about my delicate health. Random Post #1.

Hello dear members of the tier "Bosses of Shymeziky!"

Starting this section of "Random Posts", I bring you a little of the context of my cursed life.

You may wonder why every time I make a post I mention that my health is a bit delicate or screwed up...

Well, it turns out that it is true, but no, I do not have cancer or any deadly disease haha, well, it could be deadly if the coincidences of life occurred.

First of all, they are somewhat delicate mental health problems, they are called Cyclothymia and Borderline personality disorder (BPD), they were caused by many things that, one day I will tell you more about.

These two disorders or mental illnesses have led me to have other health problems, mostly cardiac, something like the symptoms of The Broken Heart Syndrome, arrhythmias and tachycardia.

Sometimes, stress and anxiety caused by the problems I have, have led me to faint, have nosebleeds, and on rare occasions, have seizures.

There have been many times that I have been hospitalized for these circumstances, thanks to which I have been told not to exert myself too much, because it could trigger a seizure due to effort and fatigue, plus the medications I take, there is almost a 70 or 80% chance that it will happen to me.

That's why they told me to look for a part-time job that doesn't require much effort, in addition to looking for other things to do that also don't tire me out too much.

At the moment I work editing videos, you know, typical videos from random influencers who upload reels or tiktoks vertically, with subtitles and all that, although the work itself is somewhat tiring, at least it is a little less stressful than a normal job.

The only bad thing about that job is that most of these people pay very little per video, so much so that at the end of the month I end up earning less than the minimum wage in my country (Nicaragua).

So, as an alternative or secondary job, I started to "work" as a 3D artist on Pixiv, in addition to, of course, creating a Patreon to make more profit.

At the moment I have only managed to get one subscription (thanks uwutsuwuhowo), which has kept me here even now.

In addition to, of course, the love for Touhou Project which is eternal for me.

Although my health is progressing slowly, at least I can keep going so I can enjoy life.

Well, that was Shymeziky's first random post.

See you in another post and keep enjoying my normal daily post.

See you, bye.