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(Bigger and Softer) Congrats, Corpulence, Cravings, Cleavage?

We were talking about how my boobs probably bring up the average bra size of any town that I drive into. 😭 They're that big of a statistical anomaly.

Not sure if congrats or condolences are in order 🥺

What's worse is that I feel like my breasts are actually causing me to crave certain foods recently. Been going through bags of avocados🥑🥑 ..

At least they're healthy? Not sure if massive natural sources of fat are good for my jiggly issues tho, but they've been helping with the lethargy....

It makes me feel like I'm pregnant. But I'm not pregnant, I'm...sick?

My doctor calls what's happening to me, a condition.

Makes me feel freakish. Other than. Not one of the normal group. My breasts growing so big that I'm not really counted in normal society.

When somebody calls you one in a million it's supposed to be a good thing. 😑

When someone calls you "the boob girl" behind your back but loud enough for you to hear, it doesn't bring up a lot of 'special' feelings.

My endocrinologist and primary care doctor have both corroborated that my feelings of being tired are definitely because my breasts are growing.

I've had little pains, little tingly pains in my extremities as well. My feet having a stinging sensation for a second, as well as my fingers.

Definitely not normal for my age. I'm not saying I've been super scientific about it, but snacking on avocados seems to help. I don't know. 🤦🏻‍♀️Maybe it's in my head.

Not helping my breasts slow down though.

They feel softer than last week. Bigger, but softer.

My breasts are overwhelmingly glandular, so when I squeeze them, about 2 in deep they feel like chicken breast, but I feel like I've been adding to the fat part. Stupid avocados.

When I leave them uncovered, like in the pic above, the way they jiggle as I walk now is wild. Literally like, loosely filled water balloons filled with pudding.

Makes me feel lewd even just walking around the house with no one looking. I used to hate how they just seem to be fattening up without any real reason, but at this point I'm just here for the ride.

At least for this week, I'm done with shaming myself over them.

I know they're too big, I know they need to stop growing, I know that I'm causing a stir just by existing. But today, Im gonna be proud.

Earlier today I got a message on Inst from an African woman who also has Gigantomastia. I don't want to say who it is, but, her breasts are actually a decent amount larger than mine.

Her message was very complimentary and made me feel less alone. Made me feel less like I'm on the verge of tears, sitting at my own lunch table, boobs spreading out and making it hard to even eat without tears falling on my stupid tiddz and food.

In some metaphoric way, it felt like she sat next to me, her boobs hitting the table proudly. Lol.

Like

"I don't care who hears, I'm allowed to exist, exactly as I am."

Felt nice.

I should mention that I am making this all a bit more ridiculous to play into y'all's boob kinks, but I enjoy that I can kinda tow both lines. :)

Anyway, I'm also gonna be making a $50 tier for a weekly group chat. Not sure what day that will be on yet, but just prepping y'all for more boob focused slice of Life content and actual group chats.

I'm thinking morning east coast America times work best for me but I know a lot of y'all work. Will figure it out.

More booby measurements coming soon. It's a pain to get them but will happen. Don't worry.

Also thinking of writing maybe one post every month from the perspective of my boobs. Thought it might be a nice writing exercise pretend that I know what they want and then kind of right from there. I picture them like, idk, greedy fat twins. Lol

Anyway just random thoughts.

🥑🥑🥺

(Bigger and Softer) Congrats, Corpulence, Cravings, Cleavage?

Comments

I can very well imagine that you have a lot to deal with :-) physically as well as mentally. I also think that the worst thing is probably other people who gossip and maybe can't or don't want to understand. But for my part, I can only say that for me you are incredibly pretty and very attractive, and I'm not just saying that because I like big breasts and I really like yours. Best wishes, Robert

xxrobert34

Yeah this is the route I've decided to go for now

Plush

One of my ex girlfriends, when we were 16-17, had also macromastia. At first she didn’t know how to react and panicked all the time. Later she realize she looks good! Like you do right now! And at some point she started to love her ever growing boobs! Like they were heavy and all that stuff, but she learned to live herself for what she is!

Alberto Sanchez

I think you look amazing. It's also clear from your writing that you are super sweet and have a kind heart. My kind of people :)

Mookie Johnson

Always thinking about it. Haven't made any plans

Plush

Are you thinking about a reduction? Seems to be painful to me 🤔

Portugiuse

I think this picture was posted in black and white to Instagram last month. But that just means the girls are even bigger by now.

Nylav

Had another question. Will you be doing other platforms that offer different types of content?

Chris

Voidsnake

Weekly group chats. Still figuring out if that price point is good or if it needs to be adjusted

Plush

Also, will you be doing other types of content on other platforms?

Chris

What will include in the $50 tier?

Chris

Honestly, I think you look incredible. I know it makes you self conscious, but this is such an incredible look. You're beautiful.

Yojimbo06

“But today, I’m gonna be proud”. ❤️

ASimpleGuy

The imagery in your words is vivid enough to visualize the jiggle and the softness, but would you ever consider a short video of the jiggle as you walk around normally? This may be a lot to ask.

James Law

Please keep growing!!!

Derian Albert

Sorry you have to go through that... Just remember you are more than boobs... You have a personality and a brain too

NOKI

There's several Nigerian/Ghanaian women it could have been but I think it's one of two. I'll private message with my guesses.

Samwise

I wish there was a better support group online, everything is fractured across major social platforms. There are no forums, no kind of moderated centralized space for people with macromastia. It is so frustrating because that is an important part of care and it would help so many people right away I feel. I still see messages like 'I thought I was the only one' and it's sad

En-Slime

I don't know how you currently feel about nude content, but probably even a modest show of them (being clothed) would skyrocket your income and allow you to get by at the least and perhaps get a reduction or removal as well.

Styromaniac

I do want to see the boobies in different scenarios. Plopped on a table, wearing a seatbelt, bent over hanging down or laying on her back.

Nylav

It almost sounds like you have ‘boob babies’, what with cravings and doctor visits. Glad to hear you’re reaching out to other women in the same boat as you. Regardless of what it is, a support network is rarely a bad idea. ❤️

Willendork

Now I think everyone just wants to see a photo of you sitting, at a table, with your boobs on the table... like... what do you bring to the table? HA!

Sam Antha

For better or worse, you aren’t meaningfully changing the average bra size in any towns. There’s just too many people. If you take a small town of 5,000 people, and assume an average breast size of 300 mL (~32B/30C), and we round up your breast size to 5,000 mL, the new average would be (300*5000+5000)/5001=300.9 mL. And that’s using a very small town, probably undershooting the average size, and rounding up your size, all of which would increase your impact on the average. With all the boob mathematicians popping up, you might need to have peer review, lol. So you don’t get misled. In a room of 20 though, using the numbers above you could skyrocket the average from 300 to 520 mL. Slightly less if we use more accurate numbers. Using the same numbers, by joining a group of five friends… you could take the average from 300 to 2,330 mL 😛 Online I’m seeing 650 mL as the US average. And 4,500 mL might be a better guess of your current size. In that case, you joining a group of five friends would take the average from 650 mL to 1,290 mL. Basically double! Of course, by the time you get down to five friends, individual variability can be pretty big. The average among your friends could easily be higher or lower. Meaning your impact could potentially be more extreme. The comparison I like to make is that you could outboob a whole family of women put together. And if small boobs run in the family…potentially you could outboob all the extended family put together as well. Regarding diet, dietary fat doesn’t necessarily go straight to body fat. But certain foods like avocados definitely make it much easier to consume more calories. Cravings are sometimes your body‘s way of trying to fulfill a particular nutrient deficiency (though with indulgent foods it can also be just a craving for pleasure). Diet/nutrition is definitely a rabbit hole we could go down if you ever felt so inclined. Especially if you’re trying to meet certain nutritional needs within a certain calorie budget.

Zolani Salami

Isn't everything an opportunity? sometimes it just takes the vision, and willingness to see it. And, when opportunity exists, not all opportunity given must be taken, and sometimes it takes extraordinary bravery to embark. Thanks for responding, I'm new to the page, and I appreciate you intereacting as I read through your posts and opine. :)

Sam Antha

Both a burden and an opportunity

Plush

Sounds like a good idea to give your body what it's asking for. It may fuel the growth, but starving yourself or something like that is going to make your overall health suffer. I'm glad something helps the lethargy. It's like your body has its priorities out of whack and chooses tiddies as most important. But that's not your fault. Like you say, it's a condition and you are on for the ride. I hope the struggle is not too rough. It does play into my boob kink to hear the trouble they can cause you by their sheer size, but I feel for you too. I look forward to all the new plans you have for your Patreon, I'll be there!

Nylav

Condition / blessing... the context in your mind sets the parameters. Nothing else.

Sam Antha


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