*ARMY GOLD* - NVN #14 - “Tonight” (Jin) 🥹
Added 2024-11-14 22:00:05 +0000 UTCARMY GOLD, it’s Day #14…
This song was truly magical and touched us both on a DEEP emotional level 😢💔
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😢😢😢I told yall about losing my grandfather last year and one of my dogs the year before that. I have a dog that is 17 years old and my mom and I took her to the vet just the other day. She's actually healthy for her age and I'm so thankful but of course there's that constant fear I'll lose her soon. This song emphasizes that fear and sadness but is healing as well. Thanks J & J 💜
BeTheLight
2024-11-18 17:04:16 +0000 UTCThis song takes me back to losing my aunt a year ago to lung cancer. She had it for about a year and one time she went into remission but it came back full force. She was in the hospital for weeks on in and then they sent her home on hospice because there was nothing else they could do for her. I remember that day when she came home, we all we up to my grandmother’s house because that’s where she was staying. Not everyone came because we thought we had more time. My sister cooked a seafood boil because that’s what my aunt wanted and we ate together. That night I told her I loved and I’d see her the next day. But the next day, I texted my mom to tell her to tell my uncle happy birthday and she called me with the news that my aunt had passed. That call plays over in my head every day. Those words “your aunt died”. I’ll never forget it. It was the most gut wrenching, agonizing pain I’ve ever felt in my life. I’m someone who fixes things when they go wrong and I kept feeling like I needed to fix something so my family would be happy again but there was nothing I could do to fix it. I wanted to die around that time because it was so unfair she wasn’t here and I was. I created the obituary for her funeral because I happen to be the one who creates things like that. So they asked me to do it. I did the design for shirts that I couldn’t finish because it hurt too much. My sisters, my mom, and I took a lot of the funeral planning on. That was extremely hard. I remember not opening my tablet to draw for weeks because I didn’t want to see the drawing I was working on of her. After a while, I deleted it so I wouldn’t see it again. Im a writer and when I would be scared to sleep in fear that I’d see her in my dreams, I’d stay up and write. One of the poems I wrote, I recited at the funeral. It helped a lot actually, writing my grief down in poem. I’m a lot happier now when I think of and dream of her. But of course, it’s always going to hurt knowing she’s not here and the rest of the family still is.
Kia
2024-11-18 12:59:21 +0000 UTCSending you love, so sorry for your loss - you must be going through a lot right now 💜
Gray
2024-11-17 19:33:03 +0000 UTCI cried everytime I hear this song 🥹
Ellysa Vaj
2024-11-17 08:16:58 +0000 UTCFor me is a very difficult time right now because I lost my mum last sunday 💔. So listening to this song just made me cry again 😭. Jin's voice is so beautiful and he puts so much emotion to it.
Cleonice Emilia
2024-11-17 02:23:26 +0000 UTC💜
Nehir Nacar
2024-11-16 00:31:16 +0000 UTCi love this song i feel myself listening to it when i am sad. also jins new album happy. is amazing i love running wild but my favorite on the album is another level idk what it is it´s so diffrent and hard rock/metal. an i normally dont like that music but for some reason that song hit me
leat
2024-11-15 22:14:21 +0000 UTCOh my God, yes, the last song. Jin absolutely wrecked me with his voice and the emotion it held. I also feel it connects so well with "tonight". When listening to it, I feel like it's from the other perspective, from the one you've lost. And just that whole part of (너무 그리워 나를 안아줘) "I miss you so much, hold me". I took it as " I miss you just as much, just hold me keep me in your heart. I cried for 2 hours straight. 😭😭😭
sonnie harmon
2024-11-15 20:12:50 +0000 UTCYes they hit so different. For me it's Epiphany. And why, I truly felt that I really did need to love myself and not rely on other people's love for me. It opened a door in my mind to finally put me first. And not in a narcissistic way, but to emphasize self love first. 💜
LizP⁷⁷⁷⁷⁷⁷⁷
2024-11-15 19:50:51 +0000 UTCI love you Aisha! I'm sorry about your loss 🫂💜
Peach⁷
2024-11-15 19:49:21 +0000 UTCTONIGHT OF COURSE WAS WONDERFUL AND LOVELY! JIN THANK YOU! as I said before his solo songs are the only songs that hit me with so much emotion and love! I cry or levitate everytime!
Peach⁷
2024-11-15 19:42:32 +0000 UTCAAAAAAHHHH THIS ALBUM WAS ALL I EVER WANTED! it was beautiful and surreal. THE SILVER VOICE VOCALS, COLLAB OF THE YEAR, PEACE PERSONIFIED, AND INSTRUMENTAL HEAVEN IS ALL ON THIS ALBUM!! Yeah I love this album so much! My job is about to be annoyed with me because I'm going to listen to this nonstop when I'm closing with them! 🤭 Thank you Jin I love youuu! 💗 (P.S. the last song WHYYYY DESTROY ME?!?! but tbh I'm sorry I can't choose my fav song yet... genuinely)
Peach⁷
2024-11-15 19:41:35 +0000 UTCI even thought I have heard this song a million times by now every time I listen to it, it still takes me back to 15 sep 2015. The day I lost my best friend (who took his own life). Every time I listen to it and close my eyes I see myself sitting in the living room with my best friend on my lap taking his last breath. This song brings so much memories, pain and grief back. I remember the first time heard the song I cried all night long. I let all those tears fall that I was holding in for the past 4 years-ish, I didn’t not cry as much when during those 4 year because in the beginning I was mad at him and I felt he betrayed our friendship. But I also felt scared to cry because he didn’t like seeing me cry, I was scared to move on and enjoy life knowing that my best friend couldn’t have the chance to live and enjoy life. Scared of grief, scared that people will misunderstand and judge me for smiling or for trying to move on. Even though the song was released almost 4 years after my best friend past away, This song brings so much memories, pain and grief back but also all the happy memories with him and all the laughters and happy moments. Anyway I will stop there cause I can’t see my keyboard anymore because I’m crying again 😭😭😂 Love you Jared & Jordan , please feel free to always share your thoughts or if you guys are going through something or your happy times. It doesn’t always have to be when you guys are going through something difficult. Seeing you guys happy is what we all wanna see💜💜🫂
Aisha
2024-11-15 19:03:55 +0000 UTCThough I heard this song several times before, it feels different now that I have my first pet, a beautiful Cavapoo dog. The mere thought of losing her sometime in the future is enough to make me cry while listening to this song. Army, please correct me if I'm mistaken but I do believe it is Pdogg's voice you hear in the recording of Tonight, which I also believe took place in a hotel room during BTS's tour. Jimin mentioned in his Vlive with Jin that some in-house composers went overseas for Jin to re-record this song. Apparently, he had already finished recording it back in Korea before BTS left for the world tour but wasn't quite satisfied with it.
Soey Choi
2024-11-15 15:12:29 +0000 UTC
