One. Sick. Puppy

[Verse 1]
I'm one. sick. puppy.
Terminally out of money
I'm stumbling through the static, every day's the same
Faces blur like mumbled words, and I won't remember names

[Pre-chorus]
But then again
Wasn't I always dead?

[Chorus]
I'm one. sick. puppy, and I need mommy to hush me
I'm broken and disgusting and I
Don't really live for nothing
I am broke and alone stuck with the
Contacts in my phone
I do not know their numbers nor
Do I want to try
Cuz everyone I've ever loved has
Left me dead inside

[Verse 2]
I tattooed all my failures down the length of my spine
Every vertebra’s a story of the things I left behind
They call me self-destructive like it’s news to me
I’m just planting bamboo seeds so when I lie down they'll set me free

[Verse 3]
Broke my own reflection just to find what’s underneath
Now the shards of my ego are cutting through my feet
Tried to drown the silence, but it learned how to swim
Now it’s screaming louder than the monster within

[Pre-chorus]
But then again
Wasn't I always dead?

[Chorus]
I'm one. sick. puppy, and I need mommy to hush me
I'm broken and disgusting and I
Don't really live for nothing
I am broke and alone stuck with the
Contacts in my phone
I do not know their numbers nor
Do I want to try
Cuz everyone I've ever loved has
Left me dead inside

[Bridge]
I chewed through the leash and now I’m running wild
Barking at the moon just like a feral child
Got a collar of regret, but it’s loose enough to slip
And the chains I drag behind me carve their stories in the brick

[Verse 4]
I’m a Frankenstein of heartbreak, stitched in different tongues
Every language screaming, “You were never good enough”
I swallowed every clock just to freeze this night
Now time’s an open wound I keep licking to survive

[Pre-chorus]
But then again
Wasn't I always dead?

[Chorus]
I'm one. sick. puppy, and I need someone to crush me
I'm broken and disgusting and I
Don't really live for nothing
I am broke and alone stuck with the
Contacts in my phone
I do not know their numbers nor
Do I want to try
Cuz everyone I'll ever love will
Leave me dead inside