SWORN OFF DATING (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

Just read about Stephanie Aston from Auckland. It horrifies me how many (particularly women) with chronic illnesses relate to her story. Absolutely heartbreaking 💔 (TW if you don't know the story: death, chronic illness, medical abuse) (I also won't be around for the drop tomorrow, going to my niece's swimming lesson ☺️)

Kateastrophy

These are both amazing! I especially like the second one

Ariel

I had an idea for a card with a see-through front part with only the area for the writing of the message hidden and ended up making two versions of it, both of which I love! 😃 https://ibb.co/gzCy9My https://ibb.co/XJL7dbC Which one do you like better? 👀

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cw2e0YqsDGY/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

FriskyFallulah

The Prince of Australia has a very important announcement and it's adorable!! https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSLTT1sSk/

Kateastrophy

🎧🎶💙 https://on.soundcloud.com/cPd9v ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ 📖 https://on.soundcloud.com/mGsL4 Vamos a bailar...💟💜

Eternidad

I've had the house entirely to myself since Friday because everyone else is away until at least Monday... They don't know you Matt, but I'm pretty sure my neighbours hate you by now 🤣 I, on the other hand, am having a marvellous time 🤣 That is all, goodnight!

Kateastrophy

I don't have access to this, but regardless, 'Sitting in bars with cake" sounds like a solid life plan 😂

Kateastrophy

Movie rec 🍿 🎥 Streaming on US Amazon Prime, “Sitting in Bars with Cake” Trailer: https://youtu.be/DBzFS40KD0Y?si=lIwIfxnZpBI5JcmY *warning, it does deal with cancer if that’s a trigger for you

Ariel

Taking advice from friends who know better is such a turn on. Mmmnnn.

FriskyFallulah

Ummm😲 Well😕 the beautiful love story and the tenderness in which you tell it, then to you saying "Oh babe, your wetness, I want it on me, let me rub myself on it down there.." sigh, F"*? it, I have no words, I'm in subspace😌🔥 This is sublime my darling😘😘😘

Linda

https://youtu.be/l_d3YOPGz10?si=FcV0VZvTlxP9Rh6e (the rhythm reminds me of some of Björk's songs, especially the strings) 🎥🖤 https://youtu.be/LNUFUf7VO0A?si=vYHjv3hjtG_xp_AC 💟

Eternidad

I am so sorry to hear you had all that suffering for so long. Blood cancers are heartbreakingly common. And traumatic events at the same time you're immune system is fighting something can definitely make your physical health worse. I hate seeing people think they're not worthy of loving, stable relationships, or thinking they can't have them, because of illnesses or life events. But at the same time I can look in the mirror and think 'you idiot, why would someone waste their time on you when they can be with someone healthy?'. It's a weird state of cognitive dissonance. I definitely agree with you about kids though. Among many other reasons, I wouldn't bring a child into a world that I don't even like. I have no issue adopting, step-mothering or taking in kids if needed, but there's no way I'm going to bring someone into a world I don't even enjoy.

Kateastrophy

Matt: I don't make audios for specific Belles Me: so why does this have my name written alllll over it 😑😂 I feel attacked 😂😂 I loved this one. This one definitely passed some kind of inherent vibe check because I'm not usually a fan of friends to lovers. I've given up on dating, it's just a revolving door of grown-ass men looking for a mother to do everything for them. (However dating apps are a cornucopia of absolutely unhinged opinions and it's wonderful screenshot material). Shoutout to older couples with really cute origin stories though. Those were simpler times 🥰

Kateastrophy

Wow, that was a touching story, Matthew. I must say that I can relate somewhat to it, that is having cancer. I had Hodgkin's Lymphoma but being in Stage 1 (thankfully 🙏), though it wasn't easy going through the "treatment". I was told that I got it from a virus (have no clue where or how I got) but I had to also recognize that the manifestation of that cancer was partially also due to the death of my father when he was in his pick-up truck and died instantly in an accident on the highway and that in turn, subconsciously, caused an emotional trauma. I went through 6 months of chemotherapy (the most horrendous experience I've ever felt in my life) and not even a full year in remission I got the cancer again. Heh, I was told then that there was 1% of the disease still lingering in my blood. So I had to go through an autologous stem cell transplant to "reset" my immune system. Also an experience that would stay with me for the rest of my life (and unfortunately caused a mild case of PTSD). To be honest, I felt as though I had the body and the mind of an elderly person, even though I was in my late-20's when I had the blood cancer. It felt abnormal, the sensation of being severely ill, though at the same time it kind of prepped me in a way for when I do eventually reach old age. It definitely changed my perception of living. During that time, however, I felt that human death is not normal. Growing old and having different sorts of ailments are not normal either. Even before I got cancer, I always had this feeling of eternity ingrained my heart. That there were reasons to keep on living and I kept on praying to survive. I also had friends who had me in their prayers too and I believe that also saved me from the treatments I was getting. For sure, faith and loyal love were some of the qualities that kept me alive. Personally, I don't believe in the theory of evolution but I do believe that we can evolve in a mental aspect, renewing everyday our mental attitude, as well as our knowledge. As for dating/courtship, I have my reasons for staying single. In my teenage through young adult years I felt that I didn't have the mature view of having a serious relationship, though there were a few older men who saw me as attractive. But as the years went by, my mind started to bring up complex notions of having a husband. Add on to witnessing and listening stories of couples not being together for a long time makes it a bit harder for me to commit. Truthfully, having to self-examine myself from time to time, one of the reasons is that I'm afraid/cautious of being unfaithful and vice versa, for my mate to be unfaithful to me. And also, to have a child in this world would be heartbreaking for me, being how the condition of the world is and the unknown sicknesses that my child would have and seeing him/her suffer for it. I am quite sensitive when it comes to close family relationships, and sometimes I have to either suppress and/or withhold certain emotions for my own protection and well-being, even if it appears to be selfish. But I have hope that this whole earth, including humankind, will change entirely and perhaps then I'll be ready for marriage. And I know you're included too, Matthew. 💜

Eternidad

the audios i enjoy the most are the ones that don’t take themselves too seriously. this one was easy like that. it felt like a sunday morning, or at least that’s how the plot progressed to me. it was organic and the story spoke for itself. also, you sounded very ‘present’ in this one which was such a nice detail! neither person had a role; they were simply being and enjoying the moment they were sharing. it’s effortless and lovely 💌 ahhh this one’s sweet, kiwi. this was a great way to close out a tiring week. love listening to you tell stories and love it even more when they result in happy endings for us *winks* 🩷

aleigh -`♡´-

thankyou🥺

nana

That love story in the beginning… 🥹 And that fucking in the end… 🥵 Fuck them! They were right!

Elmyra Forest

“You’re wetness I want it on me.” Top that Hallmark! Christ. 🥵

Lk514

I'll say it again.... GAWDS I've miss this place 🫠😍

FluffyReads

How very beautiful 💙

Harriet

Maybe I should quit dating and all of a sudden I’ll have my own meet cute situation happen 😂

Niamh

Bestie I’d never swear off you or the Belles. 💜💜

Deanna Tyson

Hey Matthew and MOCs!! Just saw this as I am finishing up work now. I will listen to this soon🥰! I hope everyone is doing well!

Pisces Queen

This one is something special… that story, real or not is so powerful. Stories like that of when people build walls under the weight of heartache and then let themselves me cracked wide open again by a story…MAGIC. Speaking of magic, I woke up feeling a little ✨needy✨ and this being posted was the first notification on my phone. The timing! Now off to work one happy/moved gal 😘😘😘

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