When you first fuck with perks you will be fucked up bit as you build a tolerance to them you lowkey feel normal because that’s the buzz your sitting at. I was snorting 15 perk 10’a a day and I was totally able to drive and work and not all drugged out. I’ve been sober now for 5 years and I’m fortunate enough to have made it out honestly. Solid foundation is the key to sobriety my support group was my wife and my kids. I use Suboxone now and I am able to completely function and still feel normal.