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Half Sisters - Delay + Pinups

Hey everyone,

First, I'm so sorry for leaving you all in the lurch yesterday for a new Half Sisters. Last week, life decided to throw a wrench in the works with a family emergency (everyone's fine now, thank goodness!), and it just completely derailed my writing schedule.

Sorry for not giving you all a heads up sooner. Things were a bit of a mess for a minute.

But here are two Nikki pinups. She's trying on her old 'date attire' before needing to go to the salon for her makeover! 😂

Anyway, I'm channeling all my energy into getting the new episode out to you as quickly as I can. And I'm still going to do my very best to keep the rest of the schedule on track.

Also, I just want to say, you all are absolutely amazing. Your support and enthusiasm for these stories is what keeps me going, and I can't even begin to tell you how much it means to me.

Half Sisters - Delay + Pinups Half Sisters - Delay + Pinups

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Hehe Nolwenn I’m a sucker for a good shirt-dress! 👕 👗 but on Nikki I’m envisioning more or the “it’s the morning after and I’m provocatively going to wear his shirt from last night to make breakfast” kind of vibe 😈

Sara Dune Tone

Thank you, Robert. You're really sweet. I am okay, just tired - trying to rest up! Yeah, this is definitely before Sandy and Jill re-encounter Nikki. Of course, seeing either of them again might be quite traumatic. They're a possible look into her scary future!

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Maggie! This is true... but I love my patrons and want to get the stories out to you all, as well!

Emory Ahlberg

😂 the "fun" ones are down the hall! hehe

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Ella! Yeah, these pinups were a really fun exercise - at least fun for me, maybe not for Nikki 😉

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, DJ! 💕 She does... But will she ever let herself have it?

Emory Ahlberg

Not really it's more experience. My little sister is stylist and when i was younger i had this cool Waikiki T-shirt to sleep but i never really wore it because my sister took it as a top to go in the bar or nightclub. I also saw her regularly with new skirt, robe or small top or sleeveless dress even though it was just one of my shirts or a tshirt she simply drop in my wardrobe and adjusts the way to wear it. ( and it stayed the same shirt). Just simply wearing normally a shirt result different on woman. and in france countryside, it's common to see young women with tomboy dress style sometime.

Nolwenn

These 2 pinups are amazing and do certainly leave a lot to the imagination

Gemma

Thank you, Gemma! Unfortunately, I can only fit so many scenes into the comic while keeping the story moving, so hopefully these pinups could help you imagine such a scene. 😊

Emory Ahlberg

Good points Diana , well made. It will be interesting to see how these issues are dealt with and how things unfold. Certainly Emory has us all on ‘pins and neddles’ and never fails to deliver.

Gemma

Add Jill into the scenario and it all becomes *interesting.*

Robertlouis

Just glad that the emergency has been satisfactorily resolved, Emory. And family comes first, every time. Hope you’re ok too, because these things take a personal toll. Nikki looks angry and defensive in the first picture and apprehensive in the second, almost as if she knows that this time she’s fighting a battle she can’t win. The forces ranged against her are just too overwhelming. However, I’m presuming that all this predates both Jill’s and Sandy’s arrival on the scene - and the first meeting between those two should be quite something - and their influence could change Nikki’s attitude considerably. Whatever it may be, it will certainly be interesting.

Robertlouis

You're very welcome 💞

Joe 13 Foxtrot

Gemma, thank you for the response. I have read it, and Emory is an artist no doubt. I am not trying to argue it, simply sharing my thoughts as I read it. It is one thing to be conditioned, shaped, and molded into something. It is quite another to discover and unconditionally embrace one's own autonomy in that thing you have been shaped into and in so doing find or create your own person, unique and distinct from the original mold. Sandy seems to pull this off flawlessly within a very short period after being allowed by Mrs. Ferris to become her own person. I would think that would take a lot of trial and error and/or a lot of counseling and personal coaching. Something that might have seemed dry and time consuming to cover in any detail, but perhaps covered in a future back story summary? And even if I failed to appreciate how thorough and affective Mrs. Ferris was, it does not explain why Nikki seems to regress so dramatically once back in Texas. Yet her physical transformation seems pretty complete. She is less convincing dressed as a male than as a female. Even her own ex girlfriend did not recognize her until she saw a birth mark after taking her shirt off. You would think her own Mom and Dad would recognize that. Especially living in Texas, that since stepping off the plane in the red tights, sports bra and heals, that she was far safer presenting female in public than male. Plus there is something to be said for hiding in plain sight. She is more prone to be recognized wearing her old oversized male clothing in public than dressing female. I get that she may not be anywhere ready emotionally to accept her reality, but her body, at least as it is drawn in the panels, creates a reality for Nikki that can't realistically be ignored. Especially in a place where gender fluidity has little tolerance. Then there is all the pressure of the cloths shopping. I agree that it is a great vehicle for illustrating the mental and emotional transformation. They were some amazing scenes a few episodes ago in the mall. But Hutchinson is such a control freak, I am surprised he did not provide at least a starter wardrobe for Nikki to ensure she was always looking her best and how he expects her to look. Also to avoid any fashion crimes a young male might make shopping for women's clothing and which might blow Nikki's cover and sink her as the star QB's "IT GIRL". I am also curious how Nikki's parents are going to explain Nick being missing and them being seen out in public with Nikki. It sounds like they are in a small college town where everyone knows each other. People know them having a son and no daughter. They can say Nick is off getting medical care or transferred to another school. But who is Nikki? Same last name. Is she a niece who is to be a new coed at the college? Do her "aunt and uncle" show up for "parents weekend in the fall? Perhaps this is the one of the down sides to the delays between episodes, too much time to over think instead of just sitting back and enjoying the story as it unfolds. Like I said, I am sure Emory has some great plot development and twists and turns ahead for us. I am on pins and needles waiting!

Diana O'Neil

Joe, that is really, really sweet. Thank you so much. I can't wait to bring you another episode. 💕

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Sara!!! You're right! And Zach will look quite good in them. Even Nikki might have to agree. Nolwenn, sounds like you could give some great fashion advice! LOL

Emory Ahlberg

Some light might be shed on Sandy’s accelerated adaption by reading more about her back story on ‘Maid for Life.’ This covers how over two years she was under the tutelage of Mrs Ferris as her maid as she was being feminised.

Gemma

Now that you bring up Sandy and Nikki. I have been a little surprised at something I noticed. Sandy has been transitioning faster than Nikki. Yet Sandy has had no real instruction or guidance and seems to have adopted and is projecting a fully female persona that is fashion conscious. Nikki who went through months at Second Dawn was receiving training in walking in heals and make-up, etc..., and who we were introduced to walking off a private jet in red tights and matching sports bra and heals, is struggling with the whole fashion, heals, and make-up thing like she has never done these things before. And I get that she does not want this transition, is still fighting it, and still harbors hopes of returning to her old self. But it just seems like those struggles with traditionally female things are a bit exaggerated given how much training New Dawn likely put her through. Even if it is just at a Pavlovian level of preconditioning. That is not to say that there is a huge difference in having some reluctant fundamental skills and actually learning to embrace and enjoy them. And how does Scott go from being forced to become Sofia, to fully embracing being and blooming as Sandy without the least bit mental health counseling or formal training to master voice, walk, mannerisms, hair, nails, fashion, etc... Just because you all of a sudden have the money to buy Gucci does not mean you wind up looking Gucci. Sandy has been through a lot. And even though she had nothing to hold on to or worry about losing, does not mean it is still not a lot to process and sort out while finding your true north. But perhaps that is all back story we get at some later time? I am excited to see how Sandy teams up with Lauren and company to help bring Nikki around to embracing who new reality. And to see how Jill might be a part of this as well.

Diana O'Neil

I agree with Gemma, family first, glad you're okay now! These pinups are excellent as always, on the left in the pose “Nikki fighting” on the right Nikki with a hint of nostalgia “Nick's men's shirt”? Emory sexy pout is her domain 😘💋 and maybe Sandy also🤔?

Wojtek

Her expression in the pic with the shirt is very emotional - she looks like she's about to cry at the realization that her efforts to stay Nick are failing, that she is finally realizing that she can't go back, but she's also frightened of who she is now and where her life will take her. Uncertainty, fear, grief at what she lost - it's all very well captured in that expression. Her pose and posture are likewise in between - trying to stand strong, but the feminine hand on her hip is undeniably feminine, and her uncertainty is subconsciously preventing her from standing tall and masculine. Shirt with no bra - another attempt to be masculine, but her curves and prominent nipples betrayed that completely. And such a nice touch of the trophies BEHIND her - another symbol of the life that's now behind her. Extraordinarily well portrayed.

Elrod W

Yay! Me too. And possibly even Jill as well at some point based on the last Jack & Jill!

Diana O'Neil

Well-said as always, Elrod. I like to think Nikki's struggle between who she is, and who she wishes she were, is relatable for a lot of people - even if for many she's actually in an enviable position.

Emory Ahlberg

Hmm guilt, always lurking in the shadows when we are feeling most vulnerable.

Gemma

Thank you, Diana! 💕Yes, we may end up going in that direction. I'm really looking forward to having Sandy and Nikki back in the same scene!

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Gemma! If pouting were an Olympic sport, Nikki would be a gold medalist lol

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you so much, Tim! 💖 Me too.

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Bos! Nice room! Wish my bedroom was as large.

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you! Yes, I was to make it as good as possible. 😊

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Monica! Where Nikki is concerned, she can be equally offended by it all! 😂

Emory Ahlberg

Back at ya! 💖💖💖

Emory Ahlberg

💖 excellent advice as always, Hel

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, I'll try!

Emory Ahlberg

Some intergalactic smarts say "Time not important, only life important" so you and your family health are always first.

Maggie Heels

💕 and yet we still feel guilty!

Emory Ahlberg

I tried to complain to the manager, but he threatened to sex change me, and not in the fun way.

Thomas Tolliver

Love this! The contrast of the transformation stands out even more!

Ella Cherry

Glad the family's fine. Emergencies can be so scary when we're going thru them. Also can't wait for Nikki to embrace her new life. I can't wait to see her smile with her new man and be happy. She deserves happiness at this point.

DJ

Huh that was not what I was expecting

Jade Diaz

Happy to everyone is okay. Also want to say thank you for being you and doing the work you do. Your stories give me something to look forward when not much else does. For that brief period I'm reading the rest of the world falls away. ❤️😘

Joe 13 Foxtrot

Actually with some adjustement, the shirt may be transform into a sexy dress😉

Nolwenn

Oh Emory, I just love some of the subtle elements that you capture in your beautiful artistry. Just now noticed and appreciated more fully how Nikki’s (unconsciously) is striking a very feminine stance and pose as one of her red nailed polished hands rests on her hip as she stares at herself in the mirror.

Gemma

Glad to hear the emergency is resolved! Can’t wait for the new story, thanks for the update and the pinups! Silly Nikki, those are the clothes her dates will wear from now…

Sara Dune Tone

So sorry to hear this and so very glad all is well now. No worries about the delay. Quite understandable under the circumstances. The delay will only add to the suspense that will make the debut all the sweater. A longer double issue with some extras would be something to savor over Thanksgiving weekend.

Diana O'Neil

It would also have been interesting to see Nikki’s attempts to try on her old trousers with her old shirt. It certainly would further enhance her sense of despair as she discovers and sees how loose they are around her waist and how ever so tight and stretched they are now across her backside.

Gemma

As usual, Nikki is so wonderfully expressed as a young lady who's terribly unsure of herself, caught between what was and what might be, and very worried whether she can make it to what might be. Even with that worry so evident on her otherwise gorgeous face, she's still a charming young lady. I particularly like the one with the shirt - it suggests a person torn in who she is, and making a brave, hesitant, and ultimately futile effort to reclaim her masculinity, and her expression suggests that she knows her efforts have failed.

Elrod W

No worries Emory. So pleased and glad to hear you and your family are well and life is more settled. Family and loved ones always come first. The latest pinup pictures of Nikki are amazing. She is so beautiful and looks so cute, even though (and maybe because of) how she even looks so pretty with that pout and look of puzzlement and concern on her face. I particularly love the second image when she tries putting on her old dating attire. It really seems to have driven home to her the reality that to that even in male clothing she just looks like a very cute girl trying on her much bigger boyfriend’s shirt and tie.

Gemma

No worries, Emory We are all just thankful that the emergency has passed. You are much loved 💕

Tim

Your loved ones always come first, believe you me, we'll be here patiently waiting. Love you, muse Emory and I'm glad to hear everything is okay. Anyway, I hope this picture of Summer Chastity Crowe's bedroom at Eldermount Ranch will cheer you up. https://i.pinimg.com/1200x/87/d7/9d/87d79d4b67597092cfa00c0237ce11cf.jpg

Female-Bosmer-Always

Aww, good everyone is fine. Don't hurry it, make sure it's like you want it to be.

mm_saku

Love these, love you. I can’t tell if Nikki’s more offended by what she sees in the mirror or that she’s got an audience!

Monica Millions

Much love <3333

Jade Diaz

Absolutely. Please take care of you and your family first.

Helena Grace

It's happen, don't worry.

Nolwenn

<3 Taking care of yourself — and your family! — is always the most important thing.

Alyson Greaves


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