[ POV Change ]
What is the universe?
Maybe it is an unimaginably harsh and colossal space of death..... impossible to survive in with just the naked body, save a few seconds.
Maybe we are all just wandering aimlessly...
within the confines of death.
Sadness is felt when we wonder why we live in ..... this state.
What is the meaning of existence?
Where are we all headed?
What is the meaning of life?
Human
You
Me
Do we all exist just to exist?
Or
Is there some meaning to our existence?
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[ Viridian Forest - Unknown Bunker ]
The Basement.
A place where no one's voice can reach and not a speck of sunlight enters.
In a dimly lit room, a malnourished woman's cries drowned out the static of the old television.
( ~ Aghhhhhh ~ )
Blood decorated the floor in red as the malnourished woman gave birth.
( ~ Aghhh ~ )
( ~ Agh ~ )
( ~ Groan ~ )
Amid the fear and madness, a girl was born.
The woman's hands trembled as she gazed upon her crying child.
Her hand snaked towards the baby's neck.
Each inch as they moved closer and closer, the woman told herself.
You don't have to live in this hell.
But the touch of the baby's hand against her own caused the malnourished woman to stop.
She couldn't do it.
How could a mother kill her child?
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Humans... are born into the world.
Each takes their path.... and learns of the world.
Mother.....The vessel that makes the child feel loved.
Father.....The vessel that makes the child feel safe.
Ego.....Shaped by society one lives in.
Joy...Comes and goes like the wind.
Sadness..... a stop in the path of life that makes or breaks the gem of life.
Dreams..... gives willful meaning to life.
Despair..... takes color from life.
Freedom... shows us the beauty of the world.
Responsibility.... ties us to society.
Beauty... a desire of all.
Ugliness.... an inevitability that we keep hidden.
The End.... the last stop of the path of life.
The Beginning... after every end there is a new beginning to life.
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And life was also given to this girl.
( ~ Creak ~ )
As the door opened a monster with blood-red eyes glared back at the curious eyes of a young child.
This was the young girl's life.
The television always showed a loving family to the girl but her family was anything but loving.
How did she survive this long?
Merely because of luck or perhaps because the girl's father had a shred of humanity left or maybe it was because of those powers she had been born with?
Legend has it that some were chosen by the viridian forest spirit to wield great powers.
Those that received these powers were known by the people of old as the chosen Mew.
While the people viewed such beings as Gods, they viewed themselves as cursed people.
This girl was also one of the chosen.
Maybe it was the result of this curse that she had survived.
Her tears had long since dried up
OR
Maybe it was due to her curse that she could heal herself as her father took out her anger on her, and her pain tolerance grew.
Whatever the reason, the girl wished for death over and over again.
But she couldn't die.
Even in this world of pain and anguish, the girl's life wasn't extinguished.
While her malnourished mother tried to stop the beast from hurting her child.
The girl's inner self ceased living.
The girl stopped crying.
Since birth, that's the only way she had been treated by others.
She wasn't sad or resentful.
That was all she knew.
That was her life.
All she knew was pain inflicted upon her by the beast she called father.
Yes, that is all.
( ~ Boil ~ )
( ~ Boil ~ )
" Mom... " The young girl said to her trembling mother.
" Instant noodles."
The mother in response threw the bowl at the wall as the little girl blankly glanced at it.
" Why do I.... why do I have to..." The malnourished woman kept asking herself as the young girl cleaned up the mess her mother had made.
" You have to eat well." The young girl replied.
The malnourished woman tried to cry yet no tears seemed to come out.
" or you'll be hungry." The young girl followed up as the room was filled with nothing but silence.
( ~ Slurp ~ )
( ~ Chew ~ )
( ~ Chew ~ )
The young girl ate in silence in a room covered in mold connected to a foul-smelling bathroom.
Bottles of alcohol roll around the floor.
A blinking light bulb and an old television.
Father, Mother, and a girl who had lived for 60,240 hours.
A 344 Square foot room.
This was the girl's world.
Then one day an alien life entered the girl's world.
" Ratata. "
The door to the sink opened up revealing a rattata.
A long time ago, someone told a story.
There was a prisoner born inside a cave, the prisoner was tied up so that he could only see the cave's inner wall.
Only the shadows projected from the entrance showed him a glimpse of the world like the little girl whose world was filled with nothing but violence inflicted on her or her mother by the beast she called a father.
Then one day the prisoner escaped.
As the girl followed the Rattata up the pipes connecting to the sink.
As the prisoner saw the world for the first time.
2510 days after she was born, she came face to face with the outside world.
The girl was left mesmerized by the world as she touch the walls.
Saw the light provided by the stars and the moon.
Pidgeys flew in the night sky as she walked and walked and walked.
The world was suddenly so big for her.
" Huh? Hi there, haven't seen you around here before."
( ~ BADUMP ~ )
( ~ BADUMP ~ )
It was the first time, the girl had seen anyone else in real life other than her mother and father.
( ~ BADUMP ~ )
( ~ BADUMP ~ )
" Did you recently move here?"
The young girl's mind was filled with thoughts and thoughts as the close encounter with the third kind occurred.
I should answer her.
But how? with words?
Can I call it moving?
T.V
He is tall.
Cigarette.
Using my voice?
I don't know.
I can see his pupils.
Do I call him ' Sir?'
The girl's mind was filled with overwhelming thoughts.
" Hey, Are you ok?"
" Uh, .... yeah, Huh?"
" Yeah? it's nice to meet you. What's your name?"
" Uh, I don't know."
" Huh, you don't know but I can't keep calling you kid or people would think I kidnapped you, hmm... can I call you Yellow, kid."
For the first time in her life, the nameless child's eyes flickered with a smudge of happiness as she heard someone call her something.
Maybe to the ears of the child, Wilton Amarillo's words were more than just words.
It was a confirmation that she was someone.
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๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ผ๐๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฝ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐น๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ต๐ป๐ถ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด-๐๐๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ธ๐ฒ๐บ๐ผ๐ป. ๐๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ, ๐ฏ๐ผ๐
๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ถ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐๐ถ๐๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป'๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ต๐ป๐ถ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ฝ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ท๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ป๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐บ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฝ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ, ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐ด๐ผ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฒ๐บ๐๐น๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐
๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐๐๐น๐ฒ. ๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ป๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐, ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ถ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐๐ฒ; ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ผ๐น๐, ๐๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ป๐. ๐๐ป๐๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต๐๐, ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ด๐ต๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ๐ถ๐ด๐ป๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ป ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ผ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐๐๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐๐ฝ ๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ป๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ป๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐๐, ๐ฎ๐น๐๐ฎ๐๐ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ต, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฝ๐๐ฟ๐๐๐ฒ ๐ณ๐น๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐ฒ๐
๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ฎ๐น ๐๐๐ฎ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐๐ผ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐. ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฝ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ฒ, ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ป๐ผ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐๐๐ฎ๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐ผ๐ฝ๐, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐น๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฑ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฝ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐น๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐๐๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐๐๐น๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ๐น๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐ฝ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฑ. ๐ฆ๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ ๐น๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐บ๐, ๐๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ฒ ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐๐ถ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป. ๐ฆ๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐บ๐ฝ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐บ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ป ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐, ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐บ๐ฝ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฑ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ต๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐ป๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ.