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Caitlin Marie
Caitlin Marie

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i cannot thank you enough 💞

hello my beautiful beans,

i just wanted to take a moment to say thank you for being here. i know i mention my patrons in every video, but because it is essentially a scripted moment, i don't feel it gets across how grateful i am for you. all of this is only possible because of you. i am doing my DREAM job because of you, something i never thought was possible. whether you have stopped by to show support for one month or have been here since the beginning, i love and appreciate you so so so much. i always wish there was more i could do for you to show you my appreciation because it never truly feels like enough. thank you for being such a huge part of my happiness these days, i love you guys more than you know 🥺

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LOVED this reaction, Caitlin! It is such a fantastic album. I was curious to see what you’d think because of the darker, more industrial edge to the music … Trent Reznor/Nine Inch Nails has been in my ears for the better part of 2 decades (“Closer” and “Hurt” are probably their most popular songs, my fave is probably “Sin”) so I was thrilled for this collaboration, and interested to see how other Halsey fans would react. It was cool to see you digging it so much! (Btw, I don’t know who told you “Metal” lol it’s not Metal, it’s Industrial … which it why you picked up on the machinery aspects of the soundscape. If you ever need an accurate guide into the finer aspects of darker genres, I’m your girl lol) I’m not sure of any specific Halsey/Lilith connection that had fans buzzing, but my hunch from the song lyrics (as well as some of her self-reflective lyrics in other songs) is that Halsey identifies with the mythology of the goddess Lilith (which is fascinating in and of itself, and I can understand why Halsey may feel a connection because Lilith mythology speaks a lot to female independence + agency, and to the duality of women’s sexual freedom.) Definitely the more I listen the more I’m becoming obsessed with this album, I don’t know if I can pick a fave song! Definitely still cry on “Darling” and “Ya’aburnee” (also am high key emotional when listening to music and when she came out with those it was like, “shit I thought we weren’t crying today… oh well, here we go. Hi tears, welcome back.” — FWIW, Halsey’s “IICHLIWP” and Big Red Machine’s “How Long Do You Think It’s Gonna Last?” are on repeat in my home… it’s definitely been some big mood days. Lol). Love the viciousness in “The Lighthouse” and “Easier Than Lying” (and OMG the -transition- from “Bells in Santa Fe”), but like “The Tradition”, “Lilith”, “Girl is a Gun”, “You Asked For This”, “honey”, “Whispers”, ugh… all of it… just loves. Btw, was it just me or is Trent harmonizing with Halsey on the end of “The Lighthouse” (on the “and the waves come crashing down” part)? It’s very subtle, but I think I hear his voice. Also when you talk about the chorus of “The Tradition” sounding like chant, I felt that too and I think seeing the album artwork, it’s reminiscent of Gregorian chant found in the Catholic Church, and it’s a whole play on the Madonna/Whore dichotomy and tradition/patriarchy/the music industry vs women/female artists coming into their own. Thanks for the reaction! Love what you do!

Cori Anne

love u so much caitlin

Skye

Love you loads caitlin :,)) please do know that you are our source of happiness as well ❤️❤️❤️💓💗

Nayli Qistina

Yesss

Nayli Qistina

you got this far because you’re hardworking and talented at what you do! i am a stingy 24 year old lady and i would not be here if i didnt love the content. hope you are giving yourself some credit here too 💕

Diana Zhao

ahh i'm so so happy to be here and to be able to support you!!!! i hope you can feel happiness like this for a long time!!!💖💗💓💞 and i hope you know that you give me and all your other patrons so much happiness as well💗💖💓

Annalena

i discovered you in june of last year through your ARTPOP reaction because it kept popping up in my recommended feed so i watched, and now after over a year, you are still my favorite youtuber. the effort you put into your videos and i love this community. you and your videos are some of my favorite things. i am so happy you can continue doing this and thank you!!! congrats on 150k subscribers!!!!!!

Agustin Adames

STAN CAITLIN MARIE

Agustin Adames

yuh

Agustin Adames

IF WE COULD DO A BEANS MEETUP SOMEDAY THAT WOULD BE ICONIC

TheBlooJae

love from egypt<3

Joudie

thank you so much david! i appreciate u!!! ♥️

Caitlin Marie

you are so sweet, i feel like we're all friends too honestly. i really get to know so many of you on patreon and it's been a lovely experience ☺️

Caitlin Marie

aw wow, i appreciate that so much! 🥺

Caitlin Marie

LOVE U MORE

Caitlin Marie

this means so much, i'm so glad to hear that you've enjoyed this family we have all built here on patreon, it makes me happy too :)

Caitlin Marie

LOVE YOU MORE!

Caitlin Marie

love u megan 🥺💞

Caitlin Marie

thank you so much jacob 🥺

Caitlin Marie

thank you for being here stephenie, you've always been so kind from the start and i appreciate u ♥️

Caitlin Marie

from sweden?! i hope to visit someday, thank you so much for your support 💞

Caitlin Marie

you are always so kind and supportive, thank you!

Caitlin Marie

you're so kind anna, thank you 🥺

Caitlin Marie

aw thank you so much ♥️

Caitlin Marie

you are too kind 💞

Caitlin Marie

thank u so much 🥺

Caitlin Marie

thank you for being a light in my day!! i appreciate you so much and i’m so happy that you get to do what you love💕💕

David Peters

i appreciate u so much! you’ve given me something to look forward to throughout nearly the entire pandemic and i’m so grateful for u. i feel like we’re friends at this point because of how much time i spend watching your videos 😭 but thank u for this community and thank u for always being so authentic. i love u so much 💗

amanda

love u girlie!! im from argentina so 7 dollars is a lot to spend for me BUT I'M HAPPY TO!! lovely to see you

CAMILA

AWWW WE LOVE U

janine

it’s means so much hearing this from you!! the day i chose to become your is probably one of the best days of my life. all the patreon exclusive content and what not has made me feel like we have our own little community and created a bond and i can’t thank you enough. i love you<333

Joudie

LOVE YOU CAITLIN! you do more for any of us then youll ever know!

TheBlooJae

You are so kind! I love you and your videos. Keep making videos and living your dream you deserve it. The cute postcards are thanks enough ❤

Megan_hel13

I'm sure I speak for lots of us...but with the pandemic I haven't been able to see my friends as much as I used to. We would always sit around and listen to music together, and your videos always make me feel like I'm still doing that, hanging with a new friend. :) Keep making videos, you're amazing!

Jacob S.

It’s hard to find positive things to look forward to right now but your BTS reactions on Tuesdays and Fridays and your cute postcards are a bright spot in my life 💜 it always feels like I’m watching with a friend. Thank you 🥰

steph

Just find your channel a few weeks ago & didn’t even know what patreon was before😅 You became my favourite creator right away🙏🏻 So thank YOU for being you and for the amazing content you do😍❤️ Sending love from Sweden❤️

Sarah Sandell

Why are you so sweet? 🥺 It's literally 2am here and I feel like crying. 😊 You deserve what you are receiving right now and always remember that we love and appreciate you. Thank you for sharing us happiness and for sharing us your appreciation to music and the artists. You're such an angel. 💜

Ailyn Syene Caparro

i'm so happy to support you and it's literally my FAVOURITE thing to do ever!!!! you're amazing and you deserve everything that you have and more, love you the most girl❤️❤️❤️❤️

anna maria

We love u caitlin! You're an amazing creator, and you have the most beautiful heart ❤️

Remillie

We love you Caitlin! You deserve all of this and even more ❤️❤️❤️

Lauriane

It’s a pleasure to support you and your channel, you are one of my favorite creators and I think I speak for everyone here when I say we would do it all over again ❤️❤️❤️

Linike de Marco


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