Things Will be Different

Hello there. ummm, haha. I don't really know how to start this or really phrase it.

Me and my partner are going seperate ways.

There has been a lot of waves in our relationship. Good and bad. We both have been together since highschool. for 12 years. The last 6 did a number on us and we both agreed it would be good to seperate. It is very amicable, we just spent 3 hours in the car talking, and it was just like always. She changed me life, opened my eyes to art, and accepted me for who I was. It isnt an exaggeration to say that before I met her, I didn't know what I wanted in life.

We still love eachother very much, we are still going to be amazing friends. But this is the best choice for us. There is 0 bad blood and im incredibly greatful for that. I have no regrets spending the last 12 years with her. Even when it was hard, it was worth it because she was with me. We will still talk and we arent severing contact, which I am very happy for. Incredibly happy.

It is possible we may reconvein in the future, when things are less hard and we can get ourselves together. Our hearts are open to that and we both are happy with that.

I never posted about it, but Im moving into a house. The one I grew up in. It will take time to adjust being alone but It is still exciting. I can't wait to have a fresh but familiar space to be in. It will be very different to me, but I know this is the first step for a lot of things.

Art will resume tomorrow on stream. I am still going to go strong, there will be a lot of movement now. It is a painful propellant to move forward, maybe it is the push I needed to take the steps to creating what I always wanted to.

For all the recent support to the Patreon thank you. I hope to show you all what I am really made of and that I can make it grow. Im going to show you all what I am really made of.

Thank you for reading, I will see yall soon. Be safe and be well <3