Journal Day 4: Incentives and Motivation
Added 2017-10-23 09:21:02 +0000 UTC~ The Picture is Kiwi for Juizzy Fruits; A Petite; She's Calmest and most coherent of the Fruits; she may be A bit of a Sociopath.
Ayee almost had the Deception Page today, i'm done with the lighting but it all went down hill when i decided to take a nap. Waking up, not taking the time into account, i mindlessly played some games until i just realized that the time is running out. What is it that's making this all feel like irrelevant, Im looking forward to reactions for every page all the time. Money's Good. Each finished Page of Deception is a Step Closer to Greatness. So Incentive's not the problem here.
I think my motivation is. It's somewhere else, to say the least. Part of me wants to do Animations, Part of me wants to do The Fire Spirit. I think it just comes with time. Like with playing any game, if you're already used to it, it gets boring. So now that ive worked on deception for a long time while using it's process over and over again, I think the energy just fades out cuz nothing ever new is happening---Well there is, during the sketch phase, but after sketch phase, it's all in the process, it's Auto-Drawing mode after the sketch phase. I usually just turn off my head until i'm done with the Process. Oh well, Gotta keep grindin', Just Follow the script, it'll all feel good when this shit's over.
