DEIMOS ALPHA OF ALPHAS CH 46: It Is Done

The sky roars and earth-shattering lightening strikes through carrying a loud boom that echoes all around me. Soft shivers vibrate down my flesh as the cold rush of wind grazes my body. The storm is near. I gaze up at the sky as the grey clouds float with bloated bellies.

Thrusting my hand out the window enjoying the feeling for I know that in a while burning fire shall take over as my heat consumes me. My hair is wet whilst droplets tumble down and land softly upon my lap wetting my jeans.

I turn my attention to Deimos, staring down the length of him. His biceps flex as he controls the steering wheel with his left hand whilst his right fist is clamped harshly around the head of the gear lever. Too harsh. As if he is denying it the place it wishes to feast upon.

His knuckles turn white as he clenches his jaw grinding his teeth. No, he isn't angry. My male is hungry. He wishes to be fed soon. I can see the tone of his skin grow into a hue of red, his temple throbbing with the wrath of his control.

We stop at a red light and Deimos quickly reaches up sliding open the sunroof gulping down the fresh air he receives. My heat has begun its seduction crawling to him on its knees encaging him within its vines. He doesn't look at me keeping himself and his beast in check.

"How much longer?" I whisper my question reaching for my bag in the backseat. My skin meets his flesh and a small snarl leaves his lips.

"Lumina, stay still if you wish to carry on with the journey." He says his voice deep and hoarse. There is a warning to his words. A sweet warning, one that talks about the delight he could provide me with.

"Sorry." I apologize quickly grabbing the perfume from my bag spraying it all over my body especially upon my throbbing mark. This will hide my seducing scent for a while. It will calm both of us.

Deimos's body relaxes as he shifts slowly getting comfortable spreading his legs wide giving me a treat of a view. The tip of my tongue slowly seeps through my lips licking the bottom flesh teeth gnawing into it. I seem to be getting hungry as well.

"We are almost there." He says answering the question I had asked. He drives us deeper into the woods away from the main road into a private area enclosed by a rainforest perhaps. Such a vast land, so much tranquility. He possesses many properties but never uses them much except to take me there.

The path to our stay is very bumpy as the car flings my body around but my male sits still for the weight of his muscles keep him in place. The deeper we drive the darker it gets. The place excites me as a soft whine from my wolf asks to be let out.

He places his palm on my head patting me softly. "Patience, my female." He smiles softly talking to both of us. My wolf sits back wagging her tail adhering to her male's words.

As soon as he reaches our destination the trees separate and we drive through an arch. I finally gaze up at the beauty of the house. High glass windows, open roof I could see the interior. It hides absolutely nothing.

The garage door senses the car and opens its mouth swallowing us whole. I am awe with the place, with the way it is built. As it shuts us inside the lights flicker on and I find so many empty parking spots within the garage. A house fit for many wolves.

Deimos gets out gathering all the shopping bags from the trunk as I step out following his lead. I don't hear the sound of the thunder from within the garage for it possesses a deep comfortable silence shutting everything out.

I follow him into the house meekly but I rush forward as soon as I am within its comfort. My mouth open wide I stare at the view from the window. I twirl around meeting the bright light of the chandelier held by the high ceiling. Deimos chuckles watching me whilst placing the bags upon the kitchen counter.

My fingertips slide across the smooth material of the sofa and the wood of the side table. Who made this place? Who designed it? How does he own this? For who? So many questions flood through my mind as I jump about the place exploring every part of the living room.

Curiosity surging pushing me to explore the rest of the house, my eyes search for the hallway. "Lumina." I stop in my path and turn around to face my male who has his hands folded across his chest leaning upon the counter. "Come." He says and I stride to him without question.

As I stand within his circle he pulls me into his chest, nose sniffing the flesh of my neck. My scent his drug he revels in it. I snuggle into his warmth my hands around his stomach meeting behind his back. We are in peace. Swaying us softly he asks, "I am guessing you like this place?"

I jump up and down like a pup within his arms portraying my feelings, my wolf sharing her excitement with me. "Very much. I want to see the rest of it." I say.

He chuckles his reply, sound hidden into the side of my neck. "Carina." He whispers with a nip to my flesh voice muddled blocking the words from reaching my ears.

(T/N: Cute)

"What did you say?" I question frowning. I didn't understand it. My eyes return to the entry that allows me to have a look at the rest of the house.

"Nothing." He says leaning back facing me. I keep looking at that entry my curiosity getting a hold of me. Grabbing my jaw forcing my eyes to meet his, I show him my dislike with a small show of fang. He is not letting me go and I wish to explore.

His eyes widen as he smacks a finger to my lips. I flinch back to his action. "Such disrespect. You should be punished, no?" He asks with a tease to his tone.

"Let me go, Deimos. I wish to tour the place." I say whilst struggling to break free from his hard grasp. My male has grown to love teasing me.

He doesn't move an inch and I look back from the entry to him with slight irritation. "Must you do this?" I question, my wolf giving out small whines calling out to his instinct to empower him.

A soft smile graces his lips as he watches me struggle within his hold only for the mere reason to see the rest of the house I seem to be in love with.

"Give me a kiss and I will let you go." He replies and I quickly stop struggling surging forward giving him a quick peck. He laughs at my impatience. I am only like this with new places and food and he knows that.

"That was not a kiss, my female." He bends down to me. "Here, I will even close my eyes for you." He says whilst his lips are puckered and eyes shut close face bent right in front of me.

Leaning forward I grab the back of his head pulling him to my lips savoring his taste as he smiles through the kiss. It was a gentle one. Not one of passion but one where mates in love would do so. He does not ease his tongue into my mouth only meeting his lips with mine. A tenderness I can feel from him.

My mark sparks to life and I immediately let him go as he looks down at me. I nod in question my eyes asking him if I can go now and he nods back in answer letting me go as I run down the hallway. His laugh echoes through the house following me to where I run to.

Barging into the kitchen staring at the wooden floor and furniture. It feels very homely as if it was welcoming those whom it belongs to. Scanning every nook and corner pleased with its looks I dash for the bedroom. Perhaps the main room of this house in which we will be cooped up for the next few days.

As soon as I enter my eyes find the open balcony and my eyes widen. The vast trees surround the peaceful waters, a mix of rain and leaves fluttering reaches my ears. How is there water here? What kind of place is this? The strong wind blows through as the maps stuck upon the walls flutter and dance to its music.

"It is hidden." My male speaks behind me. "The water is hidden deep within this place that is why my father chose it to build the house."

I immediately turn around facing him the question flying out from my mouth, "Y-Your father?"

He nods scanning across the room hands meeting behind his back as he looks at the interior with a calmness. "My father built this house for my mother, the older females used to talk about this place all the time. That I must bring my female here."

I bite my lower lip chewing on it listening to his words calmly. "It holds importance. This site." I whisper.

"I laughed when the older females told me that, Lumina. I thought that would never happen but here I am, my heart surging with utmost joy for the fact I did do so." He smiles softly, watching my reaction.

"Thank you for being my male." I whisper back palms holding his cheeks forehead placed upon his. I show him my mind free to see as he pleases. He swims in my truth.

"No. Thank you for being my female, for being by my side for all these years." He speaks eyes closed as the wind blows back strands of his hair.

"I love this place so much Deimos. Something about it calls out to me. Our pups would enjoy th-" I quickly stop my words' eyes widening of what I was just about to say. Clearing my throat I stride past the bed looking at the maps trying to change the atmosphere.

He grabs my wrist turning me around making me look at him. "Our pups would what, Lumina? You did not finish the sentence. You can tell me your dreams Lumina. Don't fear the uncertain, my female." He says words dripping down his lips like sweet honey.

He urges me with his eyes for me to continue and not hold back. "Our pups...our pups would enjoy this place. T-There is so much area to run and play catch. They could chase birds or even go for a swim. Maybe just dip their toes in-" I ramble on and cease once more as soon as I meet his eyes.

"I think so too, Lumina. The same as you." He whispers with a soft smile playing upon his lips.

His words take me by surprise. It is the first time he has spoken positively about this topic. Is this a sign or am I just overthinking it? Should I ask him or would that ruin the mood? I don't think my heat is the proper time to speak of this. I must not waiver from my plan.

"Have your cramps started? Do you feel hot? I did not close the windows thinking you do feel so." He questions eyes drowning with concern.

"No, I am quite all right the symptoms haven't started yet." I say sighing with relief internally. I know this time it will be very painful but I need not worry for I have my male with me. He can calm the fire.

"Then that is good. Come I must fill your belly before your heat starts." Grabbing my hand he leads me into the kitchen.

"Will you cook?" I ask him preparing myself to help him.

"It is the duty of a male to feed his female during her heat and I shall abide by that." He replies removing the groceries out of the bag and placing it upon the counter.

"I want to help." I say trying to catch his attention.

"Yes, you may do so by waiting patiently." He says whilst removing the thick piece of meat from the package. My stomach lets out a small growl of hunger and I place my palm upon my belly. My mouth salivates watching the raw food he begins to cook.

The heat makes me hungry a lot like a starving rogue. Though I ate just a few hours ago I wish to gobble anything in my sight at this very moment. I sit upon the counter watching my male cook for me. My provider.

As time runs my desire to eat. I begin to yearn for what he is making like a long lost lover. The way he has cooked it is very different urging me to taste. It is a meal of his home spiking my curiosity. He shifts a little to sprinkle some spices and I try to steal a piece of cooked meat.

Deimos immediately swats my wrist as if I were a pup and I bring my aching hand to my chest holding it whilst it throbs. "You will wait, Lumina." He says tone dominant and commanding. The Alpha in him surging forward. I pay heed and wait until he has finished.

"Come." He says carrying the two plates of steaming food placing it upon the glass table. He sits at the head of the table and I sit at his right. Drooling, my stomach demanding food, my patience on a thin thread I wait.

As soon as the plate is in front of me my fingers itch to dig into devourer it in one go. I look at Deimos screaming at him internally to take a bite first so I can start. Taking a spoonful of rice and meat he munches slowly swallowing.

The sound of his gulp reaches my ears and I pounce upon the food and feast on it calming the storm of my hunger. "Eat slowly my female. No wolf shall take your food and there is more that I shall provide. So eat slowly." He says warning me with his eyes.

I begin to munch slower enjoying the taste rather than to just satisfy my craving. The first symptom of my heat has arrived. "This is delicious. Thank you." I whisper as Deimos stands up to bring the rest. He places the bowl in front of me allowing me to serve myself.

"Are you not going to take more?" I ask him eyeing the bowl waiting for me.

"No the rest is for you." He says whilst tearing a piece of thick juicy meat and bringing it to my mouth. His beast demands he feeds his female directly. I open my mouth wide as he places it upon my tongue and I chew indulging in the flavors. The spices are mixed perfectly bending as one.

I do not know how I ate this fast as my eyes land upon all the empty plates and bowls scattered around the table more on my side than his. I bite my lower lip wishing for something sweet to drown the savory taste. Wiping my mouth with the back of my hand I finally look at my male.

He sits with elbow placed upon the table, chin on his open palm. A gentle smile on his face he watches me. "I love watching you eat. Even if I am famished I will be satisfied just by watching you eat." He whispers as my cheeks burn not with embarrassment but to his words.

"Dessert?" He questions knowing what I want reading my mind and my actions. He can read me like an open book these days. I don't even have to speak to him of my thoughts, he will know just by gauging my actions and movements.

"Yes please." I reply my wolf bounding and skipping with her tail wagging ready for a treat. She loves sweets more than me to say.

My eyes dart to the windows as rain scatters and streams down the windows. I get up to walk closer for a better view but hunch down as the first cramp takes what is due. My abdomen pulls in as a painful throb pushes out. My body is getting hotter with time.

I sit back upon the chair waiting for it to subside I am still not in the main circle of heat yet. Deimos strides over with a plate and places it before me. I look at the dish and smile. I do like it a lot. "Donuts." I whisper.

"No. Not donuts. It is bomboloni." He says taking the first sweet and gulping the entire bun in one bite. He has a large mouth not that I am complaining. A large mouth comes with a long tongue. It has its benefits.

"Bomboloni?" I ask him frowning.

"Yes, they are Italian donuts. The older females in the pack made it every year for my birthday but stopped as soon as you arrived. Perhaps they wished for you to take over." He says.

"They sure love you. Rather they spoil you a lot I would say." I chuckle grabbing my part of the confection, taking a deep bite but stop munching halfway to ask him a question.

"Lumina you will speak after you have swallowed." My male says reprimanding my table manners. He always teaches me what is right and wrong. I was never exposed to these kinds of things so he always guides me.

Gulping down the remains I ask him, "Your birthday is coming soon is it not?" I ask him looking down at my feet playing with my fingers upon my lap.

There is a deep silence that envelopes us in the room. I feel his gaze on me burning through my flesh. Years. We never celebrated birthdays for the years we have been together. In the past, we chose not to for we had problems being mates and the recent years we have been extremely busy with our hectic roles that the thought never occurred to us.

"It is." Is all he says. Of course, that is all he would say. I look away from him the first sign that I am upset.

"We will be back home by then won't we?" I ask.

"Yes, we will." Short and frank answers. His show of disinterest. I stand up quickly my chair screeching loudly against the floor. Striding to the sofa I sit back watching the rain instead of speaking another word. I feel him watching me. Let him watch. He doesn't understand anything.

With a soft sigh, he walks towards me and sits next to me still keeping his eyes on his female. "You know I do not see the point in celebrating birthdays, Lumina." He speaks, tone soft. I keep my eyes straight not wishing to neither look at nor speak to him.

He raises his hand to touch my flesh but I slap it away before it could do so surprising him. "Lumina." He warns. He doesn't like my attitude. He doesn't like me denying him. The room is getting hotter despite the chilly storm, I have begun to sweat.

"You know why! I do not even know the day I was born, if I did I would make sure to celebrate it every year. You are celebrating life, Deimos! What about our pups? Would you deny them this as well?" I spew my questions in fury out to him. He is very lucky to be able to have a chance of knowing and celebrating the day he was born unlike me.

"I would never deny them that, Lumina. My birthday is not so important." He replies voice calm.

"It is! It is for me! It is my male's birthday." I scream tears welling in my eyes waiting for him to irk me with more words so I can let them free.

Shifting closer he pulls me to his chest, baring his neck to me so I can calm down with the scent of his flesh. "I understand. If this is what you want I shall pay heed to it." He whispers with a soft kiss to my cheek. I snuggle deeper into his warmth clutching onto his shirt trying to cage my emotions.

"Thank you." I whisper with a kiss to his chest. He always agrees to my wishes sometimes he just needs a little nudge from my side.

"From this year onward, we will celebrate your birthday the same day as mine." He whispers as I push away to see his eyes.

"What?" I ask my eyes widening.

"I will announce to our pack, Lumina. The day you were born will be celebrated with mine." He says with a smile as I grab his neck pulling him down to me. He lets out a small laugh surprised.

"I am happy." I say my truth.

"And I will do anything for your happiness to remain, my light." He whispers.

We sit like that for some time until my cramps return. My body begins to heat up like wildfire. Deimos holds me tightly to him and rocks us as small whines and whimpers leave my lips. He must find it very difficult to choose to comfort his female rather than take her like a beast.

"Let us go for a swim, Lumina. The cold water will help subside the discomfort." He tells me whilst carrying me to the bedroom.

Once inside, he makes me sit on the bed softly. Fingers hooking the bottom of his shirt he strips leaving his chest bare. Rain pounds the earth hard and the trees are swung back and forth with the wind's force.

"I-I don't think this is a good idea, Deimos." I say quickly trying to keep my eyes off of him. He doesn't pay heed to my words as he continues stripping until he is bare as a newborn pup. His feet weigh into the wooden floor as he strides towards the edge of the open balcony.

With one last glance at me he jumps, the sound of water splashing rides into my ears. Unable to see him anymore I take small steps towards the edge looking for him. I find the muscles of his back as his arms and legs thrust deep into the waters.

"Don't think too much my female. Jump." He says voice loud and clear enough for me to hear. Contemplating if this is a good idea the need to cool my body empowers my mind. Searching for my bag, I find it on top of the suitcase.

I look at the pill strip clenched tight in my palm. I need to take one now and one after I possess his seed. I need to make a decision. Glancing back at my male who is swimming as if he has no care in the world. He waits for me.

What I have right now, what I have bled to acquire. I don't want to give it away. I don't want to go back to those days where he was cold-hearted and unmerciful with me. I love him with my mind, heart, and soul. I will protect what we have built together until now, my male. Until you are ready.

Taking a pill out of its socket I place it upon my tongue. I could spit it out. Turning around to face him again he waves with a smile calling me to him with his eyes. The fire within my body erupts. I am doing this for us. Perhaps next time will be different and our want for pups will be mutual. I want to cry but I don't. I want to sob in his arms but I won't.

I will be strong. Swallowing the pill, I strip quickly walking to the edge of the balcony. "Jump, my female." He says with a chuckle and I jump with no second thought.

It is done.

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