I don't like to draw.
Added 2023-01-06 02:53:02 +0000 UTCI am desperate.
I've been struggling for months, if not the last few years, to keep up with drawing things. But it's getting harder and harder. I've been trying twice as hard and I can't even come close to what I was capable of. And the more time goes by, I lose skill, I lose the ability to understand how to do things, I lose speed and energy and it's getting harder and harder to work. It is very frustrating.
I don't know how to draw. And when I see how there are people who can draw with ease, it makes me very sad. Also when I see how someone starts and can understand what to do and I, despite so many years trying, I find it very frustrating. What have I learned in all this time? Absolutely NOTHING.
The saddest part of this is that I am going to fail you. You who have supported me all this time, you who expect to see more of my work.
I don't know what to do. A part of me is screaming at me that I must go on and do my work; while another part of me is desperately telling that I can't do it anymore.
I am having a very hard time. I absolutely hate myself for not learning how to draw. I can't handle this
