(Jason's POV)
"Can we talk more about this?" I walked up to Kagura
We were at the Guildhall, Kagura was sitting down as she was spoon-feeding some soup to Erion.
She looked at me, "Talk about what?" She asked
"You know." I said, "What you told me earlier."
She smiled, "What is there to talk about?" She said, "I've made up my mind."
"There's an impending conflict and you wanna do that?" I asked, "I'm being genuine, do you really want to do it? What about your guild? Your S-Class responsibilities?"
She nodded and smiled at Erion. "Of course." She said, "I think it's about time. And don't worry about my responsibilities. I've decided that being with you guys is a top priority."
"I see..." I said, "Okay..."
I looked around, seeing that every member was going about their business as normal. I saw Natsu and Gray talking at one of the tables with Erza and Lucy. It's almost as if they're not worried about what was going on.
Not like they should; I am going to handle it.
I sighed, "Can we go for a walk?" I asked her
She looked at me, "What about Erion?" She asked
"Erza can look after him." I said, "Go to your sister, son."
He nodded as he gulped down the soup, "Kay." He said as he got up and began to walk away
Kagura stood up and looked at me, "Very well." She said, "Let's go for a walk."
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"There's something I want to tell you." As we stood on the hill overlooking Magnolia, I said, "It's serious."
"Is this something that you discussed with Mavis after having sex without me?" She asked as she crossed her arms
"You were busy." I said as I rubbed my hair, "I didn't want to bother you."
"What is it?" She said
I let out a sigh, "I...." I said, "I know we have a history, you and I. We lost our child...."
"Yea..." She said softly, "I still think about that."
"As do I." I said as I looked at her, "But there's something you should probably know. I.....it's hard to explain."
She frowned, "What is it?"
"You'd think that you.....that our kid is the first child I've lost to a miscarriage...." I told her, "But it's not...there's a past that I've never disclosed to you....or anyone other than Mavis...she's the only one that knows."
She looked at me with a soft expression, "From back in your world?" She asked
I nodded, "Yes...I'm not from Earthland...how I got here...well..." I said, "It's complicated but.....it's hard for me to talk about it but if you want to be with me, you deserve to know."
She reached over and grabbed my hand, "If you don't want to talk about it, it's fine." she said, "You don't need to."
"I need to." I told her, "I have to. Back in my world.............my past is tough to think about....but back in my world, I was in love with a girl...she....she was a good person...troubled, but good at heart....she......she was beautiful and popular.....she and I had a secret relationship and eventually, she got pregnant without me knowing. She lost the baby....and in her grief...she took her own life....."
"Oh." She said softly
I looked down, trying to not think about what had happened back then. I was trying so hard to get emotional.
"I....it hit me hard, Kagura...." I said, "I....I had already dealt with something like that prior....I was in a super dark place before I met her and she lifted me up.....losing her.... broke me.....Which is why, Kagura....I am grateful you stayed strong when you had your miscarriage....."
"Jason..." She said softly
She patted my cheek, "Thank you." She said with a smile, "Thank you for telling me this."
I saw a tear roll down her cheek, "Yea...." I said, "You're important to me, which is why I'm telling you this......out of everyone, Mavis knows."
"I'm so sorry about that...I really am...." She said as she leaned closer to me, "I cannot imagine the pain....."
"You've been through it." I said as she wrapped her arms around my neck, "Mavis has seen more than that though...."
"Are you ready to talk about that?" She asked, "I can be patient...."
"I..." I started, "I don't know."
I wasn't so sure if I wanted to talk about Minji or my mother. Even though I had talked to Mavis about my sister, I wasn't sure if I was ready to talk about them with Kagura. Mavis had been in my memories, so she's fully aware of what had happened. I didn't tell her myself.
"It's fine." She said, "The time will come then."
I nodded, "Yea...." I said as I closed my eyes, "It's hard....I...."
"Shhh...." She said with a soothing voice, "Don't think about it, my love..."
"Kagura....I...I have another son....do you have any idea how that makes me feel? To be needing to fight my own son?" I said as I opened my eyes and looked at her
She looked so beautiful, one of the most beautiful women I've been with. From the moment the two of us first laid together, I was captivated....in love with her, and I didn't know it.
"Shh." She said with a smile, "It's okay. I'll be by your side, do not worry."
"But...." I said, "I don't want to....I don't want to hurt him...he's....he's my son...."
"He's set on killing you, from what Erza says." She told me, "You need to fight him, no matter who he is. I understand, I really do. But if he is a danger to us, your Family, it is your duty to act. It doesn't matter how tough it feels...."
"It could get really complicated..." I said
She smiled, "I know." She said softly, "For now, do not think about it."
"I want to give you and Mavis a child...." I said suddenly
"Oh?" She said with a chuckle, "So you're ready?"
I nodded, "It's not fair to the two of you that a Future Son of mine is here..." I said
"Then by all means..." She said as she grabbed my hand and placed it on her breast,
"Right here, then....let's have sex."