I had to block Nemesis(person who scammed me last yr)

TLDR: Kinda felt uneasy that they pledged to my patreon just to try and ask for commissions again after explaining why i couldn't work with them anymore.

He payed me back but i had told him i didn't want to work with him again(as you all know i have bad anxiety and its a real struggle for me to do commissions as it is so with what happened i just couldn't with him)  i had no more ill will i even told people who(i assume he sent to me) that he had changed. 

I even unblocked him on twitter cus he asked nicely(used an alt account which kinda raised a red flag)  

But he has periodically messaged me on all the sites i use.  I try to be nice and explain my stance on the matter. Apparently he was banned from Deviantart  but still has an alt account he told me.

He pretty much said he didn't think that what he did was "that bad" I had to call a shrink! and for like 2 months had horrible anxiety just waiting on paypal to screw me over and overdraft my account which in turn forced me to do more commissions to cover it. and he said he was surprised it effected me the way it did so and that point i kinda tried to avoid him.

Well yesterday he pledged to my patron not to support me but to "show" he was serious asking for comms and If there was anything he could do to make it right.  Whenever he brings it up all that just comes rushing back I know other people have alot more serious things but that shit effected me I only do commissions for a few select people now to this day i know i can trust. Now i have another thing to worry about, Him making alt accounts to get in touch with me Its creeping me out tbh. I refunded his pledge and blocked them. I really just want to put that dark time behind me i was having alot of mental issues back then (some of you prob remember the stupid rants and venting i did last yr)  and that made it so much worse i was doing so good until he messaged me again... I really just wanna forget .

Once again sorry for ranting so much im just alone with my thoughts atm and i don't like that so im keeping busy and sharing my thoughts. 

Thanks for being my helmets when i want to slam my head into a wall :)