Life and Channel Update...
Added 2023-11-18 02:42:13 +0000 UTCI love you all!!! 💕
Sorry for the weird audio... my mic wasn't plugged in so it's just the mic from the laptop. 🙃🫤
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Say What Reacts (Anitra)
2024-02-08 18:53:23 +0000 UTCI just wanted to say that I'm really very sorry this happened to you, & you don't owe anything to anyone, & we're all here cuz we love you & your content.. I figured most of what happened out through context clues & things I heard on lives after the fact cuz all of this went down when I was having a really bad time with my chronic pain/health in general, like October & November feel like a fever dream, & at the same time my patron subscription ran out November 1st so I'm just seeing this now since I've been close enough to my baseline to try & keep up with everything again.. I'm very familiar with doing things to distract yourself from reality, that's literally my life everyday, trying to use my adhd hyperfocus to my advantage, distracting my brain from realizing how much pain I'm in for as many hours as possible, & your content is 1 of my staples for that, you & Caitlyn are definitely comfort channels for me, so I just wanted you to know I appreciate you guys & your content more than I could ever express or thank you for, you help me more than you'll ever know, so don't worry about the time you took away we're all here for a reason & not going anywhere 😊
LadyMidnight81
2024-02-08 09:57:11 +0000 UTCI don't usually make comments, but I felt I needed to say something. I'm not good with expressing myself very well and I think that you are amazingly good at that. I think that's why I like your reactions so much. I'm so sorry that you are going through this. It really sucks. I want to just reach out and give you a hug (I'm not a hugger either). While I haven't been in the exact same situation, I did go through something similar after 19 years of marriage. I wish you all the best in your healing. Take care of yourself and take breaks when you feel overwhelmed.
Vicki M
2023-12-13 20:46:23 +0000 UTCI’ve been a little behind so I just now watched this and I am so beyond sorry Anitra. Anytime you feel like it’s too much and you need to take another break, just know that we all understand. You should do whatever makes you the happiest. I think watching movies with you will be so fun! I probably won’t end up catching them live, so I hope you’ll keep them up afterwards. Either way, I’m looking forward to it. Harry Potter is my favorite movie series! I’ve been in love with it since the first movie came out. I actually just rewatched the series, but I could watch it a million times. I’m so excited for you to see it. It’s so good! I’m also a HufflePuff ☺️ I feel like HufflePuffs get the least attention, but we’re actually the best 😉 The Marvel movies are my other favorite series (if you can really call it that), so I’m super pumped about that too! Some movies are way better than others, but overall they’re just REALLY good. Oh I’m also looking forward to watching a Christmas movie with you. I’ve only seen a couple of them, but I thought they all looked really good. I’m gonna have to watch them all myself. I’m so sorry this is so long. I just want you to know how much I love and support you. I know that sounds weird because we’ve never met 😅 but I’ve been watching your channel since I think the end of 2018 and I feel like you’re a friend. Your videos always make me so happy and, I’m sure you probably already know this, but you really help all of us when we’re going through bad times. I hope we can all do the same for you. I’m sending you a virtual hug 🫂💜
Rachel Brown
2023-12-05 09:38:48 +0000 UTC💜💜💜💜💜 I never know what to say when this stuff happens but you got this Anitra. Take all the time you need.
Brittney Danielle
2023-11-28 12:17:04 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need. We love and support you Anitra. Lots of love. 💗
Shakyra White
2023-11-22 03:26:55 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry that happened to you, don’t feel bad about patreon bc we’re all here voluntarily so take the time you need! I’m big into anything exo related that you do here but I’m also sooooo down for a first time watching Harry Potter series!! That would be so much fun and maybe a nice change for you as well. Thanks for sharing Anitra!
Jai
2023-11-20 21:08:40 +0000 UTCI love you so fucking much 💕 I'm sorry you're going through this, but I truly believe you're gonna start thriving even more than you were. This is just the beginning of an amazing new chapter for you!
Morgan
2023-11-20 16:06:50 +0000 UTCWe love you!!! I don’t comment a lot and I don’t make very many lives, but I’ve been following you since you were filming in the dining room. We love you so much girl. You are so strong. Wish you the world.
Loren Caserta
2023-11-20 05:48:22 +0000 UTCAnitra thank you for the update and I will definitely be supporting you as I have for a long time now. I know I’m not super vocal but I love all your videos and your definitely my comfort YouTuber and your videos have gotten me through a lot of crap and so we will all be there for you through the shitty hand you’ve been dealt right now. I definitely look forward to your 5 dollar tier and take as many breaks or time needed we will be here when your ready.
Kasia Patrick
2023-11-19 20:32:02 +0000 UTCSorry to hear this Anitra, take all the time you need we all will be still here waiting for you when you’re ready. Hopefully I’ll be able to do the 5 dollar tier in the future, but until then I’ll still continue watching your K-pop videos on YouTube and on here. Stay strong and we love you 💜
Debbie Hudson
2023-11-19 17:25:48 +0000 UTCTake your time, I/we aren't going anywhere and the content isn't going anywhere. No pressure, no worries. Anytime you need "company", put on Twitch and someone will be on the other end. I try to catch it when I can. If I am at work also, I put the volume down and just set you on my desk in the background and I work along with you and I feel like the chat and you are keeping me company also. It's nice. :) We don't know each other in the chat but this little parasocial community has become important to many of us and You are important honey. Take care of YOU first. <3
Gayle (Gigi) Flippen
2023-11-19 16:06:21 +0000 UTCtake all the time you need!! sending virtual hug :) I will forever support you love you take care! 💗😭🫶🏻
whatscheol
2023-11-19 02:16:33 +0000 UTCAnitra, I know that I don't talk much, or at all. In fact I've only spoken once on a livestream over a year ago, lol, but... I am so sorry. I don't mean to speak for anybody else but I think I can safely say that we love you, and we're here for you. You are absolutely amazing and strong. Your videos have been there for me through so much, so thank you for being you. Please take your time and do what is the best for you. We'll be here whenever you're ready.
Bulletproof Rainbow
2023-11-19 00:38:30 +0000 UTCAnitra*
CJ Hernandez
2023-11-18 23:15:22 +0000 UTCYou don’t deserve them Anuta. Sending prayers for the much needed strength to overcome all these. Magic Shop is always open. Lots of love and hugs. Borahae 💜
CJ Hernandez
2023-11-18 23:13:49 +0000 UTCI wish I had wonderful words of wisdom and comfort to ease you through this, but I am no RM. You were handed a double shit sandwich, and yet you have the grace to turn away and say no thank you. Throughout my time as a subscriber to your channel and patreon I have heard people say how much you have helped them. You can add this to the list as an example of how to respond to adversity: take time for yourself, acknowledge your feelings and take steps to see that your life and your expectations are better without allowing bitterness to engulf you. I hope you can feel all the love your community is sending. You deserve better and will have better. All the love 💜 and I am looking forward to your new tier!
Crista Rigg
2023-11-18 22:35:21 +0000 UTCAnitra, I am so sorry you are having to go through this. Please know that you have made a connection with a beautiful group of people and that's all you. I only support 3 people on Patreon and you're one of them because I have seen your sincerity and kindness. I don't have any irl ARMY friends and I always felt like I was finally watching content with a friend. Take the time you need. We will be here with you. I 💜 u!
Amy Wagers
2023-11-18 19:52:58 +0000 UTCI once read a quote that stuck with me through the years: "Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always." Noone can fully know what goes on in someone else's life, even if it seems perfect from the outside. Sending you lots of love and hugs! I know it really sucks right now, but you'll get through this. I know you will. Because you are strong (but man it sucks to be strong sometimes) Sorry, I think I am rambling now, so I am gonna stop here lol You are not alone, we got you :)
Olga
2023-11-18 19:32:41 +0000 UTCOh Anitra, I'm so sorry! I can't even image how you're feeling right now. Just remember, we all love you and if you need to take time away, we'll still be here when you return. Sending love and hugs! 💜
Deanna Wilson
2023-11-18 19:32:25 +0000 UTCOMG Anitra... I'm so sorry. Normally I just lurke on the weekends but i couldn't make it the last couple weeks due to work so i had no idea. Take as long as you need to! With things like this, I'm always shocked to how much betrayal people are capable of.
Janine
2023-11-18 19:20:27 +0000 UTCAnitra, I’m so so sorry. That is such a terrible betrayal. We love you so much. Excited for your next chapter with your new clarity. Only better going forward even though there is sadness in the journey for now.
Jade Escobar
2023-11-18 17:52:46 +0000 UTCWow Anitra, I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this. I can imagine how heartbreaking it must be to lose your partner and a close friend to such betrayal. I hate to be one of those people but there was something about her that I couldn’t quite put my finger on. I’m commenting before the end of the video so I might comment again but Much love to you! Looking forward to watching new things with you. Things will definitely get better 💜
Pamela Roberson
2023-11-18 17:19:37 +0000 UTCThis shocked me, not the boyfriend part but the other party part shocked me. That betrayal must have been shocking and I'm sorry your going thru that. I don't get people who are cowards and just won't end a relationship if it no longer works for them and cheat instead. Sorry bit of a rant. Now you can start a new chapter, work on yourself, react to movies and stuff. Can we ask you to react to Non-Kpop songs/mv? We love you and Caityn!
Heidi Henshaw
2023-11-18 17:16:26 +0000 UTCOh my god Anitra, my heart goes out to you and I hope you take all the time you need and do what you have to, to feel good again, no matter what 💜💜💜 we love you and will be here when you’re ready💜 Whatever you decide to do with your content we are here for it🙌🙌 just please don’t pressure yourself into it. And I’m so jealous of your DPR Ian interview, you are so lucky💜💜 can’t wait for the future videos where you gonna go “I knew that” 😂😂💜
WinterFlower
2023-11-18 12:54:22 +0000 UTCAnitra- I'm so very sorry for everything going on. Virtual hugs and prayers sent your way. Take as much time as you need - we will wait for you. Please don't feel pressured.
Misue
2023-11-18 11:23:26 +0000 UTCOh my God whattt... I'm so sorry, Anitra! You are such a sweet soul, and you deserve all the best. I just want to hug you <3
B K
2023-11-18 11:12:19 +0000 UTCI'm sorry to hear all the things that have happened. You are beautiful inside and out so I have no doubts you will move on and be okay.
Emmie Butcher
2023-11-18 10:42:48 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for everything that happened, you’re strong and I hope you will get through this soon♥️ As for the new movie tier, I think that’s a great idea and it will be much better if you consider reacting to Anime like Attack on titan 👀
Rania '
2023-11-18 08:58:13 +0000 UTCAnitra, I’m a several years subscriber to your channel, and love your content. I’m a year older than you, and so appreciate a reactor my own age. I’m so sorry that this is what you have to go through, but I know that you will come out on the other side. I am usually a silent subscriber, not often commenting. I am on the other side of the world from you, but the livestreams on saturdays (yes I was there last saturday) makes it feel like we are in the same space. Anyway, wanted to let you know how loved and appreciated you are! ♥️
Lina Wiman
2023-11-18 08:50:06 +0000 UTCanitra, i am SO sorry. you must be going through so much pain that you don’t deserve in any way. i know how hard it must be, but i hope you never lose sight of how much value you have and how much you mean to so many. it’s their loss without you in their life, not the other way around.
diana
2023-11-18 07:23:54 +0000 UTCOh my god, Anitra I am so sorry! You don't deserve that bs <3
Amasaden
2023-11-18 06:29:41 +0000 UTCYou are and you'll always be one of the most amazing people I've ever known ❤️ Sending lots of love your way and I hope your day feels even the slightest happy 💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜
Andreea C.
2023-11-18 06:29:04 +0000 UTCYou're so strong. I'm so proud of you for taking the high road. You need way better people and things in your life you absolutely deserve it. Who else would spend time with her internet family even though she's got a tornado going on at home? I along with the whole SWAT family adore you and love you so much. It's taking alot out of me not to cry because you mean that much to us. Once again, thank you for all that you do for us and I hope we do enough for you 💚. Stay positive, you'll get through this you know you will 🫂
Anthony Kuntz
2023-11-18 06:26:41 +0000 UTCI'm sorry Anitra, that's so painful! I had no idea because I'm not able to watch the livestreams, so I appreciate the update. I hope you have lots of support from family and friends.
K E
2023-11-18 06:04:10 +0000 UTCGirl, I’m not even gonna talk about shit people that don’t deserve it but yeah it fucking sucks, either way, I just wanna say you are so freaking strong and you are definitely! gonna be better from now on with the trash out of your life, I know it probably feels awful rn but I hope with the help of time, us that we love you, Cait, your family, etc. it can be better 💜. ALSO!, I would loooove to see you reacting to movies and shows! I think it’s a great idea and it would be so much fun just to chill and watch things “together” (as a potterhead I’m very excited for that lol, and I think you’ll really like them). Anyway, sending you hugs love ya! 🫶🏼
Chimm18
2023-11-18 05:26:58 +0000 UTCLove you and sending a virtual hug!🩷
Kayla Richardson
2023-11-18 05:26:02 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry to hear that 😢 take your time and come back when you are ready. Sending you love and strength
Astrid Jakobsen
2023-11-18 05:17:12 +0000 UTCLove you, Anitra! You're a strong and loving person, and you deserve the bright happy future that you want, and that very much exists at the end of this temporary dark tunnel. I look forward to your interview with DPR Ian once it's all approved by his management! It's SO COOL that you got to talk to him and you know the *secrets* lmao. And you were right, I'm totally sitting at home in my PJs watching you and feeling like I'm spending time with a friend - even though we're literally a fairly large continent away from each other. Take all the time you need. I'll be happy to watch movies with you in the future too! Maybe not all of them, because I think you have a higher tolerance for *scary* than I do - but definitely the Harry Potter films (that's more my level ;) )
Alix Drifty
2023-11-18 04:52:58 +0000 UTCSending strength and love to you Anitra. Please take care of yourself and know that you make a lot of people happy. 💜
dlf28
2023-11-18 04:52:48 +0000 UTCi'm so sorry you have to go through something like this, you are so strong for even sitting down and making another video an update us on this. i wish I can give you a big hug but I'm okay with sending out virtual ones, but please make sure to take all the time you need to heal and recuperate yourself. SWAT team got your back no matter!
hayden ross
2023-11-18 04:43:10 +0000 UTCGirl....been there done that....my husband was seeing the wife of a couple we used to get together with all the time. Just like you, suspected but denied for a while. I was in a funk for a while..then I just decided to make my life 'mine' and what I wanted. I re-arranged the furniture, put things out that I liked....did what I wanted to do....it takes time but the switch will flip and you will be empowered. Love love love your channel and you...you got this girl.
Jo Lippert
2023-11-18 04:36:40 +0000 UTCIn fact today wasn't a good day for me I usually don't comment on your videos or patreon maybe you have seen my name but I felt like doing so today. Since I discover your channel in 2020 my days got better watching your kpop videos I started watching kpop at that ime and you chanel felt like I was watching kpop with a friend. I don't have friends to share my love for kpop. I am a 17 years old now going to 18 next month and ever since I watched your videos or with Caitlin I have always taken something positive from your channel I love the love you have for what you do and I want you to know that the s.w.a.t team will always be by your side and that we love you deeply you are a strong woman and your future is your priority. I stop by in some lives you do and like you when I see someone crying I cry and watching your birthday live and all the love you got made me so emotions because like i said I have watched you since 2020 and you are such and light to this world and such an amazing person and you deserve all the love you get, you have inspired me truly and with you and kpop I have grown as a even more kind and loving person I feel I don't know if it's just me but kpop has change me for then better when I sound kpop through bts I was going through somethings and on my sad days the only thing that helped me was music and finding youtbers who were genuine with there love for music.But non the less we are here for you and if it's in my power I will always support with what I can because I know the kind of person you are I hope you have a good night. ps.sorry for the rant what I've said might be all over the place.
Tanya
2023-11-18 04:22:24 +0000 UTCMy goodness!!! I hate to hear this is happening to you. I am sorry and wish I could do something to help or make you feel better. Your lives and videos brighten my day and I wish only the best for you. You deserve so much more!
Dede75
2023-11-18 04:14:23 +0000 UTCI'm sorry for what you're going through take the time you need and only come back when you're ready 💜
Tamara Webster
2023-11-18 04:12:19 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear that😢 We are always here for you! Your channel has given me smiles in a very bad time in my life during the pandemic. This time your community is here for you because you deserve the best!
Krishna
2023-11-18 04:04:47 +0000 UTCThanks for posting this video. Sorry, it is gonna be a long one. I got the idea that something was off from the last SKZ reaction and was about to rewatch your previous live streams today cause I didn’t have much time to watch them for long last time, but I would still never comment on your news on YouTube for everyone to see it. Here it feels more safe somehow to open up (for me personally) and following you for years, it feels like we are all a part of some family as well. I feel like the worst things happen to the best ppl or it just life learning lessons we have to go through. I went through exactly same shit when I was still at the uni. It was with my 3 years boyfriend at that time and a best school friend of 13 years friendship. Not sure what was worse for me at that time: the ex boyfriend thing or the ex best friend betrayal. Well it was an emotional rollercoaster for sure and I hardly finished the uni cause my ex studied in the same group with me. So I get every emotion you are going through right now. You just need time to heal your heart and considering what a smart and strong person you are and how many ppl there are around you to give you some comfort, you gonna come out of this only being stronger and smarter with making friends (unfortunately). Well, you sure know all this yourself anyway. And though it is all very unpleasant but in some way I am glad that you finally got rid of those ppl from your life. I get what you say about your reactions to Got7. I also feel bad that the other person was with you during your reactions to my ult Hyunjin and I can’t now go back to enjoy these reactions again as I did before. But it’s ok. You gonna make some new good once wit Caitlin)) I am also going through critical changes in my life recently due to the war in my country and starting a new life from scratch with my family along in completely different place is rather hard being 40 yeas old and when your life was secured and planned 10 years ahead. But you and me are gonna make it, I am sure)) I know that the work and keeping yourself occupied with the things you enjoy doing is the best medicine to get better emotionally and mentally. So please take as much time as you need and try to do things that you enjoy doing. Your reactions or streams are helping me as much as they help you too, so thanks for doing them even when you need a minute to compose yourself during your videos. You surely deserve all good things coming to you after this storm and I am sure life will bring you lots of happiness in the future. Wish you all the best and sending prayers for your mom’s health. Fighting. P.s. Marvel sounds like fun)) my son might even join me then watching your reactions to Spiderman)))
Alexa
2023-11-18 04:03:37 +0000 UTCAw Anitra take your time and post when you are ready I will always support you Anitra You are amazing please take your time Anitra please don't feel forced to post We love you ❤️ 💗
Mackenna Roberts
2023-11-18 03:51:01 +0000 UTCSorry for what your going thru. Chin up love. You are loved and supported. Take your time heal and know we will always be here.
Tabbitha Dupler
2023-11-18 03:40:31 +0000 UTCI'm Sorry that you are going through this. Take your time and come back when you are ready. Sending you Love and strength.
LadySnow7989 .
2023-11-18 03:38:27 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to hear that anitra, you absolutely didn't owe anyone an explanation but I'm so happy to hear you plan on engaging more in the things you love with the people that are here to support you. You take all the time you need and we'll all be here waiting when you're ready. You bring and share so much positivity and light to us all and I hope you can feel it reflected it back to you. 🫂🫶🏾
alexadork
2023-11-18 03:34:59 +0000 UTCI am definitely going to do the 5 dollar tier because I love you and your channel
Heaven Brown
2023-11-18 03:33:20 +0000 UTCI've been MIA from the lives but please know I am sending you good vibes. You are awesome and only deserve the best.
Opal
2023-11-18 03:20:53 +0000 UTCI am so sorry. I never get to watch your live streams because of the time difference. Me being an Australian lol. But I always watch your videos whether it’s on YouTube or Patreon. You are a strong lady. You don’t owe us anything. Take care of yourself first and when you’re ready and when you put out content just know that we are ready to support you and always here for you. Thankyou for always putting a smile on our faces and I wish there was more I could do to help you smile. Sending you lots of positive vibes from the Land down under 💜
Its_Ash
2023-11-18 03:20:51 +0000 UTCI'm very sorry you are dealing with this, it's very painful to go thru I know very well from my own experience. In fact just today I ran into my ex-husband at my job we are very much not on speaking terms & I had honestly hoped he had moved, my heart still jumps into my throat & I feel sick when I see him. I literally try to run the other way. I'm glad you have built this community because it has helped me & so many people get thru things in our lives and now we can be here for you when you need it. Sending you love and good vibes 💜
roguechevelle
2023-11-18 03:19:00 +0000 UTCWe’re here for you no matter what. Take your time 💜
Ashley Me
2023-11-18 03:16:19 +0000 UTCI am so sorry Anitra 😔 You are a beautiful, amazing person inside and out, and you deserve so much better 💜💜💜
Riane Goddard
2023-11-18 03:14:13 +0000 UTCWe will always be here whenever you are ready to post. You are more important than reactions 💜
Karina
2023-11-18 03:10:54 +0000 UTCTo add on we are always here for you
Multistanncr
2023-11-18 03:10:31 +0000 UTCI almost cried watching this😓😢 and I admire your level of maturity because god knows what I would’ve down🔪🏃♂️ anyways I hope you take care of your mental health first before anything and girl you’re a free woman now🎉🥳🎊
Multistanncr
2023-11-18 03:09:09 +0000 UTCAnitra, I am so sorry to hear this news. I haven't been able to make your lives for awhile so this is the first time I've heard this. I can't imagine what you are going through and know you must take time for yourself. No explanation needed. Always know that you have us here supporting you!! Will look forward to seeing you again when you are ready. Take care, 😘
piscesbfly
2023-11-18 03:05:11 +0000 UTCI’m so so so sorry that this happened to you. You deserve the world for being so strong! Love u and your channel sooo much. Take as long as you need we will be waiting!💜❤️
Thelma
2023-11-18 03:05:00 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry this has all been going on behind the scenes. So proud of you for taking time to yourself to navigate everything happening. I hope you have good support systems in your life and this channel can continue being a place that brings you joy💜
Moni Kay
2023-11-18 03:04:35 +0000 UTCLike you said you don't owe us or anyone explanation, but you are an amazing and strong woman. Take all the time you need to recover from this little hiccup in your life and know that SWAT will wait for you and have your back. Borahae and can't wait for your Ian interview 💜🫶🏽🥰
IslandgurlOT7
2023-11-18 03:03:58 +0000 UTCJust make sure that you look after you first, love and here for you 💜
Stevie-leigh Burgess
2023-11-18 03:03:21 +0000 UTCI'm sorry
Samantha Rivero
2023-11-18 02:57:30 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry. Support for you always!!!! Sending love and strength❤️
Madison Boynton
2023-11-18 02:55:05 +0000 UTChi! i never really get the chance to watch your livestreams as i work saturdays so i've missed this but im so sorry for everything that is going on, it must be hard and like you said, you don't owe anyone an explanation but i am glad that you have such a loving community that you can speak about this with! i hope with all the fun stuff you have planned you get some comfort and joy from it too and not just for the viewers <3 supporting you from texas!
lucy jung
2023-11-18 02:50:04 +0000 UTCWoah. I'm so sorry. You'll come out so much stronger in the end. Sending you good vibes. 💜💜
Jessie
2023-11-18 02:47:37 +0000 UTCLove you💜 We are here for you always.
Cami Mika
2023-11-18 02:46:34 +0000 UTC
