Thank you! And a treat: Luce’s Promise

Good morning everyone! 

first of all I just wanted to say a huge thank you for your support. Thank you doesn’t really begin to cover it to be honest. Getting back into doing this was a really scary prospect after so long and I‘ve been literally starting from square one again with nothing. Now it finally feels like I’m getting somewhere; we’ll be moving by the end of the month into a place where I’ll be able to make videos properly, after than I’ll gradually be able to get better equipment to make more kinds of content and I’ll be able to get some proper gains going 😊 although I;ve done pretty well with that this week.... more on that soon!

An extra big thank you to my new patrons 🥰 in the next few days i’ll write to thank you properly, and i’ll going to see if I can possibly get another video posted for you all next week, too!  

in the meanwhile I wanted to share something my lovely partner Luce wrote for me last week,  vowing to help me get bigger and bigger 💙💙💙

She’s pretty much responsible for all my gains, I’d tried so many times to gain weight before to no avail, I’d always been super skinny and found it really hard to put or keep weight on. My health issues always made it difficult and I always thought my dna was to blame for the rest.

but when Lucy and I met - in fact today is the 9th anniversary of when we followed each other on tumblr! - everything changed. we became very close friends, then best friends, and then very quickly realised we had fallen head over heels in love and after skirting around it for a couple of months because neither wanted to spoil our friendship we confessed to each other how we felt and the rest is history!

I was already making fetish content when we met. I’d come out about my fetish a couple of months before on my blog and after keeping it a shameful secret for over 30 years I couldn’t believe  no one cared! No one thought it was weird or sick or twisted, and some people told me they thought it was cute! I felt.... *so* stupid. I’d spent decades punishing myself for itThat;s when I decided to start making videos, in the hope that it might help other people with similar fetish to accept and enjoy them rather than feel the shame I did.

I was more open and honest with Luce than I had been with anyone else and I admitted to her that I’d always wanted to be fat. She promised me way back then that she would help me gain weight, and at the time I was pretty dangerously underweight. I was struggling so much with my health and had been trapped in an abs I’ve relationship for years, it didn’t matter how much I ate at that point I was losing weight every day.  I was less than 6 stone, under a uk size 6 (US size 4) because my size six jeans were falling down and I felt miserable.

Within days of us moving in together I’d already started to get softer. She moved in on a Saturday and on the following Thursday she poked a finger into my tummy and told me I was gaining weight. Within a couple of weeks I’d outgrown those size 6 jeans I hated and it just went on from there! She doesn’t share my fetishes but she has certain kinks that mean she enjoys all my embarrassment and squirming from her teasing and she is *really* fucking good at getting me big!

after we’ve moved she wants to take over most of the cooking/food duties and talks about how she’s going to keep making me food and making sure I’m eating all the time to really get my weight gain back in full swing and she wrote me this promise which she’s allowed me to share with you 💙

“When we move, I will personally oversee your fattening. I’m going to turn you into a real food slut. Whilst you’re recording your belly being busy, i’ll be cooking you your next massive meal and then make you eat it. Perhaps i’ll feed it to you personally, and i’ll make sure you finish every last mouthful. I’m going to stuff you to bursting day after day and make your stomach grow. And then when your belly is full and overburdened I’ll rub you and get your tummy working. You’ll digest everything I’ve fed you and then i’ll feed you some more. You will be Fat.”

Fuck..... I can’t wait until the move....