A K-pop Idol 55.1

A few days later, Alex and the girls went to the set where the Music Video of "Summer Love" would be filmed. The feminized man had been fearful since he had received the script of the video, earlier that week. As the leader of the group, he was expected to play the main role, and it was bad… Very bad. However, as had become usual, he simply had no choice.

Once they arrived, they were welcomed by the director of the MV. The man was about thirty years old, had an asymmetrical haircut, and wore large glasses. The girls had previously been informed that the guy was a much sought director, who had already worked with big names of K-Pop. Alex was the first to greet him, saying that the "Sweet Dolls" were very pleased with the opportunity to work with him. The man returned the greeting, and said he was very excited about that project too. Lastly, he said that Kim Hana and the other girls looked lovely.

Alex blushed with shame. As much as that kind of compliment was becoming commonplace, he still felt humiliated every time it happened. Even though he looked like a Korean girl from head to toe, deep down he was still a man, so he shouldn't be called lovely, pretty, cute, and so on. However, true to his character once again, he just reacted like the other girls, giggling with hands over mouth and thanking the man.

They were then taken to a dressing room, where a team was already waiting to help them to get ready. Along the way, Alex realized that a young man with a small camera was following them, filming everything. He concluded that those recordings would be used in the making off of the MV. Just great,he thought grumpy, although anyone who looked at him at that moment would only see a smiling beautiful girl. Alex had learned to hide his true feelings so well that it disturbed him a lot.

Knowing that he was being filmed, he continued to act as a perfect girly girl, chatting happily with his bandmates, and making cute gestures to the camera. When they approached one of the scenarios that would be used in the MV, Alex squealed along with the other girls, and even said: "Oh, everything looks sooo perfect! Look at that big teddy bear… I think I'll take it when filming is over!"

"Oh, I don't think you can do that" said Choi Hyun, playfully.

"Are you sure?" Alex said, pouting, and then the other girls laughed and hugged him. Oh, crap, Alex thought. He wasn't even needing to try so hard to act as a proper sweet K-Pop Idol. He was sure that this whole scene would appear just precious in the making off – He knew this kind of video very well, since he had spent so many hours watching K-Pop Idols at the time he dreamed of dating one of them. Instead, now he was one of them, and pretty soon it would be registered in a MV – A perpetual record of his feminization. Even if he managed go back to being the guy he had been before, could he get over this trauma? How would he feel watching, or even just thinking about this video? These were difficult questions to answer...