YOUR FIRST (GOOD) ROUGH SEX (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

A late night ramble as I listen: I kinda like when you're cocky and act like you could take it or leave it. Although, it makes me want to smack ya around a bit right back. 🙂😂 *pleased sigh* The list of precautions, "pound you onto me", the idea of feeling the aftereffects of you for days... It's a different kind of intimate, isn't it? It's like the physical emodiment of a lover's touch. We carry it with us in all those little aches that zap us right back to the memory of this night. There's a sweet comfort in feeling the ache you've left behind — to feel where you've been and relish that you were there. It's also sexy to have a secret. (I'm gonna go singular for a change) When I sit down on the chair too quickly and let an "ow" slip out which turns into questioning. I say it's nothing but I'm sure my eyes could give me away. Visions of "you're going to explode all over this big c0ck while I pound your little pvssy open" dance behind the glaze of my eyes. I swear, there are times when you say things and I can only describe it as the feeling of your stomach dropping but in a good way! It makes me weak when that happens. I find that I have to sit down, remember? 😜😂 I thought you were going to say "the girls were talking..." like they all had a go but then you said "one in particular" 🥹 you modest, reserved man, you. 😂😛 But it was sweet to me lol. Then you take us inside and pin us to the bed using your orange-flavored c0ck as a tongue depressor. Beautiful. 🥲 Ok so one thing I would change, don't wash off. Let me have you in all your salty glory. I'd want you sticky and musky rather than tasting of soap. I like when you're a gentleman and refer to the 🐱 as "her". 😜 Oh and it kind of drives me wild when you talk of stretching/burning/soreness — obviously in the good way. I imagine being a spent little rag doll after this and it being the best kind of therapy. What's your hourly rate? Lol. I've never heard the word kebab said so seductively. The end is the perfect way to start our road trip! 😌

Ok my loves I should probably post this tomorrow so I get a chance to see everyone🙈 and I apologize for the poor timing. Poor. Poor timing. It’s come that time for me to leave. For real this time lol I don’t know if there’d ever be a time when I’d be ready to leave, truly, because here is home in so many ways. And saying “leave” feels like leaving behind which I could never. And I can’t quite think of a word that’s fitting when there’s still so many things that are apart of me. There’s so many things that aren’t being left. I love everyone so much and thank you for everything. You’ve been with me at some of my hardest times and through some of my best times. And I can’t imagine even being the fraction of who I am now if I hadn’t have found the page and met all of you. We’ve grown so much together and I’ve grown so much because of you. And I just don’t think there’s enough words to ever come close to the feelings you give me. The tower will always be a part of my heart. It’s such an honor to know all of you and I’m so blessed and thankful to have you in my life. You all make me so proud. With how loving and strong and soft and intelligent and talented and a million other things that my fingers would fall off before I could even come close to finishing writing out. You are all such beautiful, beautiful people. I’ve never felt so seen and loved in both my messy and tidy parts. Thank you for showing me love and making me believe in it again and for helping me get to a place of better loving myself. I have probably cried more and laughed more here than any other setting and I think it just reminds me how much I’ve been able to feel. Like really feel. And so thank you for that too. This feels so incredibly short for the length of time I’ve had experiences here with all of you and I don’t feel like my words could ever really do them justice. There’s just too much and they’ve made me too full to be to articulate all the feelings. I don’t know that I could ever not be Venus now so I know I’ll keep that with me. But you have my love and support and my heart always. Forever Xx, K💜 I got these randomly but I’ve been carrying them around in my bag lol I think it’s time to finally retire them to a safe place. The tower always finds you🤣 https://ibb.co/5M8Rn76 And since I won’t be here for valentines you can have these now😘 https://ibb.co/rHFVrtP https://ibb.co/4WyTLx7

Venusinaphrodite_

Well I don’t remember what it smells like so give me a sec while I smell it. Ok. I sniffed and I don’t smell anything. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ann

I would like to mention a couple things about the pattern and the review etc. First I am not endorsed in anyway shape or form by anyone. The reviews are of my experience with the patterns. I did forget to mention that even though it is a cl*t pink line in the two part toys the vibrations extends so for me the vaginal part of the toy still packs a punch even if the pattern in only running the cl*t part. Also I would like to mention that often I use a cbd warming oil or cbd lube which I purchased from Foria. That stuff really is amazing. Do not underestimate the power or lube. Lube is a pain to use some of the times but worth it most of the time. Ok I am done now. 🤣

Ann

5, February 2023 Attention: Matthew Tower Re: Lovense Patterns In accordance with the agreement made on 3, February 2023 between Matthew Tower and Ann with addendums by various Belles, I have completed my exploration of the most recent Lovense pattern: Your First (Good) Rough Sex. The following is my report. Pattern: Your First (Good) Rough Sex Toys used in the evaluation: Flexer, Nora, and Dolce Dates of evaluation: 3, Feb and 4 Feb Notes and clarification: Lovense toys are toys that can be controlled remotely. The pattern is created and saved and can be used with or without the audio. For the purposes of this analysis, the pattern was used once with the audio and the remaining two times without. This pattern is a pink line-only pattern meaning that only one part of a two-part toy will vibrate. That does mean that it cannot be used with two-part toys. Toys: Flexer is a new toy for the reviewer. The Flexer is both a vaginal and cl*t toy. Nora is both vaginal with a cl*t arm. Dolce is both a vaginal and a cl*t toy. Evaluation: This pattern was very effective. The fact that it was only a pink line pattern did not lessen its effectiveness. The beginning gentle bumps and thumps were effective in gently getting things moving. Around the 2 minute mark things got more textured with more ragged sensations as opposed to the smoother ones at the beginning. The texture is wonderful in a pattern. So many different ways to experience pleasure. After the rougher ride of the 2 minute mark, at the beginning of the 3 minute mark, things start to smooth out again but at a higher vibration level amplifying the sensations. There is still texture but it isn’t huge more like lazy bumpy waves. The bumpy waves then move from longer waves to tighter waves to bigger waves. The variation keeping every part of the target area involved and wondering what is next. The jumps from lot to high that happen in the five-minute time period are like little surprise sensations. Then comes the calm, high-intensity smooth, followed by high-intensity bumpy. The smoothness allows the body just to feel a sold vibration until the bumps come in again. Towards the end the jumps aren’t huge, but they are sharper, making for a more intense sensation and the ceiling flatline, both gives your body a chance to rest and be intensively stimulated only to be shocked again by the thumps of the pattern. Notes: I loved this pattern and it worked amazingly well on all three of the toys. If you have a toy that is only a vaginal toy such as the Osci it will work beautifully. I love how textured the patterns have become. Matthew, you have done an amazing job learning how to create unique patterns that make it difficult to remember, which are my favorite. No complaints with this pattern. I do, however have a suggestion. If you could try this pattern and add a blue line to it, and by blue line, I mean the blue line you used in You Caught Me Masturbating audio. I would be interested in experiencing more of that type of blue line as I keep going back to that audio. You are doing an amazing job on the thumps and bumps and separating out the sensations of the vaginal and clit portions of the patterns when there are two. It is amazing to feel the blue line and then bam! in comes the pink line. You are the Pattern Master! Signed: Ann 🤗💜

Ann

The problem with holidaying in a beachside town is the amount of whale emojis on everything 🤣🤣 I've almost choked on so many cocktails 🤣🐋

Kateastrophy

A little rough, huh? Thanks for understanding and still being here. 😉 The number of things happening in this audio I haven't experienced...7. The number of those things Is like to experience...3. The number of be willing to try with you, Dr. Harris...4.5. Hope you're having an amazing weekend. 😘💜🤗

D

Was too scared to write this while you were actively replying but Matthew THANK YOU! I've done 2 things in the past week that I haven't done in 6 years, all because you inspired me to be brave (or to stop being a coward). I played Piano again! I used music to cope during a really traumatic time and haven't touched my instruments since. I even transcribed and arranged some songs I want to learn and record. (I was definitely only slightly freaking out). And, I finally worked up the courage to actually pleasure myself (wow that sounded a lot less stupid in my head). It might not be much but I've been terrified of doing those things for years! Thank you thank you thank you I'm going to go hide now 🙈

Kateastrophy

P.S. re: The upstream mention of the John Cusack movie about dating a hitman... IT'S GROSS POINTE BLANK! AND IT'S MY FAVORITE MOVIE EVER! "I killed the president of Paraguay with a fork. How have you been?"

Kathryn

Matthew how did I miss saying “I’m ready and waiting for you to give me your COCKtail sauce whenever you are.” Missed opportunity lmao goodnight xx😘

Venusinaphrodite_

I wanna read ‘emmmmmm😍

Venusinaphrodite_

Also what exactly did you google to produce that….

Venusinaphrodite_

Whatever floats your fishing boat my king ahahahahaha but also ewwwwww lmao

Venusinaphrodite_

https://ibb.co/TBqY2XV xx

Matthew Tower

Hi friends! 👋 This was good. Right to the point and full on. 🥵 I love this because I like things a bit rough but without being mean or cruel. Rough like you can't help yourself. This was... 😗🤌 perfect. FYI for all my vagina-owners out there...I know we love Lovense around here but I just bought a g-spot vibe, Le Wand 'Gee'... F me it's good. 🫠💦I don't know if its more sensitive recently or if I've just got better at hitting it, but gah! I may not leave the bed this weekend. Also, your package left Tokyo yesterday, so it should be there soon... at least in theory. 🤞 I have several smutty story ideas rolling around in my head but I haven't spent any time writing in weeks, so hopefully I can devote myself to that this weekend, then I can share with my favorite deviants next week. Hope everyone's well! 💜💜💜

Kathryn

Having yourself fucked open and made to be a perfect sextoy will forever be one of the most liberating and kind things to experience with a partner (for me at least) and I wish I could understand why. Definitely has something to do with focusing on pleasing and being in pleasure. Just enjoying the intensity of it all and getting lost in it. Generally a good time, A+

Red

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Matthew Tower

Ahh! I have to run soon, but have an amazing weekend and I’m looking forward to Tuesday’s new meta audio! Ahhh!! Much kisses! 💜 M

Matthew Tower

You just want me for my shrimp now? A girl can’t win ahahahaha

Venusinaphrodite_

Shrimp cocktail! 🦐🍸

Matthew Tower

Wooo officially the last single person in my friend group. Someone take me out (on a date or with a hitman, either works)

Kateastrophy

You seemed pretty on board with someone else getting the all you can eat seafood platter😔 Lemme hear the krill jokes🥹👀👀👀🤣

Venusinaphrodite_

I was just getting started on the krill jokes. Are you still gonna cook for me? 🦐🦐🦐

Matthew Tower

I think there would be some great seafood 🦞 your side of town huh? 🫠

Matthew Tower

Ciao piccola! 😜 I hope you get a chance to scroll back to the MFM audio at some point tonight. And there might be another one around the corner… 🥰😘xx

Matthew Tower

Harvey Keitel? 😜 Enjoy D! I’ll be here! -[Edit oh “the chosen” not “chosen” But Harvey is almost as cool as the big J] 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Even though you’re harassing me😉 what do you need. A hug? Cup of coffee? Temple massage? Naughty martini? Lol

Venusinaphrodite_

I literally was just wondering where you where thank god💜

Venusinaphrodite_

ahhhh not sure how long you’re gonna be online and how long i’ll be out but until i’m able to properly listen, let me let tradition do the talking: i have information that will lead to the arrest of matthew tower (hint: he has yet to hang out with me on a friday night) i hope your weeks gone well kiwi! smooches as always 😘

aleigh -`♡´-

That sounds whack. 😃 In a good way. I’ll have to give it a listen later!

Matthew Tower

1:09 That 90s or 80s? breakdance move.. 😩

Matthew Tower

If you wanna pass up the chance and let someone else start and finish it then who am I to fantasize differently🤷🏽‍♀️ see just meannnnnn ahahahaha😩😔😭😭😭

Venusinaphrodite_

Hey, that was just the start of things… 😏😂

Matthew Tower

Love it! And Diwali festivals too… 🥰

Matthew Tower

What would you like me to cook for you?👩🏽‍🍳🥹

Venusinaphrodite_

Ok Dr. Harris, why do you tease me so with your artistic fuckery. Lesson from a piccola mamma, who is breastfeed and libido is super charged.....it is a good thing you are in New Zealand, my husband is working a double because I would, could, definitely have a threesome right now.....we are talking hormones are off the charts.....sigh....ok, so be it caramel pecan ice cream and naughty thoughts of you it is (would prefer you, naked....)😍. Ugh, I gotta go😛 have a beautiful weekend love😘🤗😘🤗😘🤗

Linda

🐳Wanna Netflix and Krill? 🤦🏻‍♂️🔫🙄

Matthew Tower

Hey! I can’t copy that to translate cause I’m on phone app, but thanks for the Whole 🥕 articles! 😘

Matthew Tower

Hey T! 💜 Thanks for asking! 🥰I’m definitely finding the balance better, and getting ahead on regular work so I can make the jump into my bigger projects in a few weeks. But I’ve deleted all my personal social accounts, and I had to put all of the Tower ones on mute for the past few weeks to be able to do it! But I still feel in touch with everyone here for the most part, so it’s working well so far! 💜 How are you and fam?? Are you enjoying playing sports mom? 😅

Matthew Tower

Sorry, Matt. Out tonight to catch the final episodes of the Chosen in theater. Firgured you'd forgive me for spending the evening with THE lover of my soul and my First love. I'll listen later and still share a comment. 😘😘😘💜🤗 Hope everyone is well!!!

D

📜 https://youtu.be/3RKagoZPj14

Eternidad

Yes, men can do this too... https://youtu.be/1fAEid8Zres

Eternidad

You would make it about another woman kissing me🙄 forget I mentioned it🤣

Venusinaphrodite_

https://youtu.be/vRiKN9Ub6II

Eternidad

Oohhh NOW I should cook for you? Didn’t you compare my cooking to poison last time😤

Venusinaphrodite_

I was just hangry. 😫 Where’s my kebab? 🥙

Matthew Tower

Thank you kind sir for the fish slap😜 I’m going to change my name from Kelsey to Krill so Moby will always wanna eat me😇

Venusinaphrodite_

Hey Matthew! หวังว่าคุณจะสนุกกับฤดูร้อน ให้ความสนใจกับมือของคุณเป็นครั้งคราว กอดและจูบ 🫂💞

Eternidad

Fish slap. 🐋🤣

Matthew Tower

Got to listen on my commute home, grinning and squirming the whole way. 😁 Loved how the roughness still seemed playful... sometimes roughness has a mean or degrading tone, and this was not like that. I hope you're enjoying your summer and getting some good work in on those bigger creative projects. It's only been a few weeks, but are you finding your new level of engagement here to be in good balance with your other work? Much love! 💙💚💛

Titania

Well, because I am me I just fell down the cellar stairs while listening to your audio. I think my foot may be broken but I’m not sure. I lost my phone for a while in the darkness but my son found it. There is a sub zero wind chill factor tonight and I’m hoping that I don’t have to go to the ER but if I do perhaps your audio will keep me warm. I do like it rough but Matthew, isn’t that going a little overboard? You didn’t need to fracture my metatarsals! 🤦🏼‍♀️😳🤕😂😭

Harriet

Those were soo good!!!!!

Venusinaphrodite_

You are too hot for your own good, what I would give to be smacked around and manhandled by you for a night 😅🥵 But for now I’ll stick to listening and imagining as I work on my 2023 blanket crochet project 😂

Niamh

Your First (Good) Bad Sex Therapist 😂

Matthew Tower

Well in that case you can take me on my first official date and then teach me my first kiss. And then one day when I’m brave enough you can show me how to have my first orgasm from someone who’s not me lol💜🥹

Venusinaphrodite_

Awwww!! Noooo!!! That’s not unsexy all. Um… quite the opposite… 😅 It’s so sweet and… um… helping learn you that… damn… I can’t kiss right now because my tongue is tied… 🫣💜

Matthew Tower

I can’t tell if you’re fucking me like you hate me or fucking me like you love me lmao😏😜

Venusinaphrodite_

Damn that was hot! And I love when you called 🐳 a fun stick! Not sure if you ever had them there but in the 80’s we had candy that you dipped a “fun stick” in powder and licked it off. Now I think of it, it’s an appropriate analogy! 💜💜 Hope all are doing well!

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Haha - that was meant to be a mean tease, but I love that you’re such a princess 👑 you took it as a compliment. 😅 Only a real princess would do that 🤣😘xx

Matthew Tower

Finally got my face Lmao but still didn’t get me on my knees😜👄🐋

Venusinaphrodite_

Also- https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/0adc47fd-cf71-4819-8111-0589ac789d87/gif

Emily Dawn

This is my new fave-So hot! I don’t consider any bedroom sesh a success unless my lipstick is smeared and my mascara is running down my cheeks !Going to eat an 🍊 tonight and think of your🐓

Alaina

All of them😇

Venusinaphrodite_

Alright people pattern review coming later tonight or tomorrow morning. Cannot wait to try it out. Hmm should I use Dolce Or Nora Or the Flexor or…. 🤣

Ann

Yay! 🔥🧊🫠 Glad I could help make an ice puddle Eowyn! xx

Matthew Tower

The best girl!!!

Venusinaphrodite_

Spank me and tell me I’m a good girl? 🥺💋 It may be escapist, but I need some sexy distraction.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Also love the "(Good)" in the title. Very accurate 🤣 but if you want to keep up this level of accuracy, you'll need to add that to all your audio titles 🤣

Kateastrophy

Hey Noelle! 💜 Let’s gooooo! 🤗🏃🏻‍♂️💨

Matthew Tower

I’m being totally serious! I really haven’t and I don’t wanna say I don’t know how because it sounds so unsexy but I don’t know that I know how. I mean I hope instinct kicks in. 4 S’s got it lol🤣 Is screw the fifth? Lmao

Venusinaphrodite_

I kinda like the himbo-Matt routine at the beginning. 😏😜 Also, this meme really made me laugh today so I’m sharing it with y’all: https://ibb.co/1sCGBSc

Emily Dawn

Also carpal tunnel from repetitive moments? Hello and meet my dominant hand, wrist and fingers. 🤓

Elmyra Forest

Haha - I find that very hard to believe, but let’s just play that game. 🤣 To have a real kiss you need to learn the 4 S’s. Smooch, swoon, slow, suckle and savor. 🤣😘

Matthew Tower

How on Earth am I supposed to function for the rest of the day after that?! Sir, if you're going to call me Princess I'm going to need a tiara for making it through the day.

Kateastrophy

I was thinking how unrealistic and totally fantastical it would be to gather with my girlfriends and gossip about the hot rough f*cking we want from one specific guy. And then I realized Hello! Welcome to the comment section of the Tower! I highly recommend Matt and his Moby and the wondrous f*cking.

Elmyra Forest

I don’t see it either

Venusinaphrodite_

Ann - I saw you mention that but I have no idea why that would be happening because I haven’t touched that post! I’ll have a look at it again later but maybe check with Patreon admin, or try updating your app perhaps? Is anyone else having the same issue? xx

Matthew Tower

This was so intense! A great way to warm up after freezing today 💜

Eowyn

Matthew what pattern are you referring too? I don’t see one for this audio in the Lovense app. Or was the comment for the past one?

Ann

Hey Aven! 💜 Lovely to hear from you! I hope it’s a good part of the night toooo! 😅😘xx

Matthew Tower

What an audio to start the Matt marathon weekend with 😉 🌸

Noelle A.

🥺 🫂 Oh no - I hope your weekend is better than your week. 💜Rest up and enjoy this bit of naughtiness huh? Many hugs. xx

Matthew Tower

Matthew before we jump into the rough sex I have a confession. I’ve never had a real kiss just pecks so you’re going to have to teach me if you’re up to it😅

Venusinaphrodite_

Matthew I hate to be a pain but can you fix the heartbeat audio for me? It won’t let me listen to it. Patreon says I need to subscribe. Truly this is one of my worst nightmares. I am despondent. 😭😩. I just tried again and still no go. Last night was not fun. ☹️💜💜

Ann

Yay. It’s a vibe-only pattern but it was fun to make! 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Kick ass D baby!!!

Venusinaphrodite_

Ahh, that’s really the best part of the day!! Thank you Matt🫶🏻

Aven

♓ 🅰️ 🅿️ 🅿️ ✌🏼 🅱️ ℹ️ ®️ 🌴 ♓ D 🅰️ ✌🏼 ⓜ 📧 G!!! Have an amazing night, and I hope to help cap it off at the end!! 😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

Hi Matt! I've been so busy this week that I can finally rest today! ! I was a little sad because of a little thing but seeing you makes me feel happy - please give me a hug🥺

むくげ

Can’t wait to listen to this.

Ann

Happy Birthday to me 😊😊

Meg_just_Meg

Thank-you for all the amazing comments on Tuesday! I'm so glad you get my sense of humour (or put up with it haha) and that you return it as well... 🥰 Hugs and kisses to Deanna for your treatments next week - you've done it before! You can do it again! Say hello to the nurses from me ;) take it easy, and I hope it means you'll get a little extra listening time? Hope so! Keep us updated when you get a chance, wonderful. Our thoughts are with you. 💜xx

Matthew Tower