Kinktober Day 23 - Breath Play

Huh. So this one turned out to be much harder for me to draw than I thought it would be. 

Not necessarily hard for the angles/proportions, but hard because it's surprisingly much more personal than quite a bit of my other work. Initially when I started drawing it, I imagined having Damien be the receiver, but after a sketch conversation with him, he flat out said he wasn't into it. I'm not sure how many of you are writers or creatives, but there is an interesting phenomenon where you can actually be surprised by your work and the words that come from your characters. He instead offered to help ME with breath play, and after much awkward shuffling and staring off into the distance, here we are.

Why am I so weird about it? Well because I actually DO enjoy breath play, though I only have experimenting holding my breath on my own. As much as I would love to do it with someone else, I have an extremely picky or/gasm, it can be so tricky to get off with someone else around and it can get frustrating to the point of ruining the fun of sex altogether. I really enjoy getting my partners off and feel great knowing I can do that, so it honestly bothers me that it's not really possible for them to do that with me. Not to say I don't enjoy sex, I LOVE sex, but I can't focus on trying for the big O or the whole thing can just grind to a screeching halt. Kinda sucks a lot, to be honest.

So this comic is a very rare but very desirable thing for me, to actually focus on myself and reach completion without worrying about it taking too long or the partner is getting bored/tired/reaches completion too fast. God I feel so indulgent doing this though, what the hell?? Kinktober why are you making me go through my baggage like this, god damn

Sorry again for the late update, feeling better and will get to posting the rest soon. Take care lovelies

-ThirstyMiss