A K-pop Idol 55.2 (Alex's nightmares)

While Alex was having his hair combed and his face made up for the first part of the recording, he was trying to focus on what he needed to do without thinking about how it would be humiliating for him. C'mon, Alex, he thought, trying to encourage himself. You are a professional! You can do that! You just have to... Well... You just have to be Kim Hana!

He knew he was able to do this. After so much training, he was more than ready to act as a Korean girl. The real problem was that he was afraid that at some point the character could overpower him in a way that he would lose his true self. Thinking coldly, he knew it was a silly fear. It just couldn't happen, right? Well, an inner voice reminded him of some circumstances which indicate that this was indeed possible…

At first, Alex had hated all the women's activities that he was compelled to do living with Song Yeon and Choi Hyun. However, after only a few days, it all began to seem just... normal. When they gathered to paint the nails of each other, read some women's magazines, or just make small talk, he just didn't feel any distress. In fact, by being in the company of his new friends, he began to feel comfortable doing those things. When he realized this, he got terrified. What the hell was wrong with him? And that wasn't all...

They were watching Korean Dramas every night, and after some time Alex began to have strange dreams. First, he only dreamed about some of the scenes he had watched. But then he started dreaming that he was a character from one of those Dramas – an innocent and humble girl who had moved from a country town to a big city to try to attend college. Once there, she got a job in a big company as a secretary, and she soon fell in love with her powerful and wealthy boss, a man about twenty-five years of age who was the company's heir.

In his dreams, Alex acted and dressed exactly like this girl, although he still had his appearance. Oh, Mr. Guo is so handsome, kind and smart! He thought once, when he saw the charming man. But obviously he will never get interested in a girl like me. He can surely have whatever woman he wants! Women much more beautiful and interesting than I am… Even so, Alex (or Gang ChaeRin, the character he was in those dreams), kept feeling attracted to the man…

On the first night it happened, Alex woke desperate. That had been the worst nightmare of his life. How could he feel attracted to another man, even if it had been just a dream? That was wrong. He liked women. However, when he thought of Mr. Guo (or the actor who played the character), he felt a strange tingle go through your body. Was he getting... aroused? When he realized that his nipples were hard and his pussy was wet he knew that – however absurd it was – this was true. He thought he might go mad at that moment. That was just... too much for him. Was he turning gay or something? No, this isn’t possible, he tried to convince himself. But then what was going on? He just didn't know the answer.

On the following night, Alex tried to stop watching that Drama, but this was impossible because the girls were really addicted to that story and they insisted that the feminized man watched it with them. To his distress, he continued to feel that weird excitement whenever Mr. Guo appeared on the screen, and kept having dreams about him. And it just got worse as the plot of the Drama progressed...