Hamzah Al-Emad

Dang it really

Added 2025-06-13 23:41:50 +0000 UTC

I come to with a heavy heart to say there is no episode this week. There is no excuse but I’m still going to make excuses. Truthfully this CRA audit has been causing me a lot of stress and taking up a lot of my time, partially why we’ve been less frequent in doing the things we love on YouTube and etc. It snuck up on me as I’m just now realizing how much of my time and mental energy is taken by it. It’s been about 7 months of this nonsense but I do have hope we will come to a conclusion soon. This, in conjunction with life and its usual and unusual stressors, and me not wanting to hear my own voice right now, have led me to skip an episode. It may or may not seem that serious to you but it is very serious to me. This is the most consistent thing I’ve done in my entire life, more than three years, and the few times I skip an episode I’m unsure if the guilt is worse then just putting out a lackluster episode. I’ve attached some pictures idk why but it felt like the right thing to do LOL. I think the photos along side the cryptic and dramatic wording of this message are making the situation seem more dire than it really is but everything ok trust. I’ll see you all next week thanks for understanding 😎