My dear supporter ABZ commissioned another illustration with the character Bella from the artist DrPinkCake, from the Being a Dick series.
Once again he wanted it like the Ada scene in Addiction has a Price but with Bella as the protagonist.
He wants to recreate a short sequence using Bella and the scenes he likes the most from AHAP.
After almost two years the difference is quite apparent between the two versions. The quality of the illustrations has changed a lot but unfortunately the number of patreons has not.
Yesterday I stayed up until two in the morning trying to publish this illustration as soon as possible but it's no use. The world we live in has become sick and most people don't value anything anymore. I have very loyal patrons who value my work and are always supporting me but unfortunately the page was not what I imagined.
When I started the page about three years ago my goal was to reach at least 300 patreons in two years. With this amount, minus the absurd taxes, I could have a better quality and more dignified life. But three years have passed and that is far from happening.
I invested heavily in equipment, destroyed my health, studied a lot to improve the quality of the material more and more, deprived myself of several things in my life. But things simply do not happen.
I do not know if the problem is me, my work, the world, the people, or all of these things together... I just know that I am tired of not getting fair recognition for the effort I make. Maybe that is it, maybe my work. I keep lying to myself saying that things will get better, that they will get better, and three years have already passed, I am more tired, older, worn out, discouraged and as poor as before. Maybe it is time to accept defeat and rethink life.
Sorry for the outburst, but I am really fed up with being poor and very frustrated for not having achieved my goals. That is it.
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