My terrible weekend
Added 2022-08-22 20:55:18 +0000 UTCI honestly planned on recording something for you on Patreon, and i planned on recording a custom video this weekend and even something for youtube.
But due to some (ongoing) family problems I just got so stressed out I could barely move out of bed. I barely ate anything and I just had so much stress inside of me that it was difficult to film. I just recorded some goodnight kisses for youtube, because I ended up buying some herbal pills to calm me down and it helped.
I wish I could tell you but I'm just not there yet. I don't know if I ever will be. I honestly thought my therapy helped me 100%, turns out it did help me but in like 70-80% which is still a very good number, but I am still fighting battles inside of me. I am so sorry for slacking, but please understand that this shit is just super stressufl for me.
Thank you for still being here, I will probably record a video for you tomorrow, and then the rest of this month's custom videos. You are amazing, thank you for being here <3
Comments
Thank you. This helps and yeah, youre right. As Bob Ross would say: “Gotta have opposites, light and dark and dark and light, in painting. It's like in life. Gotta have a little sadness once in awhile so you know when the good times come. I'm waiting on the good times now.” And I guess it’s true. And it wasn’t an unsolicited advice at all :) I appreciate you trying to help me. Thank you :)
All Tingles ASMR 2
2022-08-23 08:24:50 +0000 UTCThank you. It does help to know that i am not being rushed :)
All Tingles ASMR 2
2022-08-23 08:22:01 +0000 UTCI dont think anyone will ever feel 100% because we're all human and youre able to still feel emotions, you can still be hurt by things and be sad, as its built in us to feel. But just know there's something to take from every situation, bad or good circumstance, i like to say, theres a blessing or a lesson, either something is given to you or something to be taken from a situation. Bad situations obviously make you feel something initially, negative more so, but you can always learn from it, no matter how shitty. Dont let moments like that override you, especially if its out of your control. Cause no matter how deeply you feel about it, nothing can change it, put that energy towards yourself and cater to you and control you, cause thats you can do in those moments. Hope this doesnt seem like unsolicited advice, if you even wanna call it that, anyways. Whatever your situation is, it has an end, whether good or bad, its up to you how you take it. Dms are always open if you need it, you'll be fine, take all the time you need to reset :3 ♥︎
Mike♡
2022-08-23 03:17:09 +0000 UTCI know that ugly feeling when it's time to film a YT vid and you have no mood or motivation to do it. I hope you know that waiting till you're ready is no issue for me or all of us I'm sure. Praying that things get better there ASAP.
Boyintheshadows
2022-08-22 23:19:58 +0000 UTC
