"My Venus" inspo // reaction
Added 2024-02-22 15:19:35 +0000 UTCDo I think everyone is beautiful all the time?
don't be silly.
but do me a favor
next time you're with someone you care about
ask them about the thing they love
(that one fandom/comic/game/painting/movie)
and watch their face as they gush
and tell me that person isn't beautiful
(liar)
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It's funny - I never felt good in my body until recently and now I'm keeping it all hidden :)
Do I think everyone is beautiful? I think it's more accurate to say that I know there is beauty in everyone. And that beauty glows. That’s why that phrase is still with us. “Beauty comes from within”. If you could see yourself talking about your favorite book, you’d know what I mean.
But a body is gunna body. Look, yoga is the shit (gods I love stretching) and eating well is great (gods I love cooking) but those are luxuries for a lot of people. I’m not trying to be an influencer or whatever here (gods plz no) but if my work has any influence on anyone I want it to be that they deserve to feel wanted and desired because when you foster that glow it is captivating and we all have the capacity to be alluring when we love ourselves.
With these stories I promise I’ll never tell a bullshit lie - only (what I believe are) true ones. I know you can hear the difference. Everything you feel from these little audios has been there the whole time. I’m just pulling back the curtain.
What other bodies would you like to hear appreciated?
Comments
My Venus is a masterpiece, I was blown away after listening to it. I could feel your words echoing in my soul. I have listened to a few other curve/plus size appreciation and yes, they were good ... But, I couldn't feel anything - yes, ok, they made me cum but sometimes it doesn't have to be deep in order to cum, it just needs to push the right button. I was a very thin little girl, I just wouldn't eat to the point that it was worrying. The years passed and I turned into me - a big girl. Genetics are genetics. My origins go back to a country where women push food into your mouth "You didn't eat enough, have some more" - I am that way too. People will never leave my house if not fed properly. I have lost countless of pounds throughout the years and gained even more. I have starved myself, made myself sick, worked out like a total maniac (I literally broke my foot from working out too much). Growing up, I received mixed messages about me being big. The women in my family were fine with it, you are beautiful the way you are ... The men, not so much. For years everytime that I looked into a mirror all I could hear was "Sweetheart, you have such a beautiful face. Your face is perfect, if only you lost all of this extra weight, you would be so much more beautiful". Society doesn't help either. Being curvy/chubby/big/fat however you decide to call it, is not something that is accepted or normalized. Today, I am 37 years old, I am still fat but I am also so many other things ... And the word "fat" is not an insult. I learned, with a lot of difficulty that being fat is not a bad thing, that a woman can be beautiful, sexy, fought over, attractive, wanted, worshipped, desired even when being fat. For those beautiful curves that she used to hate and hide from every man that would "dare" to touch her, yes, dare, because, how dare he want to touch her when she couldn't even look at herself without thinking all those horrible thoughts. My Venus was very healing and yes, you are right, we can hear the difference when being bullshited. I am on other Patreons and I just don't interact, I read, everything pretty much but I don't feel the need to interact ... Here, I can't stop, lol. Fuck me, this place is making me emotional, lol. Angie, (can I tag someone on Patreon?), you were right, this place is the best 😉
Samantha
2024-04-07 01:14:49 +0000 UTCYou pushed so many of my personal buttons with this one that it felt like you were eavesdropping on me. Art? Creme Brulee? Not just being ok with a plus sized body but being turned on by it without turning it into a fetish? All amazing. You said it in the first post, that you would only tell us true lies, and you're right. I can hear it, and your authenticity is refreshing and hot. It doesn't feel like pandering, or pitying, and in a world where we are either invisible or reviled most of the time you are a breath of fresh air. I don't expect, or even want every audio to be about my body, or my interests, but please keep your joy and truth!
Jamie
2024-04-05 07:10:49 +0000 UTCI’m just getting around to reading through the older posts and the comments therein, and this is so touching. Aren’t you just the sweetest? I didn’t feel the same way about that line in My Venus II, but I do think the concerns are valid. It’s reassuring to see your response to it; it means we’re right to trust you with our vulnerability, and that means a great deal in this space.
kindofquixotic
2024-03-23 03:18:53 +0000 UTCThank you! I'm certain there are many more missteps to come and hope to learn from all of them :) It's one line I would def take out if I could. I second guessed it but not enough to actually remove it. The audios I make on my own aren't written or scripted so it's been interesting to find the balance of what messy spontaneous stuff to keep and what to refine. That line needed refining or just cutting. It didn't quite convey what I was going for. I've looked up feederism and it doesn't quite feel like the right fit - it's more of a "nourishism" if that makes any sense. I've always liked feeding my partner and watching them get a little padded for the winter months but that was certainly not what was going on at that moment in the audio by any stretch of the imagination haha so that energy got mischanneled. Intentions be damned tho - it's how y'all hear it that counts. Oh but butts... suffocating me with your booty... that is 100% a fetish that I 100% have
Ray Purchase
2024-03-21 06:17:24 +0000 UTCMy Venus was a masterpiece for me and really helped to embrace parts of me that I thought I SHOULD not ever embrace. The second one had me a little nervous with the feeding and growing bigger because unfortunately I’ve been fetishized before and it hurts almost as much as the people telling you to get smaller do too, (and please don’t take this as me hating, you’ve quickly become a top listen) but I see in the comments your last intention is to fetishize and to hone your craft and I think that’s what makes you different. A pure heart, a pure love for women, a desire for women, not a fetish to do to them. Overall, great admiration for you here, I love it here and can’t wait to discuss more, and just know I appreciate your work immensely ❤️
Megadon 🦖
2024-03-21 06:01:54 +0000 UTCAwwww, this was so sweet thank you 🥹. Sir you have a way for sure 😉.
CaramelSweetness26
2024-03-07 05:25:46 +0000 UTChaha not at all - let's be honest it feels good :) thank you for your comments. I know how unbelievable it can sound but I really just think bodies tend to be beautiful - especially when styled well or totally naked. and I think it's fucking dumb that there's a societal narrative that disagrees with that. I want to celebrate/appreciate all types and hope to hone my narrative skills so things don't come off as fetishes. There are one or two things I'd change about My Venus II but part of the learning process, I suppose. Excited to explore more beauty :)
Ray Purchase
2024-02-26 00:32:58 +0000 UTCI seriously loved all your audios so so much, but venus just hit me so hard. Besides the total hotness of it all (🔥🥵) you really hugged my soul with this one. I immediately relistened to it afterwards because i didn't want to loose this feeling. i went from being too skinny and boyish looking as a teen to being plus size as a woman. Most of the times I feel good in my skin (i think), but it is still hard sometimes. listening to you makes it easier. your honesty and authenticity in telling the "true lies" really shines through and you just have a way with words, that leaves me hot and panting, but also hugs my soul, calms my brain and just .. makes me happy? Thanks for making us feel seen with your work. 🫶 and sorry for the rambling & fangirling 😅
panting_melting_swooning
2024-02-25 20:54:13 +0000 UTCand the best part is that it's true :) Libraries... hmm... maybe an audio with a librarian.... yea...
Ray Purchase
2024-02-23 17:53:58 +0000 UTCFor me, my body size has fluctuated over the years. Sometimes, I’m on the smaller side and other times I’m on the larger side (like now). Because of this, I’ve hidden myself in books and learning and libraries (the things that make me light up, I guess). So to hear this audio that’s rooted in a tangible example of how beauty standards have always been subjective AND varied across millennia? Both my brain and soul felt like they were enveloped in a warm, accepting hug.
V
2024-02-23 17:44:40 +0000 UTCtempering those fuggin' eggs... I have a perfect record so far, but every one is a ride.
Ray Purchase
2024-02-23 16:43:16 +0000 UTCBeen around actors/models most of my life - it is unfortunate what people put themselves through. I get it to a degree. I had pretty bad body dysmorphia before taking the steps to feel comfortable in my own body and just dressing how I want. And while I've still got plenty of life ahead of me, turns out I needed to grow into my look a bit to really own it. (and having an incredibly flexible schedule that allows for cooking & working out was a pretty major help - let's be real). Now I generally feel hot as fuck and work in erotica but I have to keep everything hidden hahah - oh, the fates are clever like that :)
Ray Purchase
2024-02-23 16:43:01 +0000 UTCAlso, tangentially, I wanna note that I’m not a great cook, and I made crème brûlée once and it was not easy. 🤣
sleepykitten13
2024-02-23 16:03:58 +0000 UTCI just happen to have been born with genetic material that gives me a conventionally attractive, socially acceptable body type, but the waters we’re all swimming in are so damn polluted that I also learned to hate/punish/starve my body. The thicker girls have absolutely had it worse than me and most of them have handled it with far more grace than I have, but it’s so fucked up that our culture does this to all of us. Diet culture kills, sometimes the physical body, but more often the spirit. Took me WAY longer than it should have to see through that shit.
sleepykitten13
2024-02-23 16:02:15 +0000 UTCThank you. I'll post about the "sequel" late tonight or tomorrow. My heart is super full from the community love. Y'all are pretty rad 🙃
Ray Purchase
2024-02-23 01:47:27 +0000 UTCSmoke Break is what caught my attention but My Venus was why I stayed. Top quality audio my dude.
lethargiceccentricity
2024-02-23 01:44:22 +0000 UTC
