motivation :(
Added 2019-08-10 22:21:25 +0000 UTCI've lost motivation.
I feel like I'm lost, not knowing where to go or what to do.
The only clear route is to turn around, go back and leave everything. An option I never thought to consider... and I don't know if it will continue that way. 
Comments
It's true that I don't always do what I want. And there are some things I'd rather not do. but when someone puts their trust in me, to do a job. I try to do my best to meet expectations. I'm not bored with what I do, but I'm frustrated that I can't do too much. I wish i could do more. I can't take a break from this. I'd regret it if I did. i only have one idea in mind, but other things get in the way. like getting enough money to live on. and i don't know if my idea would have the support it would need.
Elmonais
2019-08-11 06:10:51 +0000 UTCI want to continue, but without motivation is difficult. Taking a break is not an option. However, stopping has definitely always been an option. Although it is the most complicated option to take, since it would not only stop drawing, but also living.
Elmonais
2019-08-11 05:47:28 +0000 UTCIt seems to me the whole thing is the load. You work a lot. And you do the drawings under someone else's order, and not what the soul may ask. Monotonous work could still affect. Every month you make a series of "samesize vore". She always pleases me, but you could get bored. You need to take a break and draw something purely for yourself that you yourself want. Well, or take a break in drawing. But don't quit your job at all. Your drawings are wonderful. Especially when you create long series.
Viktim
2019-08-11 04:39:44 +0000 UTCI love your stuff and I hope you continue to draw but if you feel like you need to stop, temporarily or permanently, then you do what's best for you. You have to take care of yourself, first and foremost!
Mario Lemieux
2019-08-11 03:17:53 +0000 UTC
