketches

The aaaaaaangst! I love it

CrazyD

Thank you! I love it but it HURRRRTS

Gleafer

This is painfully amazing and the new canon for all time. Wooooooow.

Turbulent Food

Ohh soo good!

Susan Montgomery

Thank you!

Gleafer

Oh my goodness. I didn't realize this was up here. I saw only saw a couple panels on the GOAD reddit, so i missed the entire story. This is so heartbreaking and beautiful! Aziraphale made Crowley HIS SNAKE to protect him! And Crowley fell to save Azi! Why am I not normal about these two beautiful idiots!!! 😭 stunning comic I can't handle the beauty!!

ElysiumLeo

Gut-wrenchingly beautiful, every last panel and stroke.

Savaial Addams

I’m trying printing options after the holidays! Stay tuned

Gleafer

They love each other more than anything

Gleafer

Thank you!

Gleafer

ARIHAOEIHAIOHAIOHVAE HOW DID THIS JUST KEEP GETTING ANGISTER AUUGHGHGHGHGH

Ashfae

Slow clap... 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

LibraEarth

such a perfect angst

Manon Pief

-Sob-

Zolveig

What a story! Lucifer is truly menacing, and so are Michael and Gabriel. Oh how much they love each other to do the ultimate sacrifice for each other. It's a masterpiece

Ruby Gold

I’m legitimately crying 😭

AubreyIsReading

I can't stop thinking about this!! It's burrowed itself in my brain and taken up permanent residence.

Marie Curious

I would really love a physical copy of this. Not sure if that's possible

Katchooie

Or thousand!!

Waanmo

now i don't even need season 3

dotfuls

Eventually!

Gleafer

I love this!!! The paaain! Is it possible to buy this on Gumroad or something??

Anat

One of my favourites of yours, this comic was so well written and drawn- incredible 😭😭🙏✨

shirts.no.skirts

Augh beautiful

Tarek Giver of Cookies

Jfc 9am is too early to have my heart ripped to shreds

Miranda Bumstead

You’re very welcome!

Gleafer

The absolute PAIN of this

Shevyce

OH my gosh. The absolute artistry and story, I can't. Crying on my painting final right now. Fabulous story!! Thanks for giving it a happy ending

Camryn Porter

So in love with this

Sophie

This is absolutely beautiful! 😭

Cherry🍒

I'm in so much love with this series!!!

Marie Curious

Oh my God I'm so relieved it had a happy (even if tearful) ending. Sobbing into my cornflakes rn 😭

Bingo

To VALHALLA!

Gleafer

I was crying when I drew it!

Gleafer

It’s part of a healthy morning routine!

Gleafer

😘

Gleafer

Thank you!

Gleafer

Future plans for sure!

Gleafer

Now I’m curious. Drink up and give it a reread!😄😘

Gleafer

*smiles lovingly while phoning a doctor to fix that*

Gleafer

*pats head*

Gleafer

You win the angst war in my book. 😭

Poseyfae

Omg I'm actually fucking crying 😭😭 The way you evoke emotion is incredible! The expressions!!!! I am undone..

Shadowfang

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

howdidigethere

😭😭😭

ghanima atreides

What a beautiful way to show them pre-fall. Thank you for this!

Amanda B Cook

I like this twenty times

Sara Workman

My heart is full. Perfection!

ACE

I'm not crying you're crying

PSYgoth13

crying for breakfast

fiddlegoblin

At this point I’ll be upset when Crowley’s fall is shown in season 3 cus it won’t be “gleafer canon compliant”

min

Nom nom delicious angst

PeanutSally

Thank you for this *cries*

Jertta Österlund

It's cool it's cool. I love crying first thing in the morning 😭

sparksearcher

Aaaah omg feelings. This was so good omg. Beautiful and painful

Tris

*staring in awe*

BlackOfJuly .

I love your story! Absolutely amazing. Thank you so much ❤️

kaetchen194

...... No words only 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Mishter Goose

Seconded!

Transplantedmate

Lol. You weren't joking. Tissues were needed. Thank you. That was beautiful. If this becomes a booklet or part of a grander book of your comics, id buy it. I dont have much but id buy it.

Danee

WWWAAAAHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭

PocketSmarties

Wow. Just... Wow. There are no other words. Simply amazing art and the feels at the end rang true, oh my god well done!!

Tardisbird

GLEAFER! You have outdone yourself. This is a masterpiece. You are an excellent storyteller. Thank you for sharing this with us, you deserve every euro I spent on you

MxTHRTN

This was so beautiful. Extremely painful, but also wonderful!

Lady_today

Oh my. You are the best.

De Bergerac

GAAAAAAAHHH, I CAN'T EVEN WORDS PROPERLY! GLEAFER!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!! *foams at mouth* Please take my money--I would gladly buy a printed comic book of your stuff.

OGNarwhalz

Oh, this is such a fantastic story arc! Tragic and beautiful, both of them trying to protect each other 😭💜 Beautiful art and beautiful story. Thank you. You slayed us all 😵

Blackdraumdancer

AHHHH Jesus fucking Christ. I’m so glad I’m only on my first sip of my first glass of wine for the night because I’m in TEARS! Streaming down my cheeks. Could you imagine if I was drunk? Oh boy.

Jayde

Just reread all of this from start to finish. The implications are starting to sink in. I love that you kept Aziraphale as a strong, kind protector and that what he did was for Crowley's sake. Beautiful story 🥹❤️

catartkd

I’m crying BLOOD

Dante

ESTOY LLORANDO MUY FUERTE!!! QUE HERMOSOOOO 😭😭😭💖💖🛐🛐🛐

Bk Alba

I am totally fine and not curled up with my Dr Who bear, weeping and messy. I am none of those things. I am fine. I AM FINNNNEEE *sob*

Julie

😭💕✨

suchmeerkat

OMG THANK YOU! ❤️

Gleafer

well, fuuuuuck it's too early for so many tears! this was so beautiful, such a great story!

Dáša Čechová

Eggie help I'm dead.

Soggyfritter

This is masterful. Literally the greatest backstory/explanation/anything I’ve seen in this fandom… nothing canon could do can top this. Stunning.

Erika

i am wrecked...... Aziraphale's mark all along. This is just exquisite and crushing and gorgeous

Marie

Thank you!

Gleafer

*bows and then immediately passes out*

Gleafer

You broke me and put me together and I think my heart has thawed and can love again now. This was dreadfully beautiful.

Maloni

Sobbing. Uncontrollably sobbing

Egg

Oh my god, I'm actually crying - poor Crowley, holy shit, and poor Aziraphale holding on to that for SO long!!! Lucifer is truly terrifying in this, it's horrifying, and Michael and Gabriel were also so sinister. This is a MASTERFUL comic and I'm broken!

Hazel

Srsly

Little

WHAT THE FUCK??? THIS IS THE BEST??? THING I"VE SEEN???? HOLY FUCK??? SHIT??

ohsoldier

YES! GOD DAMN IT THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL! ╰⁠(⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠)⁠╯

NanaCreamTart

SHUT UP BECAUSE IM DEFINITELY CRYING AND I DREW IT! *talk about punching yourself in the Crotch!

Gleafer

TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES I might though. Thanks.

Meinir Rhos

SHUT UP I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING

Soggyfritter

Insane how enthralling and engrossing this comic has been. I love it so much. Was that blood on Lucifer's fist in the page where he's standing behind Aziraphale and Crowley? Did he not confront them then, or...? When Crowley says "before it tears you apart", I wonder if that alludes to Lucifer being willing to actually tear Aziraphale apart...gosh! Is this the last they see of each other before the fall, and the garden?

coconfetti

I was sorely tempted to write a fic on this with just the initial pages BUT NOW??? hoooboy.

Jade Valentine

Oh my god. Pardon me while I drown in my tears

CraftyGirlAlley

I can't believe you've done this

pie_irl

That’s why sleeves were invented!!!

Gleafer

My heart!!!

Cherry🍒

I didn’t need this 😭😭😭😭😭

Jayde

NOOOOOOOO!!!! AGONYYYYYY!! I knew Crowley wouldn't say that to his Angel and mean it😭😭

Jertta Österlund

*frantic search for tissues* WHAT IF I CRIED HUH?? WHAT IF?? 😭😭😭

shirts.no.skirts

“little angel” 😭😭😭😭

flashbastards

*Darth Vader pose* NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

OGNarwhalz

Instant KO. Not ever going to recover from Crowley and the Starmaker holding Aziraphale by the jaw the same way in 1 and 12

Emily

You MONSTER! I adore it.😉 Hurt so good!

Zee

Oh Crowley! His poor sweet heart!

Poseyfae

Omg I love it when my tears season my morning coffee, what a nice flavor (THIS IS AMAZING THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US)

Singlest_Pringle

Driving his sweet little angel away to protect him, but Aziraphale doesn’t understand 😭😭😭😭😭

CousinSerena

Jeeezus. Oh my heart.

liz.

Ouch. My feelings 🥺

Meghan

The emotions! Lucifer what did you doooo

dotfuls

💔

Morag

🥺😭

Katchooie

So beautiful and so devastating!! 😰

Tardisbird

Also, the "Or my love will tear you apart" felt like very deliberate phrasing and it hurts my soul! Not Lucifer as his love, Crowley's actual love would cause Aziraphale's destruction and he can't abide by it 😭😭😭

Hazel

Oh my god, Gleafer!!!! I thought it was Lucifer disguised as Crowley somehow (and was waiting for him to crush the snake as a message), but that was even more heartbreaking!!! Crowley having to say those things??? He was looking at the snake to steel himself for what he had to do 😭 And they were in love 😭😭😭

Hazel

Oh no, oh little doves, noooo!!!!! 😭

howdidigethere

*steps on gas*

Gleafer

Stubbed your toe? It smarts.

Gleafer

Is…is that a happy sob?

Gleafer

Ow

Khlara

STOP MY HEART

Hanne

This is so good in so many painful ways. You’re bringing out my masochistic tendencies. I’m here for it. Green all the way.

Tigerowl

oh my loves 😭

Anna Bird

Cause of death: Severe dehydration from excessive crying

DARLENE S

HOLY SHIT OKAY this got WOW??? So many layers! So many teeeeears!!

Xpouii

Nyooo.. I didn't need anything to smile about today. That's cool. Not about their giggles. Or their smooch. Or their happy little found moments. No. No I'm good. Poop on smiles.

Crystal Silhouette

😢

Casey Swann

AUGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHH

Ashfae

oh yeah im starting my day with a sob

HayleyDBZ

Now that hurt…

Lady_today

Ow my heart I didn't need that

Tris

Still breaks my heart. Beautiful workmanship! *claps*

Danee

"Or my love will rip you apart" 😭😭😭

SpaceGiraffe

Good soup.

Gleafer

It’s heartbreaking and beautiful and sexy all at the same time. I love it

Ring

I'm dying... my heart... but I can't stop! Argh why are you so good at this? I want more. I NEED MORE OF THIS!

OkamiYumee

The way you go back and forth between the brutal panels and the tender panels is just agonizing. Poor sweet Aziraphale. And poor angel-Crowley. What a heartache. :(

Marie

No, that was LAST Tuesday. Today is Throat Punch Thursday.

Gleafer

Critical hit!! 😭💔

EmJab

oh no... my heart 💔 why would you do this to us? I thought today was supposed to be TWO TURTLEDOVES!

fiddlegoblin

I know.😭

Gleafer

OH GOD 。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。

NanaCreamTart

Noo... please send help, my heart is broken

Nina GajaLuthien

Oh my…

De Bergerac

HELP THIS IS AMAZING

dotfuls

Oh Crowley’s Coven was just a side quest to smooooooth out the angst. It’s not part of the story

Gleafer

Will this story have another ending without witches?) I like them a lot. But this first picture (as for me) asks about some angst ending

Анастасія

This is really beautiful Gleafer. Love the little snake gift. Love your wily gorgeous imagination.

Katchooie

Wait I only saw the first part on ig, I’m only just seeing this?!?! I need to know what else happens!

Shevyce

This is just…everything. Cute little innocent baby angels 😭

Tygerlily

Aziraphale made snakes for Crowley. T_T I AM NOT OKAY.

Jade Valentine

Ugh I love this so much. You feed us like kings!

LoonyMoony

Nooo, protect my babies T^T

Gabriela Esqueda

^^^^ all.of.this. ^^^^

Marie

Hours!

Gleafer

more more more i need more 😩 it’s deliciously painful

Cosette

Lil Lulu is so mean!!!! Protect the snake, Azi!!

howdidigethere

Omg the idea that Crowley's snake form started from Aziraphale is too much! I love it!

Poseyfae

OMG, the beginning of this story touched my heart! Please, don't stop, I want to know more!

JP

Amazing comic! I’m curious, how long does it take you to create this pages? You’re so prolific! ❤️

Yves Riba

The wee bird (and that amazing snake) and Crowley being so sweet with it melted me, you made tiny beautiful animals part of their love language ❤️

Calculated

Lucifer was the first a$$hole before a$$holes were even invented. I love this so much!! Curious, kind Crowley, brave, compassionate Aziraphale, brightened up the day after a harrowing visit to the dentist. SIGH!!

BlackOfJuly .

*gets into my car* It doesn't kill, it only maims,would that be sufficient? :-D

BlackOfJuly .

Incredible so far. I love Lucifer as beautiful, possessive, and vengeful. You can see the fall anyway, brilliant. And the nightingale and snake! My poor heart!

Little

It really hurt to see Azi cry because of Lucifer… and what he did to Crowley later!!! 😢😢😢 He’s just the worst!

Mella26

God they’re all so beautiful! The flow of the hair and the tears and their eyes my lord this series is just heartbreaking and gorgeous as fuck. I am HOOKED

Xpouii

I didnt think I wanted to read this angst but finally gave in and now I'm obsessed

KellyA

LOL “NOT YOU, Lucifer!”

Gleafer

Screaming and crying and unhealthily OBSESSED

Depraved Dame

woah 🫢

Megh

Oh, precious angels! I love this so much. Sweet, caring boys. Thank you, Crowley! Thank you, Zira! (Not you, Lucifer!) Thank you, Gleafer!!

Crystal Silhouette

this plot is so incredibly interesting. ugh lucifer. the angst. it's so good

HayleyDBZ

"i made it wavy... like your hair!" IM OFFING MYSELF THEYRE SO CUTE I COULD ACTUALLY DIE

HayleyDBZ

Oh.

liz.

The DRAMA

Constanzel

OK now I want to see Lucifer hit by a car like Metatron 😭

bildaddybaddie

😬

Gleafer

So no one's gonna talk about *what* bird Azi just created? I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE, YOU MAGNIFICENT BEAST.

Julie

Oooooosssssorry

Gleafer

i’m going to throw up /pos

Shel

This is really awesome

Khlara

Bring it!

Gleafer

Same (((hugs)))

Gleafer

This is so gorgeous ❤️ and I love the narrative so so much - your brain is just delightful

clara moore

I live how you draw heaven in a more minimalist style, it looks really cool! I saw the first panel on GOAD and completely lost my shit, it's so intense and so good!!

Tardisbird

This is gut wrenching. And I love it. So much. 😍

Monica Mitchell

So much of this is going to be my headcanon forever. It's so beautiful and heart crushing, and elating and devastating!

Marie Curious

Oh GOSH. I'd seen parts of this but in order, ohhh....oh wow. Ahhhh.

Ashfae

Gleafer. I WILL get revenge for this.

Kotias Camorra

I said it before and I'll say it again. You make even the fluff hurt!! Agghhhh I can't wait for more.

IneffablyRuined

I love IT. Hurts good but it's also so pretty and cute

Jertta Österlund

I can tell this is going to hurt like hell and I am totally here for it! Love it!! Xx

Ceri

So hurt...

Morag

Oh fuck, this might kill me... I'm genuinely so terrified of Lucifer! Crowley's kindness makes me want to cry, and Aziraphale being beaten down but still creating, specifically for Crowley 😭😭😭

Hazel

I have such rage and hate for Lucifer.

Danee

I’m going to VOMIT oh my god. Aziraphale creating things! For Crowley! You’re brain is ineffable.

Dante

Tears tears everywhere 😭

DARLENE S

Ahhhh I missed a bunch of these on GOAD! This is fantastic!

A.Z.Hampton

This is so heartbreaking even though it's just the beginning. How vulnerable both Crowley and Aziraphale are here...and how happy. Can you hear my heart? *shatter* 💔

Imaanyi

I love this so much, I hope you'll keep on drawing this serie !

Lady_Pangolin

Oh! Darlings, watch out! Get away from them, you fiend! What a collision of unbearable sweetness and dread.😰

Venturous

Wow. I love the bird thing and how Lucifer has this horrible edge to him though he’s so beautiful. I love the snake and how they’re marveling over it like children. I love that you call him Starmaker. There’s so much world in this story already. I want to expand on it!

Casey Swann

❤️‍🔥 i honestly can’t choose a favorite from all your storylines and art!! This is an especially good blend of pain and softness though, and your ideas are GORGEOUS (snake origin and significance, the toxic Lucifer relationship)!! Very NNNGHH. Bravo 👏 💋🕊️🥂🐍

Alwysthere42

Oh mama. I’m ready to get hurt once more.

De Bergerac

OH GOODNESS I WANNA CRY AND GO ON A RAMPAGE KCIDSHDFB unfortunately the abusive behavior from Lucifer is...recognizable for me and it makes my heart hurt for Crowley, you continue to outdo yourself Gleafer! ❤️

PSYgoth13

I love this !

Hanne

😭😭😭😭😭😭 i’m just going to stop asking why and let this all wash over me…

Egg

Aziraphale is such a sweet baby angel and Lucifer is such a bastard, and I can’t stand what he did to the Starmaker. And Aziraphale and the Starmaker are so sweet together, them and their adorable little snek, and I know it can’t end well… *I am so invested* and *this is so gorgeous*

Caroline

Okay, I really dig that you discovered the origin story of the mark on Crowley. That's now my headcanon and I love it. Gosh, the tenderness you worked into this between Aziraphale and the Angel-That-Will-Be-Crowley. Lovely!!

Marie

I made it wavy like your hair I love it

sagesburning69

😘

Gleafer

Thank you!

Gleafer

These are so so GORGEOUS my lovely friend!

Brahms

Oops! I fix!

Gleafer

Pssst one is out of order…

Brahms

I think the last two panels are out of order!

Meinir Rhos

*screams* you fiend! this is absolutely stunning and it hurts and I love it

fiddlegoblin


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