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Channel Update for June and July!

Hi everyone! First of all, most of you know your support here keeps us creating, so thank you so much!

We love reacting and creating content for you all and have been working very hard to share videos every day. It's very time consuming being a content creator!

Back in late February of this year, I had severe anemia and was very sick because of it. I've never experienced anemia that bad before and it was a struggle for me to get back to normal. I just had another 'episode' last week where I ended up back in the ER and now I need surgery at the end of this month. I'm giving you the very basic version of what's going on, but if you want to know more, I will provide that at the bottom of this message. I don't want to make people uncomfortable who don't want to know details... and I don't mind sharing either :)

Anywho, we will continue to work hard to provide as much of the same content to you over the next few weeks and soon things will be back on our normal schedule. This week I had to be realistic (since I'm a workaholic and am passionate about our channel) so I decided it was best to put our videos on pause this Monday-Friday (besides the new Loki show). We've only paused videos once before throughout our entire channel's existence, so you know how dedicated we are to providing content :) 

Our future still looks bright and we will always provide fun content for you as long as we keep getting support from our wonderful fans, so thank you for staying with us through these hard times! Only this week and maybe another down the road will be paused because of healing, but we'll see! At least one movie this weekend if not two as well.

Thanks for being our fans and for your on going support here!


Just to say in a short version here- 

Expect some delays in videos this week and maybe another, but we will be back on track very soon! We are hopeful and staying strong! We hope you all can stay with us during this difficult time, but we understand if you can't! Thanks everyone!



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DETAILS ABOUT STORM/DAWN'S HEALTH THAT MAY MAKE SOME UNCOMFORTABLE:

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Hi all! Many of you have been so caring and supportive about my health and I can't thank you enough! I never like to sound vague and me talking about anemia has opened up so many questions where fans want to help me in any way they can... and I'm so humbled by all of you reaching out!

So bottom line is, this is a uterus thing. Blah! I have huge fibroids/tumors in my uterus (which I found out about just over a year ago) which caused heavy periods every month for the last few years. I thought it was normal for me since I've always had them heavy, but they got significantly worse over the last 3 years. Finally, it was out of control where I couldn't leave my house for 2 days straight each month because nothing could control the bleeding, not even pads (graphic I know... but I could be way more specific, LOL). This past February I lost just over 4 pints of blood in less than 2 days. It was so scary and doctors argued that I should of had a blood transfusion... but my case is rare and most doctors didn't believe at first how much blood I lost and was still losing. I even took pictures to show them because it sounded exaggerated, but they didn't want to see them and constantly wheeled me to the bathroom to clean up (still without checking me!). They did blood tests to see my hemoglobin levels and one doctor finally told me if I truly lost that much blood, the hemoglobin results they had currently would be a false reading and I would need another blood test in 48 hours to see my true levels. My heart rate was 180 and calmed to 150 that day which puzzled the doctors and nurses because I was so calm.. but in hindsight, it's because I lost too much blood way too fast and my heart was struggling to keep up. Anywho, I was tested again a few days later and had severe anemia so they realized that I was not exaggerating that I lost a few pints of blood. Since then, I had a normal to heavy period every day for the last 3.5 months even on birth control. Hemoglobin levels take a long time to build back up... usually around 3 months for severe anemia... so I felt almost back to normal in May, and had a severe bleed again last week. This time, the ER understood and believed me on what was going on since they saw the proof... did another ultrasound amongst other things and my uterus is deformed and the size of a medium to almost large basketball. There is little to no lining left to shed so my arteries and veins are exposed and my uterus can't contract to stop any blood flow... so any stress or pressure put onto that area makes me bleed very heavy and sometimes severely. I'm on double birth control and have a blood thickener med to slow down the bleeding... which seems to be working the last few days!

So I need to have a abdominal hysterectomy at the end of this month. Doh! It's sad, but honestly, I'm at the point where I want some normalcy back in my life and don't want to be terrified of bleeding out. That's the worse feeling! I am so lucky to have you all and relieved I'm still able to create content. It's mentally freeing and I don't have to really move when I'm editing, LOL! Oh! And most women get fibroids, but they are usually harmless and stay tiny! I just want the attention apparently, LOL! 

Mentally I'm doing good and staying strong. The stir crazy thing is I can't work out or move much at all... so our channel is keeping me sane right now. I was able to go for a slow short walk today too which was hopeful!

Sorry for the rant and any misspelling. I typed this pretty fast and wanted to give you all an update ASAP.

Thanks for reading and love you all!


~Storm/Dawn :)


Comments

Get Well Dawn. You'll get through this. I Hope I'm Speaking for Everyone...We Love You 3000!!

Viper33

I don't check Patreon much these days, so I'm just now seeing this. I just wanted to express my support and throw some positive vibes your way. You will be in my thoughts :)

So sorry you have to go through this, get well and we'll be here waiting when you come back, take as much time as you need. Can't wait to see you guys react to the second half of AoS season 4!

Thank you all for your wonderful words and supporting us even more through this! I'm doing good so far! My surgery is on June 30th, so I'm trying my best to get as much done as possible so we can still provide our normal videos throughout the next couple months... some may be spread out, but we are hopeful most videos will still be on a normal schedule... give or take a couple weeks. I'm also thinking about trying to do more Behind the Scenes type videos after my surgery when I can't move for a while to keep my sanity, LOL! Thanks again everyone for being so kind and inspirational! You help me have a more positive outlook! xoxo

Storm Akima

Wow, so sorry you have to go through this, Dawn. We're all pulling for you, and hope the operation is a perfect success. I will miss your LOST and BCS reactions every week, and look forward to a time when they can continue after your complete recovery! All the best.

devoidzer0

Get well Dawn.

Mario

(TOM) Thank you all for your kind words. They really mean a lot to Dawn. She is doing good at the moment and still working hard to prepare for her surgery. I will help keep you all up to date with any new info. Thank you all for your kindness and support!! We love you all!

Storm Akima

Health comes first Storm don't feel any pressure!

Josie

I've been in and out of your channel for 3 years (depending on what you're watching). And during all that time I had no idea you had that condition. Hoping you'll get well soon.

Rafael Benedicto

Been with you guys for these last couple of years, wouldn't change it for anything, you've provided all of us wonderful videos and made us feel like a family! Without a shadow of doubt, focus on you, we're with you! Sending all the love and well wishes! :)

Anthony

I've been a fan of this channel for years and it'd helped me overcome my own personal issues, but hearing this scares me, and I wish and hope for Storm to have a good recovery, best of wishes to Storm, and her family as well.

George Bean

I love your reactions, but you need to take time and this is the most important! Take the time you need and we will be there when you come back :)

We all need to take breaks in life. Especially, when it involves one's own health. Take all the time you need Storm. We'll be waiting for when you're strong and healthy again. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Trevor Darnell

Take all the time you need to mentally and physically rest and heal. We will all be sending the most positive vibes your way.

msbookgal

Take all the time you need, because your health matters the most. I wish the best for you.

Alpha Leader

Blimey O'Reilly, that's a predicament and a half! Can't even begin to fathom what you're going through. That all I can offer is my most earnest well-wishes seems woefully inadequate. Nevertheless, kia kaha/stay strong, take the time you need to get well and aroha/love to you and your family!!!

Starromania72

Your health is the most important thing. Take all the time you need to get well and recover. Sorry to hear you've been going through it all this time. Get well soon! Sending lots of love from Canadia!

zammmerjammer

LOVE YOU!!!

Take your time to get yourself healthy... I know you love the channel, the community and getting to spend time watching great shows and movies with the family, but in comparison to your health, and overall life, that's what's important and needs to come first. I'm glad you're taking that stance, despite that I'm sure it's hard to stop doing something you love, even if for just a brief amount of time. It would completely blow my mind if even just one person in this community who loves your videos couldn't understand that, but luckily we have a really understanding and empathic community here to support you. Please don't feel the need to rush back if you're not ready, we'll all still be here! ๐Ÿ˜Š

Hope all goes well and youโ€™re feeling a lot better soon Dawn, rest up x

Losing that much blood must be so scary. I had a septoplasty a few years ago to straighten out my deviated septum since I could only really breathe out, but not in through one nostrils for my teens and most of my 20s. Getting it done sure makes exercise and sleeping easier now. About an hr after I got home I started vomiting and continued to nearly every hr for about 8 hrs which also caused my nose to hurt and bleed a lot from being drenched in vomit with it with the new stitches. It was my first time being under general anesthesia so I assume it had something to do with that. I couldn't believe how much blood, water, and snot was coming out of me, but I'm sure it was nothing compared to what you're going through. Stay strong and be careful. Hears to your future improved health. We love watching you guys here.

YodatheHobbit

Holy crap you're going through a lot. Hats off to you for handling it so well! Best wishes for your recovery.

Michael Skyum Andersen

Take care of yourself Storm! Do everything necessary to get back into good health. If that includes taking a break from reactions then please do so.

Future_Boy85

focus on getting better storm we understand

Katie Bjordahl

Take care of yourself. Donโ€™t worry about us. I went trough the same thing a few years back. Not quite as severe but pretty bad.

Vicky N

Storm, sorry to hear about that. Your health is most important and it's good that the channel allows you an escape when you can't do much. Surgery is not fun but at least you'll be better afterwards. Don't feel like you have to do more than you can because the patreons will still be supportive here.

Justin S.

OMG and here I`ve been walking around starvning for the clone wars episod since i just graduated and have been free all day ahahahahahaha. But obviously you need and deserve some rest...... Much love from me.

Brandon Jensen - May the force be with you

Dawn, I am so sorry you are dealing with that. Shameful that the doctors would not listen to you, but I am glad you advocated for yourself and they are taking it seriously now. Iโ€™m glad you are staying strong, and finding ways to remain sane. Sending you positive thoughts for a full and quick recovery. Wishing you the best!

rhaegar

Take the time off you need to feel better, rest, and heal. ๐Ÿ™

Brandon N.

Well, with all that, I say you should take a break until you get back to 100%. We can wait!

Matthew Richson

I'm so sorry to hear all that you're going through! Don't worry about the reactions, like everyone is saying; your health is more important. I'll be here supporting you no matter how much content you upload. I hope you feel safe and back to normal soon. Sending love from Ireland! โ˜˜โ˜บ

Oh, wow. I really appreciate the explanation because I didnโ€™t understand just how severe it was. We all wish you good health and a safe recovery!

Please take more time than you need. We have more than enough content to keep us busy. Take care of yourself and get better :)

jf_lametta

Wishing you well. You are the best in the business of reacting! Hope everything goes smoothly from here on out!

Lemuel Daher

Oh no.. I hope it all goes well your surgery, it sounds stressful.. Take as much time off as needed. Your health first!!! We all Iโ€™m sure understand. Time off, rest!! And speedy recovery!! ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿคž๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

Daryl

Dawn, thank you so much for sharing. It sounds like you've been through the ringer, not just medically but emotionally as well. Please take all the time you need to get through this. What you and your family have given us over the years has been a source of comfort for many. Showing a little patience is the least we fans can do in return.

WastedPo

No worries. Take all the time you need. Your health should always come first. I hope you feel better and relax during this break. Well be right here waiting for you. Get well soon!๐Ÿ™

Ethan Turner

Dawn seriously drop everything to do with reactions for now ( even the loki show) your health is more important and us fans will be here for you.

Christopher simeon

I'm so sorry to hear that, hope you have a speedy recovery! Your health comes first though, so please take your time!

Denashi

I hope things get better for you soon!

Luis Garcia

We love you Dawn! โค๏ธ It sounds like a complete nightmare, but you'll get through this just fine. Don't worry about us, we'll still be here when you're feeling well enough again.

Woaaa... I hate it when the hospital doesnt take your problem serious. Im happy they do now. Im so sorry you have to go through this and i by hope that with the operation you're able to have a "normal" life again. I will continue to support you and your ur family through this channel and i hope everything goes well. Dont worry about not being able to post as much or in time, i wouldnt even mind if you didnt post anything at all. Your (and your family's) health is more important. I hope time goes fast for you coming month(s) so you're able to feel "normal" and continue to enjoy doing the work you loveโค๏ธ. Lots of love from me๐Ÿ’ž๐ŸŒน!

AyaaChann

Health first Dawn! We all wish you a speedy recovery!!

Daniel R

Hope you get all the care you need Dawn and get well soon! โค๏ธ Unfortunately it happens too often where doctors donโ€™t believe their patients when they tell them something. Anyway glad to see youโ€™re getting it sorted out now. Thank you for your openness! even though you donโ€™t need to be you are always so caring to make sure your fans are informed on these things. Thanks for all the great videos and look forward to seeing Loki ๐Ÿ˜Š

No worries, take all the time needed. Health comes first!

Tyler

So sorry for everything your going through Dawn I am praying and hoping for everything to go ok, your health and life is what is the most important definitely before us. Take as much time you need you do so much we love you all and hope things will get better. ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’›

Mario Lopez

Take your time!! sending prayers your way!! hope you get better soon!!

Kenzie8814

Take all the time you need to yourself! Please donโ€™t over work especially now before the surgery! Sending you and your family all the best wishes! Good luck!! Stay strong, you got this!! โ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿฅบ

Ren


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