I wish I could explain how traumatizing these last few days have been. To go from having pride plans and excitement over all the cosplays I had prepared to simply being frozen in fear because of what’s happening in the US. Screaming, crying, throwing up doesn’t even cover it. I have been so worried for my friends and the people I care for who live there and about the future implications. I feel so very small and powerless and the worst is that I have to keep creating to keep myself sane. As much as I want to run, hide, and disappear, it’s simply isn’t fair. I took the time to put myself together and educate myself as much I as could to help but every moment online was nothing but horrifying. And creators have to keep creators just to stay relevant even in times like this. I love what I do and so I keep doing it as best as I can.
So I did this little shoot to vent how I felt, and in all irony it made me feel better. Though I did ruin my favourite brown contacts lmao. I got the chance to work with my new camera -finally- and it’ll take a little moment to adjust but I already like the results of this first shoot.
ebrand
2022-06-30 14:35:55 +0000 UTC