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12月

Added 2022-11-30 15:00:00 +0000 UTC

12月ですね！今年最後...！！

今年は1月の大切な人の死から始まり、精神的に病んで絵に集中できず何事もやる気を無くしました。大きな仕事の発表も延期するなど、コロナになったり本当に僕としては最悪な年でした。

ここ数か月は正直絵から離れていまして自分自身の人生を探して、色んな方と出会って交流していました。

実は来年中にヨーロッパの方に移住する話が出てたんですが、先日その話も色々ありまして流れてしまいテンション下がっています。もう踏んだり蹴ったり

大切な人の死から僕は「絵」を中心とした生き方が出来なくなっていて、どうにか戻りたいのですが気持ちがぐちゃぐちゃで今年はずーっと絵の調子が悪いです。

また今後の生き方を探したいと思ってます。

It's December! The last of the year...!

This year started with the death of a loved one in January, I became mentally ill and lost motivation to do anything as I could not concentrate on painting, postponed the announcement of a major project, and became corona, which was really a bad year for me.

I have been away from painting for the past few months and have been searching for my own life, meeting and interacting with many people.

In fact, there was talk of moving to Europe within the next year, but that has been dropped due to a variety of reasons. It's been hard.

Since the death of my loved one, I can no longer live my life centering on "painting," and I want to get back to that somehow, but my feelings are all over the place and my paintings have been in bad shape all year.

I would like to find a way to live my life again.

先月の配布なんですがとても好評でした。

裸効果か知りませんが凄く新規さんが増えて嬉しかったですｗ（+30人ぐらい）

配布ですが僕は今寝ているので（こちら予約投稿）

起きるまでは見逃し配布へ更新が出来ません。まだダウンロードしてない方は今のうちに！僕が起きたら値段が上がりますよ🤣

The distribution last month was very well received.

I don't know if it was the naked effect or not, but I was very happy to see an increase in the number of new customers (+30 or so).

As for the distribution, I'm sleeping now (reserved post here), so if you haven't downloaded it yet, please do so while I'm sleeping!

I can't update the distribution if you missed it until I wake up, so if you haven't downloaded it yet, do it now! The price will go up when I wake up 🤣.