HANSEL & GRETEL (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

This feels like an inappropriate audio to post this on but my heart is hurting and I’m not thinking properly. I ended my long term relationship yesterday and I’m in bits. Yes it was for the best, we’ll still be friends but this change is something I never thought I would have to deal with. The tower is my second home so I feel like y’all should know, especially if I go quiet for the next few posts. I’m still here, just going through it

Niamh

Matt, I'll start by saying that... I don't know why, but the element of being step-siblings kind of fades into the background for me when I see so much love in the narrative. It becomes a trivial piece when I can feel the desperation of love screaming to be heard and how much it needs to be expressed - there are feelings we need to communicate, or they consume us, there are things we need to experience because the heart leaves no alternative. But it goes beyond the heart, perhaps it's something of our very existence. Anyway. This audio was like acknowledging a love kept hidden for a very, very long time. Speaking without fear of retaliation and consequences, ignoring social paradigms, what is deemed acceptable or not (What is acceptable or not? I always ask myself this. What do we have beyond the collective consciousness of our experiences and worldview?), and most importantly, making a decision to live the passion! Just to be, just to feel, just to live. To be instinctive, to be full-heart, because sometimes we have no choice but to be courageously vulnerable, and to step out of our skin to live what we desire. Not that desire to eat a chocolate cake, but the kind that feeds the soul. The most liberating part of this audio was realizing that nothing mattered beyond the moment. There was nothing around that could stop that emotion and scene, not even if a comet fell from the sky, that love would end. And perhaps because of this, because of this urgency, you created, an emotional urgency of two people who did not know they could love each other, until that moment, all this combo made the sex one of the most powerful and emotionally raw I've ever heard. Touching someone you thought you'd never touch. Having that person's body under yours. Having all the built-up energy and arousal made you moan like never before, Matt. And it made me moan like never before. I climaxed like never before. I think this audio really shook something from my existential axis, and not just pleasure. Furthermore, I think I'm a different person after listening to it. I don't know if you shook some of the social limitations that were told to be certain, or if you just showed me that if we don't live the emotion at the peak of its urgency, we are nothing. I think the permission you gave me here, by being emotional, allows me to be emotional too. And finally, the acceptance of emotions, in your final phrase "Everything will be okay." Emotion exists regardless of circumstances, regardless of who we are - emotion exists because we exist, and here the emotion did not come muffled by guilt, because we can't hold back. It's like releasing a bird from the cage and watching it fly free. And your narrative and performance made me feel the wings flapping on my body, and on my clit, giving me one of the most emotional and physical pleasures I've ever experienced in my life. Perhaps writing audios and having brilliant ideas calm the goddess of inspiration that inhabits your body, and are very pleasurable for you, of course, but from the other side, I never receive you just with the audio, Matt. If you don't leave me sweaty, panting, trembling, in tears - most of the time. But especially, It's only natural for me to trace the paths you've traced when I listen again, and it's only natural for me to see a bit beyond the narrative. It's just natural to travel over each of your words that I can absorb and reflect on. And if after that, I don't carry you with me for a few more days of self-reflection and existential reassessment, then, I didn't listen properly. If your mind is ever abducted by aliens, I will know exactly that you are not you because your soul and heart cohabitate with your brilliant brain. And I won't have epiphanies that alter the essence of my soul while I'm still naked. You are truly brilliant. And this audio is one of my favorites because you always present the extraordinary in what would be ordinary. But... mmm! I'm seeing you, okay? 🥹 Thank you for the footnotes. Love, Falla 💜 xxxx

I'm having one of those days where I should have just stayed in bed and called in sick to work. I woke up to my phone on 20% because the charger broke during the night, it was cold as fuuuuu this morning because my (absolute moron) brother left windows open overnight (and it rained, a lot). All the coffee shops in my clients area were closed so we had to stay home and sit in front of a single heater. I have a stats assignment due tomorrow night and I still understand nothing. Aaaaand I just poured coke on my head because I thought it the lid was on and smacked my head with it 🤦‍♀️ I'm not even in a bad mood, I'm just wondering which God I pissed off yesterday 🤣🤣 I shall be going to bed (with our beloved Matt) now in hopes of regaining something good before the clock hits midnight 😂 Good timeszones everyone!

Kateastrophy

Oh Matthew, you are driving me insane!

Nadja

Is anyone else still struggling with how much they enjoyed this step-🌽 audio? 🤣

Kateastrophy

OK I watched The Dreamers and I genuinely kind of loved it! I was honestly expecting it to be a little more scandalous. A 2003 NC-17 rating is like a 2023 PG-13. Maybe because I already knew that aspect about it made it feel less scandalous? Idk In related news my recommended algorithm has caught on to it and I can’t decide if I should continue down the smut cinema pipeline. Could potentially make for a great rest of my night 😏🥵

Alaina

Just a quick note, Matt, to thank you again for sharing your wonderful voice …the last few minutes of this audio were so very relaxing and lovely. I’m in that marathon-esque parent of a senior mode. My oldest son is graduating from high school next weekend and his last jazz band performance was yesterday afternoon. My daughter is on a remote New England island in her first internship studying and protecting endangered tern nests (the seagulls poop on her deliberately to protect their own nests and the terns peck her on her ears. She has to wear a helmet and poop-jacket ) and my youngest son is beginning to test all the boundaries possible while I struggle to wrangle first graders in a functional life skills room at work as all routines fly out the window as we approach summer. The only thing I want to do lately is wake up and sit on my back porch where I’ve managed to lure an assortment of wildlife friends. My best friend is a red squirrel named Jerusha who takes walnuts from my hand. Then there is a groundhog whose name eludes me but merrily chomps my flowers in front of me. A wild turkey named Aragorn who now pecks seeds out of my hand. A couple smaller turkeys who are getting braver by the day. I finally managed to entice bluebirds to one of my birdhouses and the female had just finished laying her sixth egg! They won an epic battle for the house and defeated both the house sparrows and tree swallows in combat. I’m visited by catbirds, red winged blackbirds, blue jays, titmice, chickadees, nuthatches, orioles, assorted warblers, mourning doves, cedar waxwings, cowbirds, grackles, grosbeaks and cardinals and finches every day. And the first thing I want to do when I get home is go back outside and join them. It’s an obsession. Work. Parent. Be with animals. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. But this morning I finally popped in my AirPods and let myself listen to you and everything just felt so ….I dunno …momentarily comforting and peaceful. Like a human being can actually soothe me for once. So again , thank you so much ! And as I write this Jerusha has been climbing on my shoulders and begging for walnuts. She does not like to share my atttention!

Harriet

Right?! He hit ALL the perfect notes to turn me into melty goo.

Titania

My vows!! Yes, my love, here we are 25 years later. I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you in the future. As we have each grown, separately and as a couple, our love has deepened, shifted and matured. To honor our love, I make these promises to you now: I promise to seek out, encourage, and celebrate the good in you, and the creative, passionate spark that is uniquely you. I promise to encourage your growth and wellbeing even when - especially when - it is challenging. I promise to be curious about you. I will honor and support your agency. I promise to hold you accountable when you mess up. I will have your back but I will also kick your ass with perfectly calibrated oomph. I promise to love and care for myself so that I can show up as my best self as your partner and co-parent. There are days I will fail and I trust in your grace and compassion. I will stand with you in creating new and healthy systems for family, community and our world. We are partners, team-mates, lovers, co-creators and adventuring companions. I look forward to what awaits us in the future together and I hope in 25 years we can do this again after a full life.

Titania

Matt, I have never felt more like I was *in* the audio myself. You sound so authentic, flowing, sweet - my heart is a wee bit wrenched (good but bittersweet) that I'm not. So, so, so good. Love these feels. Glad to have you back. I'm working my way through the AMA and loving it. I really enjoyed your friend's comment about how you're mostly you here. Thanks for trusting us with the parts of your life that you do, and may we continue to honor that. I'd also have to echo the comments that this space is really good for personal growth if we let it be, for us, and for you. I remember back to when the tone of the comments - and then the audios - changed, and I could see us all excited but trepidatious at the possibilities of this new way of relating. Heh, and then you leaned into with that first meta and broke my brain. 😅 Pardon my rambling, I've been taking lots of trips down memory lane lately, what with the AMA, and realizing this summer is 2 yrs in the Tower for me. It's been a ride! 😁 In meat space, I'm also reminiscing and tracking personal growth over time: my wife and I are throwing a big 25 year anniversary party on Sunday. We wrote new vows since we've changed so much since the originals. I'll pop them into the reply thread here for anyone interested in what vows look like when you've done ooooodles of therapy and made the switch to consensual non-monogamy. Summer vacation is almost here and I've been telling myself that might mean a little more time here. Cross fingers. I appreciate you all!

Titania

Doing a review now because I'm tired and bored and procrastinating 🫣 • first of all you don't deserve my mum, you deserve much better than that loool • "let me clean up a little" no complaints there! • "now we're like regular roommates" I'm gonna take a wild guess and say 'Not for long?' • head scratches YES PLEASE 🥰 • "is that a tear in your eye?" Um YES stfu • "like I wanna kiss you kinda feelings" thats the dream (but NOT with siblings, just Matt 😂) • "you're not hungover?" Nope because that's my superpower, I never get hungover mwahahaha • I'm just imagining some random walking in hungover and being like 😳 🤣 • "is it ok if I pick you up and carry you to your bed?" ok but THATS THE DREAM! Get out of my head! (Also me that will never say no to being in bed) • "let's just lie facing each other for a bit. Look in my eyes and touch me" GET. OUT. OF. MY. HEAD! • "please please take me in" my eyes rolled back so far they got lost send help • "can you feel it?" Sir I would be very VERY concerned if I could not 🤣🤣 • "keep biting your lip and I'll keep going deeper" well I'm glad I'm home alone because that made me moan loud enough for neighbours to hear 🫦 • "I would love to see you touch yourself" goddamn you're actually trying to kill me aren't you 👀 🥵 • "it means we can be ourselves together" ok seriously when and how did you gain access to my brain?! I feel seen 👀😳 (cue "Neurologists hate him" ad 🤣) • I always blush when you call me beautiful in audios and I do not know how to not do that • ok that was too hot to handle 🥵🥵🥵 • ok wow how dare you get all mushy and romantic on this fine Saturday in which I did not think I would be attacked with a severe case of the feels 🥰 • "and talk to them", me? Share things with my parents?! HA! Hilarious 😐 • "everything will be ok" what in the hormonal fuck is going on and why am I crying?! Well I didn't think THIS was going to be the audio that broke me but here we are. Now I have the other kind of hangover where it's just me, alone, again/still and I have a severe case of lonely feels ☹️ That was too sweet and this girl has a sweet tooth and will definitely be back for this one time and time again 💜

Kateastrophy

Was it good pie? I missed all the banter with you and all the folks. Hope everyone is having a lovely barreling into the weekend! The head scritches…. ahhhhh. Literal tingles. Thank you for that.

Elmyra Forest

You tooo! Produce only sexiness! 😁 💜 xx

Matthew Tower

Indy!! 😁 Hope you're well! I just picked up a letter from you this morning before I dashed back to post. Will be hearing from you soon! 💜

Matthew Tower

I feel I am late again to engage in a conversation but anyway....A late hello beautiful Belles and handsome Matthew!!! Matt how are you feeling, hoping you are on the mend and feeling better🤗 Sigh...I feel as if I am an outsider peeking in lately 😕seems as if I'm having less and less time to keep up and be here to engage in conversations with all of you.....however, your chats do keep me entertained late at night when all here is sleeping😏 Matt, I am so proud of all you are accomplishing, you are a great example of discipline and life balance, you extend so much of yourself into your work, your passion is exceptional.... I remain in awe every time I read your poems or listen to your audios and I wonder how do you do it? Life here is so busy with a daughter graduating and off to university in August, a daughter who has decided to follow her father's footsteps and become a physician, a daughter who loves singing and dancing we have been busy with her and her roll in a musical here in Chicago, and of course Baby Julian who will soon be six months and is so active and so damn cute💖 I would never, ever change my life I love every insane, crazy bits and pieces of it but every now and then it is fun to escape to sexy world with you Matt, you are my addiction, my irish coffee.....to savor and taste, my late night craving. love and kisses sweet man, hugs to all you beautiful belles...be kind, be intentional🤗😘🤗😘💜

Linda

Ahhh - that's so sweet Aleigh! 💜Thank-you! I'm so completely out of touch with the GWA world, so it's reassuring to know that what we have here in the Tower is staying gold, you know??!! 💐😌💐

Matthew Tower

Thanks for dropping by everyone!!!! Have an amazing weekend while I stare out the window at a sunny day and refuse to feel guilty for staying in and eating pie. 🤣 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Matthew Tower

i'm living for the madam updates 🐈‍⬛ please give her belly rubs from me! okay, i'm shutting up now. have a guilt + productivity-free weekend, lovely 💌

aleigh -`♡´-

Oh my god, I hope you don't think 'what the hell is this!!' 🤣

Matthew Tower

Of course your step-sibling corn would be the sweetest, most tender storyline ever created for the genre. Ugh, why are you so adorable?! Just amazing, as always.

IndyJane

your execution of the more unique (🤣) topics doesn’t surprise me anymore, but i’m still gonna give you your flowers every time you do it! 💐💐💐 once again, the effort you put in doesn’t go unnoticed or unappreciated! i sometimes scroll GWA out of curiosity and i leave with a bad taste in my mouth 9/10. sometimes it’s a bad script, bad delivery, insensitive to certain triggers, or it’s just flat-out cringey lmao. (obviously, not shaming other VAs or discrediting their efforts, but it’s just not like it is here.) not sure if you’re aware, but no one really does it like you. thanks for always putting in the time and effort in 💜 also, this has a lot of reassuring one-liners that the vulnerable, significantly-more upset version of aleigh will be thanking you for when she needs it. oh, and okay-aleigh loves it a lot too. you’re too sweeeet. 🥹🩷

aleigh -`♡´-

I am so behind on audios. I am so behind on life! TOTK IS TOO DAMN ADDICTIVE! Especially for my completionist ass. I hope you’re feeling better Matt, and just wanted to say hi. 😚

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

🕺🏻🪩😁🎉💜

Matthew Tower

Oh no, now we are getting into 'stuck' step sibling territory... 🤣

Matthew Tower

No I have never seen The Dreamers but I just looked and it’s available to stream on HBO Max AND it’s rated NC-17 👀 👀 ?! Will definitely be adding to my list to watch ASAP!

Alaina

That could have been the song still playing on the beginning of this audio... 😁

Matthew Tower

Oh, Madam is a tad on the introverted side, but she's been very friendly lately, maybe because winter is coming in and she wants to be inside more.. But she was a rescue cat and she was spayed before I met her! [Did the Year of the Rabbit stamps upset you? Unfortunately - I don't get to choose what's on the NZ stamp at any given time - they just give you whatever the latest edition is... ] 💜

Matthew Tower

Yes. And have you seen The Dreamers? Yikes, I found that hot. And they're not even 'step'. 🤣 Sooo bad....🤦🏻 😂

Matthew Tower

😳🥵🫠🤯☠️

Siouxxxz

BRB gonna go get my dirndl out of the closet for this one 🥨🍻🩵🤍 and maybe get some music going to really set the scene https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=thJgU9jkdU4

Meg_just_Meg

“keep biting your lip and i’ll keep going deeper” suddenly my jaw is locked in a lip-biting position. oh god, and now i’m chronically hair-twirling and i can’t stop softly batting my lashes. HELP?

aleigh -`♡´-

😃 You go Alex and Simon.. https://youtu.be/K1TOT_C1eUg

Eternidad

😆🧛🏻 Oh, Jenn I'm so glad you liked it! (The audio, and yeah the vampires too 🙄😂) But thanks again for the great questions in the AMA! 😄Hope you have an amazing weekend! 💜

Matthew Tower

😆🤔 https://youtu.be/YVG1U-faqHY

Eternidad

*listens intently in only child* Between you and Atlas, if I ever hear a kiwi accent in real life I fear I'll have a pavlovian response and tears will run down my thigh....

Tara

Throwback sounds...https://on.soundcloud.com/dxQSH

Eternidad

Hey Matthew 🤗 I heard the latest AMA and I was kind of surprised that you mentioned that being a writer wasn't what you thought of becoming at first. I would love to hear you play the congas🪘 Since I mentioned Madam last week, I actually have some questions for her: 1) Has she ever had a litter of kittens? 2) Is she an extravert, an introvert or a bit of both? 3) How does she behave when she has her menstruation? Hope you have a well rested weekend! p.s. If you want to send me a postcard, please, don't send me any holiday stamps on it, whichever culture it comes from. Thanks.

Eternidad

And here I thought Ryan Philippe was the only person I’d even entertain this fantasy for (S/O Cruel Intentions! GOATED movie!) You’ve just been added to that list babe 💋

Alaina

Hi Matthew. Thank you for the pattern. I will try it out this weekend. As for your covid, I remember you saying something like you were almost disappoint Ed you didn’t get covid during the pandemic because you could brag about it in the future. Don’t remember exact words but something to that effect. Well bravo!!!!!! 🥳😂. I hope you are feeling better. I am going back to India in august for two weeks to build a micro library at one of the schools and to bring a couple more schools into our program. I am excited. Did I read you finished a novel? Congrats. Welcome back. 💜🤗 Ann Oh my favorite Fairytale was the little Mermaid. The joke at the end cracks me up every time. 😘

Ann

All the love to you too D!

Niamh

We had a crazy hail storm here in Toronto just as I was listening to this! Hope the rain clears the smokey skies for you and you and yours came out of those wild fires unscathed.

Tara

Happy weekend all y'all! I've been staring at the tags and comments wrestling in my mind over this one. Matt you know I love you and I'm certainly curious. As much as I trust you... I'm going to sit this one out. Too many possible triggers and it's already been a week of chasing away old ghosts. All the love. 😘💜🤗

D

Haha - I've never had a step-sib so I can't say it's been a big fantasy in the past, but, god, maybe I wish I did because it was hot while I recorded it. 🤣

Matthew Tower

Yay! New audio and finally RAIN! I’m in Nova Scotia where several record-setting wildfires have been burning for almost a week. I’m going to take 🍷 and my headphones out to the balcony, let the rain fall on my toes, and thoroughly enjoy this. Thanks Matthew 😘

Siouxxxz

Matthew. Fuck. One of these days you’re going to actually stop my heart because I could barely breathe through this one. I don’t know how you manage to outdo yourself but fuck! I’m at a loss. I want this on repeat! 🔥🔥🔥💦💦💜💜🌋 And I’ve been watching the What we do in the Shadows series on Hulu and all that keeps going through my head is “ you’re dead, you’re dead, and out of this world!”

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Matt! I hope you’re feeling better and not working too hard 💜 Not in the best of mindsets so I’m here just to jump in and say hi to you and the Belles. Take care of yourself x

Niamh

Thank you!! My head was still a bit covidy while I recorded the AMA so I hope it really was okay!! And yes! I'm having an 'at home' weekend! Hope you're relaxing too! 💜

Matthew Tower

alright one question before i listen. matt: on a scale of 1 to 'daddy plays barbies with you', how "interesting" is this to you? 🤣💗

aleigh -`♡´-

hey you! how's the week been treating you? i hope you're feeling better! 💜 oh my god. i don't know what i was expecting, but it wasn't this. i can't believe you're really gonna make me say "what are you doing step-bro?" alright, alright jokes aside... pressing 'play' soon 🤣 ....you're somehow gonna make me like this, aren't you?

aleigh -`♡´-

Hey Matt! Hope you're feeling better! Just popping in to say thank you for all the time and effort that went into the AMA and for all the honest responses 💜 I hope you have a relaxing weekend planned

Kateastrophy