Progress report: for late July NSFW Reward

Just dropping off this report, and also to look at the polls. The current lead for the Chibi SFW is Ganqing at (22%) followed by MakoAnn at (19%)...I'm not surprised. It's amusing. 

Whichever wins, I already have an idea in mind for Ganqing and MakoAnn. I'll continue that Summer idea, but swimsuit with a modified bikini design from the old design I did before. As for MakoAnn...definitely Phantom Thieves outfit. This is just early musing, I'm excited to see if the results will change in the end. There's still 4 days left.

Anyways about that NSFW reward, I talked about clothes in nsfw in Twitter, thought it was more of a nonchalant(?) tweet, I was wracking my mind for idea for AerTi 4 then. 

Do you guys remember Aerith's red gown and Tifa's sexy mini dress the...violet one I think it was? I was centering my idea on those dresses. Though if violet does clash with Aerith's red gown I'll probably recolor Tifa's dress...white or black may look good, but Tifa's hot so any's good on her.

I saw the NSFW poll though, Ganqing and YaeBaal (BaalYae?) leading...I got a good chuckle at seeing YaeBaal lead.

...I was doing YaeBaal bts though! Had too much anxious energy I need to channel out otherwise it would affect my performance on the actual stuff I need to pass.

I probably have a questionable view on what's sfw and nsfw for showing this to sfw tier too...It's not showing the 'actual' parts, just...suggestive much? (re: sieka's high likely questionable borderline between sfw-nsfw).

Please don't misunderstand this sketch. The chibi Baal was meant to be for something silly but she's very much adult! It probably would've looked much better with a dialogue or comics paneling though.

Btw, I hope everyone's doing fine. How's August for you all? I hope you've had a good start!

I saw the news about some places experiencing bad weathers, do stay safe and take care! Climate change really has shown a huge impact...today was suppose to be PH's usual scorching hot sauna weather. Then it rained, then sauna weather after. It's raining again tonight too.

That's all! Bottom part is just personal talk. Feel free to skip reading it. It's just me talking about my brother and some stuff.

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I won't lie, I am experiencing some mental and emotional stress much more so than from July. I've been...sketching to stave off some stress, practically what you're seeing on Twitter rn are the results. My brother's medical exam results came. The doctor calls his blood test results mixed blessings. Ultrasound is...just stating what's obvious. A biopsy might ease or confirm stuff...I'm hoping August brings good news.

I just need to center myself again whenever my focus wanes or my thoughts slip somewhere else. I'll be alright though. 

Being busy helps bury invasive thoughts. I'm almost done coloring this one Chibi commission I've been doing. After that another Chibi comm to finish coloring. I'm planning to finish them so I can start August Chibi SFW after that.

I still do have that zine illustration to do too, but I'm looking at it optimistically (even though my schedule, and myself, are like this). My friends said it looked nice so I'm looking forward to share it with everyone as soon as the zine mods let us (after their sales). I've been keeping some screenshots for GIF process so I'll be sharing that as well when I finally can drop it.

Beiguang though...maybe rather than looking to far away is bad and just looking at what's near is good....I've been thinking about reading Beiguang fics, it might help with conceiving ideas but I haven't tried yet since I haven't found the time.