Unlike any other

Log#53:

More and more the days go by and the more I noticed something was troubling his mind. There was always some sort of distraction and though we trained for avoid most distractions. This one came from within. It was primal and raw... and thus a hinderance of the mind, body, and soul...

I did not recognize what it was at the time. So I began to dwindle the options one by one. After all what we do was very important and even though our missions have been exemplary.... we cannot afford failures. This had to be dealt with now before it grew and brewed into something bigger.

There were nights of restlessness as I tried to dig up as much information about the rarity that he is... my eyes grew sore over the days to the point caffeine had no affect on me. I knew it was troubling his mind as well. I knew he wanted me to stop and rest, pretending that it would just go away on his own... but his eyes do not lie. Something within him was building up and I needed to find out what. 

It wasn't until most of my sources and leads had all but lead to nothing that certain words kept ringing in my ear... "he was unlike any other..." I was so blinded by the possibility of rare anomalies that the answer was as simple as it comes to anyone else. We were never able to find the source of the problem because there aren't any other like him to use as resource...

So in private time I took it upon myself to bring him what he needed. Though he was hesitant at first he quickly melted upon my theory. I saw weeks... months of frustration build up quickly before it all exploded out of existence. This was a long time coming and I could only apologize to him that it took this long for me to figure it out. This time though I made sure to explain that... all he had to do was ask. Now I think we both deserve some proper shut eye.

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