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Added 2021-06-11 02:23:22 +0000 UTCSorry again for dumping heavy stuff on y'all, but my dad died this morning.
I thought it wouldn't affect me this badly, but it's been a crushing day. Just as a bit of an emphasis, I haven't had a single 'day off' from taking care of him for about 8 years, me and my mom's lives revolved around him. I feel restless, exhausted, all the bad things.
Add all the responsibilities in dealing with a death while having to go through this is miserable.
I don't like dumping heavy/ sad stuff on anyone, but I do feel like I have to justify this off time, and I'm probably not going to do more vent posts or stuff like that.
To try to force a positive, once I get back to drawing I'll be able to be more productive than I ever was, but I don't know when I'll be able to get back on, as even just looking at my twitter feed feels like too much right now.
Again, please don't feel pressured to staying on as I do feel guilty for not providing content, and a huge thank you to those who do.
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Thank you ^^
Pears
2021-07-01 01:31:26 +0000 UTCSorry for your loss, take as much time as you need, dont' want you to sacrifice your mental health to draw.
Elyorn
2021-06-30 19:48:46 +0000 UTCWe really have been neglecting our health for a while now, and that is one of the things I'll try to focus on ^^
Pears
2021-06-11 06:11:47 +0000 UTCSorry for your loss, please don't forget to take care of yourself as well as your mom.
Daniel
2021-06-11 05:05:53 +0000 UTCI appreciate it buddy, and I'm sorry you had to go through that yourself.
Pears
2021-06-11 03:38:52 +0000 UTCI’m sorry for your loss, take all the time you need, as I said before we aren’t going anywhere and will be here when you decide to come back, a break is deserved , I know how a loss feels, having lost someone close to me early last year, so take all the time you need
CSH
2021-06-11 03:14:24 +0000 UTCThank you, and yeah, it's hard to see through it now, but I'm hopeful for our futures. It was really taking it's toll on mom, now I gotta push her to start taking care of herself ^^
Pears
2021-06-11 02:55:16 +0000 UTCIm so sorry to hear about your loss. He probably appreciated all of the care you and your mom gave him. Now he's resting, and hopefully you will take care of yourselves. My heart's with you❤
skitt
2021-06-11 02:30:16 +0000 UTC
