Good morning. Please, read 👇

These past few days have been incredibly difficult for me, both personally and professionally. Life has thrown some unexpected challenges my way, and I’ve been struggling to keep everything afloat.

There have been moments of deep emotional pain, loss, and uncertainty — the kind that shakes your foundation and makes it hard to stay focused or even hopeful. It’s been hard to create, to work, and to keep up with everything I used to do with passion. But even in the middle of all this, one thing has remained constant: your support.

Knowing that you're here — even silently, patiently, kindly — means more than words can express. Your presence reminds me that I'm not alone, and that what I do still matters to someone. That thought has carried me through the darkest days.

I know updates have been slower than usual, and I hate letting you down. I just wanted you to understand that I’m doing my best with the little strength I have right now. I haven’t forgotten you. On the contrary, I think of you often and with gratitude.

The page that I built with great care and dedication with you for almost four years, 14 hours a day, from Monday to Monday, is now completely out of shape. I lost my URL, and all my posts from around the world that brought traffic to my page no longer work. I had to manually send almost 250 emails to all active supporters, otherwise they would no longer be able to access the page. I am putting in a huge amount of work on the page only to have it become even uglier and more disfigured.

This is certainly the most difficult moment for the page in its almost four years of existence. This is the moment when I need your support the most. I know I have no right to ask you for anything, you have always given me incredible support, but I have never felt so vulnerable and in such need of help as I do now. Please, to those who can, support me now more than ever.

Thank you for being here. Thank you for believing in me, even when I struggle to believe in myself. I hope to return stronger, more inspired, and ready to share again soon.

With all my heart,

~BDC