Anxiety, Health, Assorted Ramblings and Thank You!

Hi everyone :)

I know I don't write these more personal things often, maybe I should or maybe I shouldn't, but I thought I'd just pull back the curtain a little bit and talk about a few things.

I have been a long time sufferer of anxiety. The kind of anxiety that leaves you essentially frozen and a mess. Recently I have had an "attack" of anxiety that I've been fighting off with the help of medication but it has brought to light a few other issues with my health that I'm hopefully getting sorted. I have a blood test on Friday which will hopefully provide some answers. It's nothing serious, at least I don't think it is, but hopefully I'll start feeling better both physically and mentally soon!

It's because of this that work has been a bit slow recently for which I apologise to anyone waiting on me for stories. I have been writing every day but it has been less than what I would like. Hopefully I can up my productivity as things improve for me :)

The above lead me on to the two stories I get asked about a lot. "Bad Husband" and "Baby of the Family", the two long-running stories that people clamour for updates for. I'll start by saying neither of them are abandoned. However, with the amount of commissioned work I've had and the backlog built up from my struggles to get the writing done they have been pushed down the priority list. I think going forwards I will have to limit how many commissions I take at once.

I've noticed recently that my Patreon numbers are down a little bit. I certainly hope that's just regular churn and I'm not doing something to put people off! If there is something feel free to let me know. My comments and messages are always open for you all :) 

So this is all just coming off the top of my head... I think I should probably keep you guys more informed going forwards. Just know that you are all very appreciated and I love being able to do this for you all. Even in the toughest times in the world and personally writing has always been something I've enjoyed and being able to pay some bills whilst doing it is a dream come true.

Thank you all again!