Kind of an uncomfortable subject for me

Apologies in advance.

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Someone has mentioned the wish list to me, and I want to address it.

I am hoping everyone is having a very happy holiday right now, and I don't want to intrude on that with blasting my Amazon wish list.  It already feels odd for me to do so.  Honestly, the only reason I still will link it is because honestly, if Sanderson, or some of the other authors I love were to publish a wish list, I'd probably send them something.

(hoping Eric Nylund gets this message)

Anyway, I will post my wish list at the beginning of next year, because I'll admit that it's been a while since I have.  This time, I'm going to be a little looser with the stuff I add--last time I only included writing tools and stuff directly related to writing.  This time I'm going to add some stuff I love and other random nonsense...because the muse is a weird thing.

This time I am also going to show you guys what I got.  Last time it was absolutely amazing, and very humbling.

BUT THAT SAID, -- When the wish list goes up, please don't feel obligated to even look at it.  In fact, I suggest you don't, lest you buy something on impulse.

So...yeah.  I'm going to put the wish list up in about a week because I promised I would, but I will say now, and I will tell everyone when I put the thing up, to not even look at it unless you you really want to.

I'm sorry to drop this message on everyone on Christmas, I'm just working all day today and it's kind of weighing heavily on me.  

lol...sorry!  I feel ridiculous sometimes.  This is like my own personal brand of impostor syndrome, I guess.  

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I just realized that I made this awkward post even more awkward by posting on Christmas.  There are some things I'm good at, and I'm totally willing to admit this is not one of them. lol .... /wrists