what happened to me
Added 2021-08-19 03:16:18 +0000 UTC
The translation may be wrong, but you should get it .....
翻译可能有错误，但是你们应该会明白……
Also I made a weird CockTF thing
另外我做了个CockTF的怪东西
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ZRtGjCUUc8taOy8qTGWZC1tApOYnRo4C/view?usp=sharing
Comments
Strange, I had all of these issues, then submitted a DNA test to find I had Coeliac disease. So I had to eliminate all gluten from my diet. My sister had various symptoms you describe, but also a vitamin B deficiency. I don't know what to say, other than, don't give up. You will find via trial and error what works and doesn't work for your body. Take care of yourself and never let anxiety best you. <3
dieseldragons
2022-05-02 12:35:18 +0000 UTCDont pressure yourself too much. Take breaks often, so you don't overburn from work. Your health is higher priority than developing games ^^
Afonsofsy
2021-10-26 12:37:02 +0000 UTCI like all your works) And I so interesting in this game too. Is continue will be?
Konstantin
2021-10-12 19:57:11 +0000 UTCOld- but I read it now. Exact same thing happen to me ~5 years ago. Went through same 1-year long hospital visits. Got exact same results, doctors shrugging, saying 'It is IBS, manage your stress and take probiotics'.... sympathy from me. Stay strong <3
Soren
2021-10-11 13:11:08 +0000 UTCWe will always support you! Your health matters most above all else. We will wait loyally until you are ready to return, and support you until that point. Please, take your time. Stay safe. Stay healthy. We all love you!
CyanCelestial
2021-08-29 20:12:14 +0000 UTCwe hope u gonna be ok and dont worry with the updates we can wait
Emanuel Animando!
2021-08-26 02:20:34 +0000 UTC*hugs* Don't worry about the updates. We'll be fine.
Alicrow
2021-08-25 16:38:01 +0000 UTCI'm here to support you and help the game development go more smoothly I'm not here for the game to release on a set date so don't worry about the need to update often from what I just read you really REALLY need to take a break and hopefully lower your anxiety before this hurts you more than it helps I'm here for the ride so lets make it a good one all we can do is support you and hope we can get off this dirt road and back onto the paved smooth path.
Aqua Wav
2021-08-23 19:19:43 +0000 UTChope everything gets better i dont text much but i do hope everything gets better for you and everything gets well
Floodedolive1
2021-08-20 21:54:49 +0000 UTCI'd like to join the crowd in wishing you well. Its hard, dealing with the condemnations of others, and the voice in your head telling you you need to do more. Therapy may very well help, and I hope things can get better for you. Even if you don't update Changed and such as often, that's alright, your health is more important. Work when it makes you happy, when you can handle it, not so much that it hurts you
Alchemical Scientist
2021-08-20 17:03:19 +0000 UTCI know I'm just another comment on the wall and a stranger from a different place. But I want you to know I care about your well-being and it's clear I'm not the only one who does. There's a great community here, so very supportive of you. I'm happy to be a part of it.
ELIT3_MERCENARY
2021-08-20 13:35:38 +0000 UTCPlease take your time! You don't have a whole fanbase because we want to see you run yourself into the ground!
Sean McCallister
2021-08-20 09:55:06 +0000 UTCSorry to hear all this it is best to relax and take it easy. it is important you do rest for your health as always take care!
Thorne Borg
2021-08-20 06:30:00 +0000 UTCI hope you will be well soon. Take as much time as you need! We are all rooting for you and everybody wants you to feel as good as you can! Lots of love. <3 <3
Renny Rabbit
2021-08-20 02:42:39 +0000 UTCTake your time, glad to know that are getting better.
HunterX
2021-08-20 02:05:48 +0000 UTCYou draw CTF much more differently compared to most people: Yours only draw only the head intact with the rest of the victim's body being transformed, everyone else who draw CTF usually draw the entire body transforming.
GreenHammerBro
2021-08-20 01:07:04 +0000 UTCJust take it easy lad, take your time, idrc, i'm gonna support you either way because you're a wonderful person who created one of my favorite games. Hang in there lad.
Hugs
2021-08-20 00:52:01 +0000 UTCI'm here to support *you*, not to get the game done within whatever length of time! Take a break, take it slow, and take care of yourself! <3
RETheUgly
2021-08-19 23:48:11 +0000 UTCI think we all want you to take your time to relax and let go of the excess stress plaguing you! Sometimes pushing yourself will only harm you and prevent you from doing what love and I want you to enjoy working on things, not living with the fear of disappointing us! Please don't feel like there is a sort of sword of Damocles over your head about taking things slow and helping yourself!
Nezche
2021-08-19 22:19:26 +0000 UTCTake your time and cure yourself. Personally, I will not stop my pledge just because you're sick :)
kuroson
2021-08-19 21:17:17 +0000 UTCI hope you get better, take like a year off to relax
Komrade Heavy
2021-08-19 19:37:19 +0000 UTCDon't “crunch” yourself (in case you didn't know what “crunch” is, it is when game developers are forced to work long hours to quickly finish the game before the deadline). Most game development takes years to finish, and in some cases, even simple ones. You are an indie developer, so nobody is forcing you to finish it quickly. Every other day or week take rests. I've watched a lot of jim sterling videos and one of the major problems with that, is on top of exploitive business practices to the customers (microtransactions, loot boxes, etc.), it does not look so good to the employees' experience as well. Employees have even experienced burn outs, and don't even get me started what happened at Activison Blizzard recently.
GreenHammerBro
2021-08-19 19:33:53 +0000 UTCI hope you get well, you deserve a vacation
Alexander Barrett
2021-08-19 19:23:50 +0000 UTCthe most important thing in life should be your own wellbeing so please take the time you need and dont push yourself too much.
Phantom_76
2021-08-19 18:49:51 +0000 UTCI'd hug you if I could, sounds like you have been through more than your fair share. You have a great game, and you are a great game maker. But take a break if you need it. Nobody wants to see you kill yourself from stress over this game. I don't think anyone here would disagree.
Terra Blade
2021-08-19 16:45:30 +0000 UTCTry mediation, it has helped me before.
byte5115
2021-08-19 15:32:09 +0000 UTCGet better, I’m glad you are taking steps to make yourself feel better
MetalImposter
2021-08-19 14:05:50 +0000 UTCToxicity from Twitter?! Neverrrrr! xD But yeah, idunno, get some weed, relax. Learning to not be a 'Chronic workaholic' is healthy. Like for me and what I do, I know I can work hard at what I do - for instance. But I know I can also give myself leeway to be lazy other days. Life is about Pleasures and Poisons. Stress is a poison, but Eustress is a Pleasure in contrast.
Neco the Sergal
2021-08-19 13:55:03 +0000 UTCGood luck, take care of yourself and of your health, that's the most important. We can wait, your health can't, so take all the time you need ^^ Don't forget, you have a lot of supporters and many people care for you ^^
wolf29f
2021-08-19 13:28:50 +0000 UTCYour Own Health Comes First Before Anything, Better To Be Healthy Then To Be Sick
FunkyPenguin
2021-08-19 13:23:44 +0000 UTC這時候該向你家的旺財學習w (<-一半是開玩笑) 不過說真的~焦慮問題已經困擾了獸大一年呢~遊戲的更新我們可以等但獸大的可不建議繼續放任下去喵(=｀ω´=)
ObuRibion
2021-08-19 08:40:33 +0000 UTCI'm glad you're finally resting, updating every day wasn't sustainable and at least now you have doctor's orders to slow down! People here support you even if you don't update every day, we'd rather you calmed down and could enjoy things than to destroy your health updating a video game!
Askareth
2021-08-19 08:23:40 +0000 UTCDo not forget: We all support you and we can wait. Your health cannot wait, you only get one chance to do that right.
Shiny Umbreon
2021-08-19 08:22:38 +0000 UTCAs many other people have said here, your health is far more important than the development of the game, but at the same time... I can understand your line of thinking when comes to trying to push through on your own. Heck, I've been there myself. Now, I'm no doctor, but at one point in my life, I was studying to be a therapist to help other people overcome anxiety like this because... well, you're not alone. I personally suffer from horrible panic attacks the cause me to black out in public if/when the got that bad. I'd feel sick for days, food would start to taste different due the build of acid in my stomach coming back up from my throat and lingering in my mouth, and all that fed into a cycle of trying to "fix" everything on my own. If there's one thing I can say here, it's that the best thing you can do is reach out to people you trust and just vent it out. Then, just be yourself. The simple act of talking about something your passionate about with someone else can really be helpful in stepping away from the stress of day to day life. Also, while I can't say if it'll work for everyone, but have a therapist to speak with weekly or bi-weekly can be such a boon from personal experience. I'd say that's a good step forward. Finally, all I can say is... maybe consider taking a short break from the Internet if that's part of what's triggering your anxiety? Perhaps a week at home or visiting loved ones, doing things you want to do rather than doing what as opposed to what you feel you need to do. Personal art, writing, hiking, things you enjoy and what not. I realize that's not something that can be done easily though, so maybe consider using the time to catch up a show you like or something could help fill that void. Oh, and while this might sound like a weird one, but having a pet really does help with anxiety. A small dog or cat can a very positive source in your life and give you a feeling of connectedness without the fear of judgement or rejection. Sorry about the long windedness of this, I'm just a wordy windbag! In the end, I know it sound like a daunting task, but self care is important. So I guess the TL;DR of all this is: take some time to do what makes you happy and everything else will fall into place slowly after.
Kat Rosewater
2021-08-19 07:41:43 +0000 UTCPlease.. Try to relax! We all love you and want you to relax! Take your time, we have no issue waiting!~
K&T
2021-08-19 07:40:04 +0000 UTCYour health is way more important than the game. take your time, we can wait.
Dzib
2021-08-19 07:38:00 +0000 UTCWe love you and want you to be happy while you work, not be sick and be a slave to your work. The good thing about Patreon is that you can take your own pace and still receive support. Take the pace that works for you!
MattoCat
2021-08-19 06:55:52 +0000 UTCAli: I think that you have a negative energy in your stomach, physical or spiritually. This thing can Causing you pain no doctor can do it, Do you need specialist To do. This when a person can talk or in mind bad or negative thing to that target person. If you feel bad with no reason, the person may cause it.
Ali
2021-08-19 06:37:05 +0000 UTCMyself and everyone else could agree that you need to put your health first and foremost, we care about you more than the game itself, it can wait, it's a project, you on the other hand cannot be replaced and you are important to us, please as e take care of yourself
RichardDaWolfy
2021-08-19 05:54:52 +0000 UTCEverything is alright, take your time, and don't listen to haters, hope you're gonna get better ASAP
Shap04ka
2021-08-19 05:40:22 +0000 UTCHealth comes first, take what breaks you need to keep yourself healthy, an update every day isn't always possible and you shouldn't stress yourself by trying, rest now and when you're ready to get back to work don't forget to take time to rest then too!
Nitewulfe
2021-08-19 05:35:34 +0000 UTCThank you for letting us know. Please take the time that you need in order to nurture your own physical health, as that is of the utmost importance! In the future, you should absolutely take the pace at which you update your Patreon to be slower than it has been at the past. I don't think most of the people who subscribe to you expect you to endure such a pace of updates! I know I certainly don't. As it has been for the longest time, you have my, and many others', unconditional support. Please take care of yourself and thank you for letting everybody know. There will always be those who disagree with you, so please try your best to keep your mental state where you would like it! I wish you the best of luck in your financial situation. This is a tangent, but I do hope eventually that I get to meet you at a convention if you continue to patronize those events. I may be a 中国人 myself, but I cannot speak nor write the language... nevertheless, I hope to meet you at an event one day! Here's hoping. Thank you, and, as always, I wish you the best of health!
2b3b
2021-08-19 05:21:22 +0000 UTCFriend, prioritize your health over everything else, and don't hesitate to take the help you need for it. You've been trough a lot lately, so its a must to take a break and reflect on your health, despite everything that happend, you still posted updates, thats more than enough for us, so don't push yourself, or you'll end up like Eiichiro Oda, created a masterpiece of an anime, but only sleeps 3hrs a day. You've earned the right to take a break as long as you need, so don't worry about your fanbase, everything is fine from us. Also, honestlyTtwitter is the garbage bin of the internet for a lot of people, a lot of people go to Twitter just to start fights, talk bad about people, etc.., discussions, political debates, racism, sexism, etc etc, all that merges into twitter. Not all of Twitter users are like that, but more than half of its community is toxic, so id recommend making your account private, and only allow people who request it to see your posts / message you.
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2021-08-19 05:18:50 +0000 UTCYou are cared for. It's important to take time for yourself. Wishing you peace. 🖤
Yeshkaa
2021-08-19 05:16:02 +0000 UTC大大已经是我知道的独立游戏制作人里更新频率最快的了，不需要为游戏更新焦虑，放心大胆地去休息吧。可不要把兴趣变成负担啊。:D
fc0063
2021-08-19 04:17:30 +0000 UTCMy god dude. I've been there. Things were getting bad when this pandemic first hit. I even went to see a doctor about it myself because I was having bad gastrointestinal reflux. Just know you have people here who care about you! Don't listen to those who want to talk shit about you, or the community you're a part of. There are a lot of folks out there who are not capable of understanding why certain people do certain things. This form of hate has no place in society. *Hugs!*.
þruma dreki
2021-08-19 04:15:35 +0000 UTCMany studies have shown that mainstream social media has a negative affect on your average person. Perhaps you should consider finding smaller, more positive communities to be a part of, instead of Twitter.
Grey
2021-08-19 04:08:59 +0000 UTC大大加油QQ ~希望大大能好起來~ 是很想繼續贊助0.0 無條件贊助那種 ~ 暫時放鬆 慢慢來吧~ 大大比遊戲還更重要 ~ 😊
空幻
2021-08-19 04:07:30 +0000 UTCThere's absolutely no reservation in my mind reading this - you still have my full-fledged support throughout however long this will take! My expectations are irrelevant compared to my well wishes for you to recover, and you should absolutely prioritize your health. You brought a lot of people together, and despite it all you still fought to please us. But now you have a much more important responsibility: to take care of yourself. Don't let this all be for nothing, you have endured so much more pain and worry than you should have. You have absolutely more than earned this break, throughout your hard work and dedication this past year, ignoring your health to push this project further and further to completion, you have remained vigilant and resourceful for us. And now it's time for you to treat yourself to a happier, healthier lifestyle. DragonSnow, thank you so much for all of your hard work. You take as many days, or weeks, or months you need to recover. I'm honored to be able to support someone as hardworking as yourself, you've absolutely earned my support, and will continue to have it for as long as you have this Patreon open. I know we aren't really friends, but your well-being is important to me. You are awesome.
JNY4
2021-08-19 04:05:03 +0000 UTCkeep us informed, have a nice vacation :P
TrueEevee
2021-08-19 03:45:53 +0000 UTCgotta do what ya gotta do
TrueEevee
2021-08-19 03:45:21 +0000 UTCStress and anxiety can do a lot of harm to your body, and it was only a matter of time before you caved. Take all the time you need to recover. Your own health is more important than getting the game done. Focus on your well-being first and foremost, alright? You can't do your best if you're not feeling at your best.
Umbra Renard
2021-08-19 03:40:52 +0000 UTCits good to hear that your actually starting to feel better hopefully
MechlordEmporer
2021-08-19 03:30:56 +0000 UTCTake time, heal, we'll be here when you get back
Alex
2021-08-19 03:29:52 +0000 UTCIts ok your health is more important
Aziz_nightwalker
2021-08-19 03:26:11 +0000 UTC大大一定要先注意身体呀……确实该好好休息会儿啦
lostmet
2021-08-19 03:23:32 +0000 UTCTake a break if you need your health need to come first ❤️
JAgaiMOSANG
2021-08-19 03:23:26 +0000 UTCJust take you time to relax health is way more importen then a game hope you get better as soon as possible.
Vulpes Designs
2021-08-19 03:22:50 +0000 UTCHey man it's alright You already do all you can and your efforts are appreciated, you're one of the best developers out there, take all the time you need there's no rush,
Tur0
2021-08-19 03:21:29 +0000 UTCSometimes a well deserved break is earned and you definitely earned it
Hayden
2021-08-19 03:21:02 +0000 UTCYour health is more important than a game take a break if need be and you are you I am me.
Flandre Eevee
2021-08-19 03:19:40 +0000 UTC抱抱
南宫逸枫
2021-08-19 03:19:19 +0000 UTC
